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|| Lana's P.O.V ||
A couple days past after the day of my cousin's wedding and the day Jin had said we were 'Together' whether it was official was still being determined because he hadn't asked me to be his girlfriend. But that wasn't on my mind, what was on my mind was that Jin was ignoring me.
He hadn't bothered to text me back, and yes I had finally given him my number after so much time and as soon as I do the bitch ignores my entire existence. Had I said or done something wrong for him to do this? Was this my fault?
I even went over to his house but no one answered, like literally no one. It wasn't empty, I could tell you right now. I heard the whispering and the shuffling behind the door. It hurt me, because it meant that the guys were also ignoring me. Even the hoe Hoseok, who had said he liked me more than he did Jimin and that's saying something because that boy loves Jimin. I was hoping that he'd pop out and smile widely at me, but that never happened.
It couldn't be possible, I couldn't have done anything wrong! I mean one minute Jin was happy with me and the next it was like I didn't exist. Does this mean he thinks I'm not worth his time? Not good enough?
He even brought his band members into it so now they were ignoring me, I thought I was their friend. Not some worthless girl that they can be friendly to one day and then an asshole to the next day.
I had become a bit depressed In those two days. It might seem like I'm overreacting, that Jin probably has some problems he had to deal with and I shouldn't fret. But he could of told me he needed space! God he made me feel like shit right at this moment.
So as I always did when I was upset I sulked, and my mother tried to comfort me. She was so sweet, violent yes, but sweet.
"I could go kick him in the balls for you! Maybe even all of those boys. No babies for them then!" Mum offered and I cracked a smile.
Reason #92834 why I love my mother.
"It's okay mum, you don't have to ruin their chance of future children! I just wish they knew how much they were hurting me," I whispered as I clutched a cup of hot chocolate mum had so kindly made me.
#Mumgoals
"Awe. That sucks, but I'm sure they'll understand some day and so will Jin. He loves you Lana," Mum said before standing up and heading towards the kitchen. "I'm going to make an early dinner, I'll see what we have in the cupboard and the fridge. If we need more I'll go shopping real quick."
I nodded and she left me alone in the living room. I scoffed as I thought back to what mum said, yeah sure Jin loves me.
"Okay there's no food, I probably ate it all when I had a midnight snack last night, I'll be back soon!" Mum called out.
"Alright! Get me some fried chicken!"
"Will do!"
I heard the door slam shut and I whined, laying down on the couch. Why did my life have to involve complicated boys? Why did they have to be such assholes? Why did Jin ignore me? Especially when he was going to leave soon.
Why me?
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Yo here's a crappy filler chapter because this shitty author can't think of anything to write for this book anymore.
All my ideas are going on to my other books and I'm neglecting this story so much.
So, I've had an idea for another Jin story and I'm wondering if I should write it, would anyone read it?
Thanks to whoever read this chapter and my story, your support means the world to me!
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