|| Lana P.O.V ||

"Lana can you please take this persons order, my shift is over."

I look up from the dishes that I was washing, seeing Mina standing there with her arms crossed and a grumpy look on her face.

I sighed, nodding and wiping the sweat off of my forehead with my forearm. I stepped away from the sink, slipping my yellow gloves from my hands and throwing them onto the counter beside the sink.

I walked past Mina and went through a door toward the main part of the cafe. I went up towards the counter and stood behind a cash register, I smiled at the old woman who was slowly counting her money from her white wooly purse.

"Hello, what can I do for you today?" I asked and watched as the old woman looked up at me, surprised.

"Oh, can I please get a camomile tea and a small chocolate cake?" The old lady asked pointing at the large board on the nearby wall.

I nodded, "Sure that'll be $5.30. Is it dine in or take away?"

"Dine in, please," she handed me the money and I gave her the change back, she smiled then spun around making her way towards a corner booth in the cafe.

"George, one camomile tea and a small chocolate cake!" I called to the new employee who was making a bunch of teas and coffees, he nodded slowly.

I sighed heavily and took a few other peoples orders, looking up at the clock every time I finished taking the orders.

I leant against the counter, sipping a small caramel latte waiting for the next customer to come in. I stood up straight at the sound of a couple men coming into the cafe and froze in my spot, letting the latte slip out of my hand.

"You," I whispered, staring at the familiar face.

Jin's smile faded as he stared at me, his bottom lip falling and his mouth laid wide open, "Lana!?"

The boys that were around him were looking at him confused and then realisation crossed their faces. I studied them, I knew them from somewhere..... Shit, it's Taehyung and Namjoon. What?!!!

"Oh.." They both whispered.

Jin started to tear up and I refused to stay and watch. Without another look at the boys I went around the counter and passed them, looking down at the floor. I was about to exit the cafe without finishing my shift when a hand wrapped around my arm.

"Wait!" Jin said, his eyes pleading me to not leave.

"What do you want?" I hissed, ripping my arm from his grasp.

"To talk, catch up... I don't know," I watched as he rubbed his arm slowly, biting his lip.

"No," I said harshly.

He looked up at me surprised, "What? Why?"

"No."

"Is this because of what happened three years ago? Come on Lana thats in the past, stop being childish!" He gritted out and I frowned at him.

"Whatever," I spun around and exited the cafe not caring if I get fired or not.

As soon as I was out of there I started to run. I still couldn't believe Jin still doesn't know how much he hurt me. That donkey hole. There was no way in hell I was going to 'catch up' with him. I hated him for what he did to me.

I stopped running when I was halfway home, I would have to deal with my mothers lecture about leaving work early. Yes, unfortunately I still live with my mother at the age of twenty-three.

Once I was home I collapsed onto the couch in the living room, I could here my mother in the kitchen banging pots and pans.

I groaned loudly and stuffed my head into a pillow as I thought of Jin. I couldn't believe he was here, after all this time and now he has the audacity to want to talk. Hell no.

"LANA?! What are you doing here? Aren't you supposed to be at work?" my mothers voice rang in my ear and the pillow was ripped from my face, "what did I tell you about walking out on your shift, remember last time?! You almost got fired!"

"Mum... Jin's back," I whispered, tears welling up in my eyes.

"Oh, dear.... Did he come into work?" she asked sitting down when I sat up and she brought me into a hug, I nodded slowly. She rubbed my back soothingly.

This is exactly why I love my mother. She comforts me whenever I feel upset and understands me more then I understand myself.

Thoughts of Jin popped into my mind and all of the memories we shared. Like the time he ate all my ice cream and I punched him multiple times until he was as red as a tomato. Thinking of Jin was making me hurt and I just wanted my heart to stop beating, I started to cry.

"Shh, Lana you'll be alright," mum whispered and rocked back and forth. I squeezed my eyes shut and concentrated on the rocking motion that was calming me down.

"I just don't know what to do anymore...... I miss him, but I also hate him," I said, wiping at my face so the tears weren't dripping down my face anymore.

"I know sweet--" mum was cut off by the doorbell ringing and she sighed before pushing me away softly and stood up.

I watched her walk out of the living room. I huffed and stood up, following her. Might as well see who it is.

"Ms. Darb is Lana here?" I blinked at the voice of Jin. What the hell was he doing here?

"Oh yes she is, come in," my mother motioned for Jin to come inside making me frown. What is she doing???

Jin slowly stepped inside as if he was unsure of my mothers actions, his eyes widened when he saw me standing just behind my mother.

"Hey," Jin said, doing a small waving motion with his hand.

"Hi," I frowned at him and crossed my arms over my chest.

