Logan x reader ~ you're all I have
Requested by: DanielleFelton
In this oneshot Mia, the older lady Logan took care of during his community service, did have children and you're her granddaughter.
Seeing that Logan spends quite some time in his community service, there are going to be some timeskips in this. It will also be pretty long because I'm basically summarising your important moments in his background. Also there will be a part 2! (Part 2 will be shorter than this one)
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You walked into the retirement home where your grandmother was. You and her had a special bond.
You were the only one she had left. Your parents died in a car crash a few years ago and her husband had already passed away. You were left and you refused to go a day without keeping her company.
You walked towards her room, only to see that she wasn't there.
'Grandma?' You asked.
You didn't know if you even wanted to check the bathroom.. maybe she was stuck? You opened the door but she wasn't there.
'Oh, hello dear.'
You turned around. You saw your grandmother with a guy. He had slightly longer hair and a black eye. He was wearing a bright vest. Comunity service?
For some reason he was attractive in your eyes. Maybe it was his tough look or his voice. You couldn't place it.
'This is community service.' She said.
'That's not my actual name.' He said.
You laughed.
'I'm Y/N. I'm Mia's granddaughter.'
You shook his hand. Logan only saw junkies in his neighbourhood. Girls that didn't take care of themself. He thought you were stunning.
'I'm Logan.' He said. 'I have to take care of your grandmother here.'
'Have to.' Mia laughed. 'As if I'm such a pain to you.'
You walked over to your grandmother and hugged her.
'Is that marihuana I smell?' You asked.
You looked at Logan and get up.
'What? Me and community service had some fun.' She said. 'Let me enjoy my life.'
You decided not to say anything. She was right. Besides, it wasn't your business.
'Well I hope you're in good hands.'
'As long as he knows what he's doing.' Mia said. 'Can you help me get back into bed?' She asked you.
Logan and you both wanted to help at the same time. You looked at him and smiled.
'Together?' You asked.
You both supported your grandmother and helped her back to her bed.
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'Stop it.' You grinned.
Logan had been helping your grandmother for a few weeks now and you two really got along. You were both carrying her food to her room. It was almost her birthday and you tried to make the best of it.
'I'm not doing anything.' He laughed.
'You keep making me laugh and I have food in my hands.' You chuckled.
You walked into her room. Mia was sick. She almost couldn't eat by herself any more. You made sure that she was eating properly by feeding her.
Mia smiled when she saw you hanging out with Logan. She wanted to get an euthanasie at her next birthday. You tried everything to stop it. She was everything you had left.. Seeing you with Logan, having fun, flirting from time to time, gave her hope that she might be able to leave you with someone.
You sat down besides her.
'I'll get her drink.' Logan said.
'You could have taken it right away.' You laughed.
'Shush.' He said.
You smiled when he left and placed some food on Mia's fork to feed it to her.
'What is the deal with you and Logan?' She asked.
'What?' You asked.
'What do you think about Logan?' She asked.
You didn't quite know what to answer.
'You like him, don't you?'
'No.' You laughed. 'No way. You wouldn't want me to end up with someone like him.'
She laughed.
'I want you to find someone before I go. If you liked him you should go for it.'
'You're not going anywhere. You still have years to come.'
You fed her the bite you had on your fork. You looked at your grandmother.
'Just admit it to me. You know that I can see when you like someone.'
You didn't say anything while getting her a new bite.
'Y/N..'
'Okay.. Okay.. he's nice. He's really nice. I like him.. a lot.'
Mia smiled. You fed her another bite. You looked at her food again and then back at Mia.
'I don't want you to go so soon.' You said.
'I know.. but I don't want to go on like this Y/N.' Mia said.
'You're all I have.' You spoke softly.
'That's why I want you to go for it.. I want you to find someone and build your own life.' She said.
'He'll never like me. You know that.. Besides I need you.' You said. 'I need you, grandma. You can't just chose to go. That's not how life works.'
Mia grabbed your hand. You looked at her.
'You'll be okay Y/N. You're a strong girl. You can build a life of your own. You won't have to visit me every day.'
'But I-'
'I've made my choice Y/N..'
Logan walked back into the room. Mia saw that you were hurt. She hated it but she also wanted to chose for herself. You handed the food to Logan who could also see that something was wrong.
'Are you okay?' He asked.
You didn't answer and walked away. Logan watched you leave.
'Is she okay?' Logan asked.
'She doesn't approve of my choice.. my husband isn't here anymore and her parents.. Well Maybe you should ask her yourself some day.'
Logan sat down and quickly helped Mia finish her meal before he started looking for you. You were outside on the bench were Mia and he always went for a smoke.
'Y/N..'
You turned around. He saw your slightly red eyes and still wet cheeks. You couldn't help it. You got up and hugged him. He was surprised but he hugged you back.
'Do you want to talk about it?'
'I don't know.'
