I headed back into Harrison's house, my heart pounding out of my chest. Tom looked up at me from his seat next to Leah, his eyes wavering but a small smile forcing its way onto his lips. I returned it and gulped. How the fuck were we going to keep it quiet that we'd kissed? The guilt was already eating me alive, so I wasn't sure how long I'd be able to lie to my best friend for. I sat back down at the table, tears pricking my eyes and my mind racing as I tried not to look at Leah and Tom.

"Mate, you okay?" Harrison asked, making me look at him.

"I-I'm fine, Haz, yeah." I smiled. He returned it and nodded, my smile dipping as soon as he looked away. I looked up at Leah and Tom and sighed. How the fuck was I going to do this?

~One week later~

I sat on my sofa, glass of wine in my hand and some boring movie on the TV as I relaxed. Well, I was trying to relax. In reality, I couldn't stop thinking about Tom. It had been a week since we'd kissed at Harrison's dinner party, and I hadn't spoken to him or Leah since due to the guilt that I was feeling. She hadn't said anything to me, so I was suspecting that she still didn't know, but it was still painful to think about. I was pulled from my thoughts by a knock on my door, making me look at it with furrowed eyebrows.

"Who the fuck..." I mumbled as I stood up and went to answer it. I opened it, my eyes immediately wavering as I saw who it was. And what state they were in. Tom looked at me with red and puffy eyes, tears streaming down his cheeks as he panted heavily.

"Tom, what the fuck are you doing here? Are you okay?" I scoffed. He shook his head.

"Leah and I are getting divorced." he admitted quietly. My eyes widened at his words, my heart leaping in hope. I was aware that that being my first reaction was kind of fucked, but nothing felt right in relation to Tom and Leah anymore.

"Shit, Tommy, I'm so sorry...Jesus, come in." I sighed. He gave me a small smile as he wandered in and I shut the door behind him.

"Can I get you anything to drink?" I asked as he sat down on my sofa.

"Um, n-no, I'm good. I just need someone to talk to, really." he chuckled, but it quickly died as more tears ran down his face. I sighed and sat next to him, my hand resting on his leg as he looked down at his hands.

"What happened? I know that you said that you weren't happy, but you're a lot more upset than I thought that you'd be." I admitted.

"That's because it wasn't as simple as us sitting down and talking about it. I admitted to her that I'd kissed you, and fully expected her to chuck me out for it. But she didn't. Instead, she confessed that it was fine, because she's been cheating on me since we got married." he stated. My eyes widened.

"What?! She's been seeing someone else the entire time that you've been married?" I scoffed.

"Uh huh. Apparently, this jackass knew that she was married too. Needless to say that I now don't feel so bad about kissing you." he scoffed and shook his head. I sighed and bit my lip, my mind racing at what he'd just told me.

"I'm so sorry, Tommy. It's really fucked up what she did." I gulped. He shook his head and gave me a small smile as he placed his hand on my thigh.

"It's alright. I mean, it fucking hurts, but it's getting us the divorce that we needed, but just didn't want to talk about. I don't know why we got married, we've never been happy." he mumbled.

"Well, now you can be happy. With someone who makes you happy." I nodded. He returned it and looked at me.

"Yeah. I can be." he spoke before leaning in and kissing me. I returned it immediately, my hands holding his face as his hands moved to my waist. He deepened the kiss, making me smile into it as he slid his tongue into my mouth and his hands pulled me closer.

"Tommy." I breathed into the kiss, making him smirk as he pushed me down onto the sofa so that he was on top and was in between my legs.

"What do you want, love?" he mumbled as he broke the kiss and moved his lips down to my neck.

"You, Tommy, please." I nodded. His smirk widened, making me bite my lip as he kissed down my neck and to my collarbone. His fingers started to work on undoing the buttons of my top, his lips leaving nippy and open-mouthed kisses on my skin as he undid the garment. He pulled it open, a quiet moan sounding from his lips as he opened it to reveal my lace bra.

"Fuck, darling, you're absolutely gorgeous." he mumbled, making me smirk and bite my lip as he kissed down the valley of my breasts. My breathing started to jagger and my heart pumped more harshly as he kissed down my stomach, his lips and tip of his nose burning against my skin as he kissed to the edge of my jeans.

"Is this okay, love?" he asked, his eyes flicking up to look at me through his eyelashes as his fingers started to work on the button.

"It's perfect, please don't stop." I shook my head. He smirked against my skin in response, prompting me to lift my ass up as his hands started to tug my jeans down. Thank god I wore nice underwear today, I thought as he looked at my thong.

"You're going to be the death of me, sweetheart." he smirked, making me return it as he hooked his fingers into the hemline of my thong and pulled it down. I hissed quietly as the cold air hit my clit, my stomach already twisting in anticipation as he put my legs over his shoulders before just looking at me.