"Um, well uh, I'm going to get Pizza for dinner, be back soon. Seokjin you can stay for dinner if you'd like?" my mother said and smiled at Jin.

"What?!" I stared at her disbelievingly; what in the world is wrong with this woman?

"I'd love to Ms. Darb," Jin grinned and I glared at both my mother and him. What's going on?!

"Alright be back soon," my mother grinned and grabbed her bag from a small table and her keys, she winked at me before she exited the house and left me alone with Jin.

Jin turned to me and smiled softly. I glared at him and I watched as his smile faded. He gulped, clearly not expecting me to be furious with his presence.

"Why are you here?" I asked, eyeing him suspiciously.

"I'm here to say sorry.." Jin whispered and I blinked at him, startled. Did he just? Apologise? Huh?

"Why?"

"Because I know I hurt you when I left you to be with Mave, I'm sorry that I never contacted you after Mave and I broke up," Jin rubbed the back of his neck as he spoke his eyes glistening with tears, "I'm sorry that I ruined our friendship because I was blinded with what I thought was love."

Tears spilled from my eyes every word he was saying was hitting me in the heart. I didn't want to forgive him but he looked genuinely sorry.

"I'm sorry that I became an asshole over a girl who I really didn't love. I'm sorry that I broke the one thing in my life that was there for me. I understand if you won't forgive me straight away but at least give me a chance to fix our friendship?" Jin finished, his eyes pleading me to say something.

I was speechless to say the least. I didn't know how to answer to that. My heart was hurting and wanted me to forgive him, but my brain was telling me to kick that asshole out of the house.

But instead I did the one thing I needed and that was him. I ran to him and enveloped him into a hug, sobbing into the crook of his neck. Jin held me close, his arms wrapping me into a tight embrace.

"I won't forgive you yet but I'll give you a chance, if you stuff up your out of my life for good," I said and moved away from him, Jin nodded his head, smiling wide.

"I will try my best," he said.

I grinned and motioned for him to follow me in to the living room. We both sat down and I watched him as he looked around the room.

"I've missed this place," he said, his eyes travelling along the wall of family pictures, "it's been so long."

"Yeah it has... Hey, Jin," I said.

"Yeah," he hummed.

"What's it like being a K-pop star?" I asked, eyeing him.

"Eh, it's stressful, but it's great I get to do what I love and be with the boys and meet a lot of fans," he smiled as he spoke, "I can introduce you to the boys tomorrow if you'd like... They know all about you."

"What?! What do you mean they know all about me?" I growled. Has that prick been talking about me?!

"I've kinda told them about you......" Jin laughed nervously, biting his lip. I frowned and smacked him.

He yelped, "OW!"

"Asshole," I gritted out.

"Hey, I've said nice things about you....." he said, putting his hands up in defence.

"Good!"

"I'm hungry," Jin groaned and I rolled my eyes.

"Mum will be back soon, be patient," I mumbled and he huffed, slumping in the couch.

"But I want food now," he groaned, his head turning to me.

"Wait!" I hissed making Jin pout.

"I'M BACK WITH THE PIZZA!" My mother voice rang through the house and both Jin and I cheered.

I hopped up off of the couch and ran into the kitchen with Jin hot on my heels. Mother had the pizza box laid open and I drooled over the delicious looking pieces of pizza.

"Dig in!" my mother grinned.

Jin was the first to grab a slice of pizza and dug in, moaning with each bite he took. My mother grinned at him and then looked at me wriggling her eyebrow. I shook my head at her and grabbed a slice of pizza, eating it.

After we had finished the pizza Jin said he had to go and we both stood outside my house.

"Alright I'll see ya later, I guess," Jin smiled at me as he stood in front of me, wringing his hands as if it was a towel.

"Yeah, see ya later," I said, smiling.

"Can I have your number?" he asked.

"Not yet," I shook my head and he frowned.

"Why not yet?"

"Because not yet," I chuckled and stepped back into the house, getting ready to shut the door in Jin's face.

"What if I want to contact you?" he asked, pouting.

"Do it the old fashioned way, write a letter, get of your lazy ass and come knock on my door," I snorted at his dumbfounded face, "goodbye Jin."

I closed the door on his face before he could reply and I sighed leaning against the door. I had no idea what to do anymore. It felt nice spending time with him but I couldn't help but remember what he did to me.

Do I forgive him?

Or do I just forget him?

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OMG GUYSSSS FIRST CHAPTER IS DOOOONNNEEE. *sings Jung Kook's high note in dope and dies trying*

Welp I hope you enjoyed the first chapter. Please forgive me if it's shit.

Thanks for reading!