You let him go after awhile and you two sat down. Logan wiped your cheeks with his thumb. You looked at him.
'I'm sorry.. I'm just having difficulty with her decision. I have nothing besides her.' You said.
'What's the deal with that?' He asked. 'I mean, you don't have to tell me, but maybe I can help you.'
'My parents died in a car crash. We never really had much contact with the rest of my family. Only with my grandma and grandpa. They're from my mother's side. When he died her condition got worse. I couldn't take care of her all day.. I never wanted her to end up here but I couldn't do it anymore.. now she wants to kill herself and literally everyone will be gone.' You said.
Logan looked at you.
'What's the last time that you thought about yourself?' He asked.
You looked at him. You didn't know. You honestly didn't know. Your own life had been in pause since the car crash and the death of your granddad.
'I don't know.' You said. 'I honestly can't remember.'
You sighed and sat back a little. You looked at Logan.
'What's your deal? How did you get this?' You asked.
'You're not going to like me when I say it.' He said.
'I can't possibly like you any less.' You joked.
Logan laughed.
'That's a joke I hope.'
You nodded.
'Drug deal gone wrong. I got into a fight with my costumer and we got busted. I live in an awful neighbourhood. My life is a totally shithole.'
You looked at him and saw his hands shaking. You grabbed his hand. Logan looked down.
'Thank you for taking such good care of her. You're actually pretty nice.' You smiled.
You saw him looking down for a moment. Reaching to his head with his free hand.
'Are you okay?' You asked.
'Could you get me some water?' He asked.
You nodded and hurried inside. You walked back with some water for him. You saw him holding some pills. He took them and thanked you.
'What's wrong? Medication? Or drugs?' You asked.
'No.. medication. I normally don't show it to people but if I would have gotten up it wouldn't have been good.' He said. 'I'm an epileptic. Had my first attack when I was 9. I'm embarrassed by it to be honest. I don't need pitty from anyone.'
'Thank you for trusting me, Logan.'
He grabbed your hand again. He looked at you and smiled at you.
'You're not alone. You have me now.' He said.
You smiled at him. Logan moved a little closer to you and you allowed him. You even moved a little closer to him too. He leaned in but you saw him doubting. You leaned up and softly pressed your lips against his. Logan deepened the kiss right away.
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Logan drove you to the beach you always went to with your grandparents and your parents. Logan watched you standing near the water. You had been dating for a few days.
Mia knew and she was happy. She could now die in peace.
'I think she's thinking about my husband and her parents there.' Mia said. ' She always loved it here.'
'It's amazing here.' Logan smiled.
Mia looked at him and then back at you.
'She's beautiful, isn't she? Exactly like her mother/father (what ever is the case with you).'
'She really is.' Logan smiled. 'If I knew community service was going to bring this to me I would have made sure I got busted ages ago.'
Your relationship was really going well. His life became better with You in it.
'Will you take care of her?' Mia asked.
Logan looked at her.
'When I'm gone I mean. She needs someone in this world. Will you be there for her.'
'Of course..' Logan said.
You made your way back to the two. You smiled and sat down between them. You hugged Mia and kissed Logan afterwards.
'It's beautiful here, isn't it?' You asked. ' Do you see how beautiful the world is?'
'I see it dear.' Mia said.
You and Logan tried to convince her and for a moment it seemed like she was changing her mind. For a moment you had hope.. but later that evening, when Logan was gone, She said her goodbyes to you. She was going to leave the following morning.
You begged her to stay. You cried, you begged, you tried everything you could to get her to stay. Nothing worked. She had made up her mind.
The next day you came back to her room but she was really gone. Logan even walked into the room with her favourite food but when he saw you crying on the bed he knew that she wasn't there anymore.
'She said goodbye to me last night.' You cried. 'I tried everything.'
Logan put away the food and sat down besides you. He held you tightly. He couldn't believe that this was happening. He didn't know how he could help you.
'She left a note. Saying that we have to look at the place where you were too pussy to do that one thing. Saying that you'd understand.'
Logan wiped your tears away and kissed you. You kissed him back and you hugged him again.
'Your grandmother asked me if I would be there for you. She's feels okay leaving you with me.'
'Because you're good too me.' You said.
Logan let you go and got up. He offered you his hand. He took you outside to the place you has your first kiss. He looked in the grass and grabbed two tickets to Thea.
You two discussed it with Mia. She asked you if you'd get the chance. You weren't sure. It had a note. One for Logan and one for you on it.
Dear Community service,
Go start your new life with Y/N. You two deserve it. Take care of her.
Mia
And for you it said:
To my dearest Y/N,
Take a chance to think about yourself. Build a new life, together with Logan.
Lots of love,
Grandma.
You looked up at the sky.
'Should we do it?' You asked.
'Of course.' Logan smiled. 'We deserve it. Besides, that's what she wants.'
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