I walked into the party that Zendaya was holding for the release of "Spiderman: Far from Home", my black stilettos clicking against the floor and the skirt of my skater-skirt dress swinging slightly as I walked. I looked around, smiling at the cast members that I recognised as I walked through to the kitchen and grabbed myself a drink.

"Hey, girl." I looked up to see Zendaya walking into the kitchen.

"Hey, it feels like I haven't seen you in ages." I chuckled, wrapping my arms around her as she went to hug me.

"I know, you owe me a dance tonight. But before that, go find Tom, he's looking for you." She nodded. My eyebrows furrowed in fake innocence.

"Did he say why?" I asked. In reality, I knew why the attractive brunette wanted to see me. Over the course of filming, we had grown closer than friends and had eventually started dating. But Tom still wasn't ready to come clean about the relationship, to anyone, meaning that whenever we wanted to see each other, we had to sneak around to do it. The fact also meant that if someone came onto us on a night out or started flirting, we were allowed to reciprocate if we wanted to, which was a lot of fun to tease each other with, especially as it more often than not led to pissed-off sex as the other person would get annoyed at the exchange.

"Just said that he had something to talk to you about." she shrugged, me nodding along and still pertaining my innocence as I recognised the code phrase. Though it meant that we wouldn't be doing much talking.

"Okay. Thanks, Z." I smiled at the frizzy-haired girl, making her return it as I downed the shot that I had decided on and left the kitchen. I wandered through the full house, trying to find Tom at the same time as trying to navigate through the crowds of dancers. I looked over my shoulder as I continued to walk, making me squeal and whip back around as I collided with someone's chest.

"Woah, steady on." Harrison chuckled as he caught me by my arms.

"Haz, how are you?" I smiled as I hugged the blonde boy.

"I'm great, especially now that I'm with you." He smirked, taking a step back and flicking his eyes up and down my body. I smirked and looked down, letting him check me out as I was aware that Tom was probably nearby, and so would probably be able to see his best mate unknowingly checking out what was his.

"Have you seen Tom anywhere? Z told me he wanted to talk." I nodded, having to shout slightly over the music.

"Oh come on, Y/N, do you not want to stay and dance for a bit with an old friend?" he smiled as he curled his arms around my waist. I rolled my eyes playfully and chuckled as I curled my arms over his shoulders, me being friendly enough with the boy to be comfortable in his embrace.

"Go on then, Haz. Such a charmer." I teased. He smirked and shook his head as he started to sway us, leaning his head down so that it was almost in the crook of my neck. I flicked my eyes around, looking for Tom. I couldn't help but smirk as I found him in the crowd, his hand tightly holding his drink as he stared at Harrison and I with a clenched jaw. I knew what this was doing to him, and as much as I hated having to slightly use Harrison to get my way, Tom had done the same with my female friends, so it was fair game. Not that I wouldn't apologise to Harrison afterwards.

"Ahem." Harrison raised his head and we both looked up to see Tom stood there. I bit my lip in an attempt to suppress my smirk as his clenched jaw told me that he was very pissed off.

"Y/N, babe, can I talk to you in private?" Tom asked, his lips pressed into a thin line.

"'Babe'?" Harrison scoffed.

"It's just a nickname." Tom lied, not waiting for either of us to respond as he grabbed my hand and pulled me away from Harrison. I flashed the boy a quick and apologetic look as I was pulled up the stairs by Tom, the boy almost running me up the wooden structure. He opened a random door and checked that the room was empty before pulling me in and slamming the door shut. But instead of turning around and kissing me like he'd usually do, he just stood there with his arms crossed over his shirt covered chest.

"My best friend. Really, darling?" he spat slightly. My eyes widened.

"Tom, don't tell me that you're seriously pissed off about that." I scoffed.

"Yes, I am pissed off, Y/N. You just used my best mate to make me jealous." He nodded.

"And you've done the same in the past." I retaliated.

"Not with your best fucking mate, Y/N, how the fuck do you think he's going to feel once he knows that you just used him to get me jealous?" he scoffed.

"I'll apologise to him, not to mention that he'll probably be more annoyed at you once he knows why I did it. I cannot believe that you're doing this now. You know, it wouldn't be an issue if you would just come clean about us." I shook my head.

"You know why I don't want to do that, sweetheart-."

"No, Tom, I don't know why, actually. We're both famous, so it's not like I'll be harassed for being with you, we're both serious about this relationship, what's stopping us from coming clean?" I asked, crossing my arms over my chest. Tom sighed and shook his head, his slightly agape mouth telling me that he was trying to think of an answer.

"Y/N, I just...I can't explain it, I'm just not ready to tell people yet." He shrugged, sighing in exacerbation. I looked at him.

"Are you embarrassed to be seen with me? Is that why?" I asked, my eyes wavering at the thought that I may be right. Tom's eyes widened.

"No! Babe, of course not, you're the best thing to ever happen to me! I just want to make sure that everything is okay before we announce it." He nodded. I scoffed and shook my head.

"I thought that everything was okay. Obviously, I was wrong." I nodded as I walked to him and passed him on my way to the door.

"Babe." He sighed, gently catching my hand as I passed him.

"No. Until you've decided whether or not I'm good enough to be seen on your arm, don't call me that." I shook my head, making Tom sigh again as I left the room.

I sat in the living room with Harrison, Zendaya and Jacob, all four of us knocking back the shots of vodka that sat on Zendaya's coffee table.

"Three, two, one." Harrison nodded, all of us picking up a shot glass and downing the foul liquid. I squeezed my eyes shut and shook my head as the alcohol started to reach my brain, making my thoughts increasingly hazy and blurred.

"Another one?" Zendaya asked, her words slightly slurred as Tom walked into the room, sighing as he saw me.

"I think that all of you have had enough." Tom nodded.

"Oh boooo, where's the party animal Tom that usually joins us?" I smirked, making Tom sigh again as the others laughed.

"I just, I guess that I'm not in the mood for it tonight." He shrugged as he sat down next to me.

"Would your mood be something to do with me?" I smirked as I cupped his cheek and leant in. I pressed our lips together, Tom's eyes fluttering shut as he returned the kiss and held my face. His eyes shot open again and he broke the kiss as he remembered that we weren't alone, his Adam's apple bobbing in a gulp as Zendaya, Harrison and Jacob all stared at us with wide eyes.

"Did you two just...kiss?" Zendaya scoffed.

"Yeah, we did. We do that a lot, and more. I fuck him, he fucks me, depending on what position we're in." I giggled in my drunken state as Tom closed his eyes and shook his head, his fingers pinching the bridge of his nose.

"Wait, since when are you guys a thing?" Harrison scoffed.

"Since six months ago. I wasn't ready to come clean about us, so we've been sneaking around for half a year." Tom admitted, nodding as he looked at me. I looked at him, tears pricking my eyes.

"You just told them about us." I whispered. He nodded and sighed, looking down as he took my hands.

"Not that I had much of a choice given what you've just said, but I decided that I was ready. I love you, sweetheart, and you deserve to not be my little secret." He shrugged. I smiled and bit my lip at his words before leaning in and pressing our lips together again. This time, Tom smiled into it, holding my waist to pull me closer as he returned the kiss. He broke the kiss after a moment and looked at me softly, gently moving his thumb against my cheek.

"I'm sorry for wanting to keep us a secret. I'm the luckiest man alive for having you by my side." He nodded, his gaze flicking between my lips and my eyes.

"It's okay, Tommy. Thank you." I returned the nod. He gave me a small smile before leaning in and joining our lips again.