Requested by Friendlysalmon124: One day, Tom is in the mood for sex. Y/N isn't up for it, but she feels bad telling him no, so she ends up doing it. During, though, it becomes too much and she ends up using their safe word

*Please note: as the request suggests, this smut involves themes of somewhat unwilling sex, as well as mentions of assault, so please be mindful of that if you choose to continue to read. I'm also going to say this since I'm aware that a lot of my readership is younger. Don't EVER be afraid to say "no". If you're ever with someone and you don't want to do stuff or if you want to stop in the middle, you have EVERY RIGHT to say no and to stop. Doesn't matter what stage you're at, you have the right to consent and you have the right to withdraw consent. Obviously the same goes for if you're with someone and they withdraw consent. Please don't ever forget that. No means no.*

I opened the front door to mine and Tom's apartment, a sigh leaving my lips as I shut it behind me. I was finally home. I'd had the worst day on the set of the movie that I was starring in, absolutely nothing had gone right, so all I wanted now was a glass of wine, a bath and in-bed cuddles with Tom.

"Darling? Is that you?" Tom's voice called from the kitchen.

"Yeah, Tommy, it's me." I sighed. He appeared at the doorway, making me smile at him as he wandered towards me.

"I've been waiting all day for you to get home, sweetheart." he smirked, his arms curling around my waist as he leant down and gently started to kiss my neck.

"Why?" I chuckled tiredly.

"Hmm, why do you think, angel?" he mumbled into my skin, making me sigh internally. It was obvious that Tom was in the mood, but I really wasn't. The issue was that due to past experiences, I was very bad at saying "no" instead of "yes" when I meant the former, an attribute that I really needed to work on.

"I-I don't know, Tommy, I'm really tired." I gulped.

"You'll be less tired when my head is between your legs." he teased, making me bite my lips as his teeth gently bit at my skin.

"Alright then." I nodded as I figured that it was probably just best to get it over and done with.

"That's my girl." Tom smirked as he raised his head and joined our lips. I returned the kiss, holding his face as his hands moved to my waist. Tom's hands roamed up and down my sides before raising to my shoulders and pushing my jacket off of my body. He deepened the kiss, his tongue slipping into my mouth as his hands moved back down to pull on my hips. Part of me still wanted to stop, but I figured that we had started now, may as well see it through. Tom pulled on my thighs, making me squeal against his lips as he picked me up and carried me to the sofa. He gently put me down, making me bite my lip as he sat over me. He smirked at me as he pulled his t-shirt over his head, my eyes immediately being drawn to my boyfriend's stunning body. Even when I wasn't fully in the mood, I could still appreciate it. Tom's hands took the bottom of my shirt and gently tugged, hinting that he wanted it off. I complied and sat up to pull it off before lying back down. Tom smirked at me, me returning it slightly as he crawled over me and joined our lips again. I returned the kiss, putting my hands on his arse and pulling him further in between my legs as we continued to make out. Tom's lips moved down to my neck, making my eyes flutter shut as he bit and nipped at my skin again. His arm curled around my back and unhooked my bra, leaving my chest completely exposed as his kisses continued down the valley of my breasts.

"I never get tired of seeing you like this, darling." Tom mumbled against my stomach, making me smile and bite my lip as he continued to kiss and bite down my body. My breathing started to hitch, my heart pounding harshly as Tom quickly unbuttoned my jeans and pulled down the zip. He started to yank my jeans down, my arse rising to help him get them off. He looked up at me through his eyelashes, making me bite my lip as he gently kissed my stomach before pulling my panties down. I hissed slightly as the cold air hit my clit, making Tom smirk as he gently ran a finger across my folds. His eyebrows furrowed.

"Sweetheart, you're not nearly as wet as you usually are. Are you okay?" he asked, his eyes full of concern as he looked back up at me. My eyes widened slightly.

"I-I'm fine. I guess that you just have to make me wetter." I teased in an attempt to hide the fact that I wasn't that wet because I still wasn't feeling it.

"Oh, I can do that." he smirked. I returned it and bit my lip as he hooked my legs over his shoulders. He leant down, making me suck in a breath as he licked a strip up my clit. He teasingly placed a few kisses against me before fully diving in.

"Fuck!" I cried out, my back arching off of the sofa and my hands leaning down to pull on Tom's hair as he started to eagerly eat me out. I bit my lip, pleasure starting to build up slightly as Tom's lips sucked on my clit and his tongue thrust in and out of me.

"Jesus, Tommy." I gulped, making him moan against my clit as I pulled on his hair.

"That feel good, angel?" he mumbled against me. I nodded and bit my lip, every inch of my body trying to focus on how good he was making me feel over the fact that I still wasn't that horny.

"You taste so good, babe." he moaned as he continued to suck and kiss me.

"You feel so good." I returned, making him smirk. I looked down at him as he gave my clit one last kiss before starting to crawl back up my body.

"You ready for something more?" he smirked.

"Sure." I nodded, making him smile as he leant down and kissed me. I returned it, hooking my legs around his waist as he pulled his fully hard dick out of his sweatpants. He slowly pushed into me, sighs leaving both of our lips. I squeezed my eyes shut, something just not feeling right. And I had to say something.

"Fuck, red, Tommy, red." I groaned, our safe word spilling my lips. Tom's eyes widened. This was the first time that we'd ever had to use our safe word, and I didn't think that Tom expected it to be used for the first time in such normal sex.

"Fuck, I'm sorry, are you okay?" he gulped as he immediately pulled out. I sat up, Tom's stare on me as he sat up next to me.

"Talk to me, you're okay." he reassured. I choked and shook my head as tears started to run down my face.

"I'm sorry, Tom. I should have just said no, I'm so sorry." I choked. His eyes widened further.

"Babe, what are you talking about?" he gulped as his hand rubbed soothingly up and down my back. I looked at him.

"I'm really not in the mood, I wasn't when you asked me. B-but, I was afraid to say no given what's happened in the past with other guys. I was afraid that you'd get angry, o-or force me to, but I also know that you'd never do that. I'm so sorry." I cried.

"Hey, it's okay, it's alright." he reassured as he gently pulled me into his arms. I held onto his shoulders, sobbing into his chest as he gently rocked me on his lap.

"I'm so sorry, darling, I should have read your body language as you not being into it." he sighed.

"It's not your fault." I shook my head.

"It's not yours either, love. But for future reference, don't you ever be afraid to say "no". You have every right to not want to do stuff, even if that's just because you're not in the mood. I'm never going to get mad or anything at you, and I'd definitely never force you into anything." he scoffed and shook his head.

"I know, Tommy. It's just that I've had it happen too many times." I choked.

"I know, darling. But don't worry. With me, never be afraid to say no, and never be afraid to tell me the moment that you want to stop. I'm glad that you used our safe word before things went further." he reassured. I gulped and nodded before looking up at him.

"Can we just cuddle tonight? I just want to be close to you." I whispered.

"Of course, angel. You can just stay in my arms all night if you want to." he nodded. I gave him a small smile and rested my head back against his chest, his lips pressing to the top of my head. We stayed like that for the rest of the night, Tom just cradling me in his arms. And it was perfect.