"Tommy, please-." he leant down and attached his lips to my clit, making me cry out and arch my back as my hands flew straight to his hair.

"Fuck, Tommy!" I moaned loudly as my fingers started to pull on his curls.

"Moan my name again, babe, that was fucking hot." he mumbled into my clit, making me choke as him talking only added more pleasure to the mix.

"Make me." I teased. He smirked against my clit, his arms curling around my legs and his hands landing against my stomach to pin me down as he started to eat me out more intensely. I squeezed my eyes shot, my mouth hanging open as the knot was already starting to build as a result of his lips sucking on my clit and his tongue dipping in and out of my folds. The feeling was pure fucking bliss.

"You taste incredible, darling." he muttered.

"You feel incredible, Tommy." I returned, making him smirk again as he licked up my juices eagerly. My fingers continued to pull on his hair, my mouth staying open and my head digging into the sofa cushion as far as it would go as every flick of his tongue pushed me closer to orgasm.

"Are you getting there, sweetheart?" he asked. All I could do was nod, my mind too filled with pleasure to form a sentence as the knot became unbearably tight. Until it broke.

"Tommy!" I moaned loudly, my back arching and my fingers pulling desperately at his curls as my legs shook against his shoulders. My orgasm hit me, wave after wave of pleasure coursing through my body as it moved through me. I panted heavily, my eyes fluttering open as Tom removed his mouth from me and started to crawl back up my body. I looked at him as he got back up to my face.

"That was incredible." I nodded, making him smirk and return it as he leant down and placed gentle kisses on my neck.

"Do you have a condom, love?" he hummed against my skin as he unbuckled his belt and started to undo his jeans.

"I'm on the pill, it's okay." I reassured as he took his now hard dick out of his jeans.

"Perfect." he smiled, making me return it as he leant down and gently kissed me. I returned it, my hands curling around his neck to pull him closer. Small sighs and moans left our lips as he pushed into me, my eyes fluttering shut as he soon bottomed out.

"Fuck, you feel amazing." he moaned into the kiss.

"So do you, Tommy, please move." I choked. He nodded and broke the kiss, his head dropping to my neck as he started to thrust into me. I bit my lip, quiet gasps and sighs leaving my lips with every thrust into me as the boy started to fuck me. His hands slipped into mine and he intertwined our fingers as he pinned my hands above my head, making me breathe out as I couldn't feel the iciness of his wedding ring against my skin. They were truly over. But that wasn't what I was thinking about right now, as Tom's dick continued to move in and out of me and brush my g-spot with every thrust.

"I've waited so long to do this, angel." he grunted into my neck, making me smirk and bite my lip.

"Well, now you can do it all that you want. Because I'm yours." I promised. He raised his head and gave me a warm smile, making me return it as he leant down and pressed our lips together again. I returned the kiss, our moans being muffled by each other's mouths as he continued to fuck me and we continued to make out. His hips jutted against mine, the sound of our skin slapping together bouncing off of the walls as the kiss enveloped the moans coming from our lips. I'd wanted this for as long as I could remember, and I still hadn't fully processed the fact that it was actually happening, but I was on cloud nine regardless about the fact that it was.

"I'm getting close, darling." Tom mumbled into the kiss, making me nod and close my fingers further around his hands in order to deal with the feeling of the tightening knot.

"Me too, you feel so good." I choked. He smirked into the kiss, making me moan as he pulled away but only to lightly tug on my bottom lip. Fuck, that was hot, I thought as the knot became unbearably tight in my stomach. Until it broke. I moaned into the kiss, my eyes fluttering shut and my body jolting as my second orgasm of the night hit me like a truck. My legs shook around his waist, my back arching into his chest as the waves moved through me.

"Shit, babe." Tom moaned, his eyes squeezing shut as he reached climax too. The warm feeling entered me, the boy's hips stopping before he collapsed on top of me. We both panted heavily, our bodies caked in sweat and the smell of sex as we came down from our highs. Tom pulled out of me and rolled onto the sofa next to me, making me puff out as we looked at each other.

"Wow." he smiled, making me laugh and shake my head as I put my head and hand on his chest, his arm curling around my waist to pull me into his body.

"That was better than I'd imagined." I admitted. Tom looked at me with raised eyebrows.

"Sorry, you've imagined us having sex? I was a married man, Y/N." he teased with a smirk, making me laugh.

"It's clear that I like you now, so I'll admit that, yes, I've imagined that before!" I laughed. He chuckled and shook his head before just looking at me.

"Speaking of me being married, I don't know why I even dated Leah over you, let alone married her. I'm sorry that it took me this long to come to my senses, darling." he spoke quietly. I shook my head and bit my lip as I gently cupped his face in my hand.

"It doesn't matter now, Tommy. What matters now is that we can be together." I reassured.

"And I'd love nothing more." he smiled, making me return it as he leant down and kissed me softly.