This update has something different, I never thought I would write something like this but ended up writing.

Felt it was necessary for me to write and that not try ignoring such a topic.

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Pizza shop

Prachi: I don't think we can eat pizza...we are still recovering Ranbir

Ranbir: (laughs) see who is speaking.....why are you eating then

Prachi raised her eyebrows and continued eating.

They had gone to a pizza shop to eat after their shopping was done.

Mehra Mansion

Shahana's Room

Shahana had laid down on her bed trying to sleep, but wasn't getting any.

Only thing that she could think of was what actually hapenned that day.

She never thought that Aryan would be her knight in shining armour, he was always her bestfriend. Yes, she did like him but never thought of him anything more than that.

As she laid on her bed, she recalled all that happened

On reaching, she realized that it was a market area and probably someone was pranking her.

She was about to leave when someone started knocking her car's window pane.

She lowered the window glass

Shahana: Rohan, what are you doing here?

Rohan: I need to talk to you

Shahana: okay, come in

Shahana was sitting on the driving seat while Rohan sat on the seat next to hers'.

Shahana: Did you message me?

Rohan: Yes

Shahana: what do you want now After all that you did?

Rohan: Shahana, when you left I realized your importance, I shouldn't have cheated on you...I'm sorry

Shahana: (replied confidently yet she still loved him) Too late...I have moved on

Rohan: Listen, we were together for years, I know you are just pretending to have moved on....I know you love me

Shahana knew that what he was saying was the reality...

Shahana: Rohan, you need to get down

Rohan: Tell me Shahana, you don't love me anymore?...you have moved on?

Shahana: Rohan please leave

Rohan: Shahana, I'll leave quietly, I just want answers

Shahana: (teary eyed) Rohan, you cheated on me

Rohan: (he cups her face) I'm sorry but I love you dammit

Shahana couldn't control herself anymore and she hugged him....on breaking the hug, Rohan spoke futher

Rohan: You love me right?

Shahana: I love you, Rohan...I have always loved you

Rohan: marry me then, NOW

Shahana looked at him shocked, she didn't expect him to say this...out of everything, THIS

Shahana: Why? I just cannot...I love you but...

Rohan: Listen, what's the problem if you love me?

Shahana: I need to talk to my parents

Rohan: (smiles)  okay...but for now I have a suprise for you

Shahana: (excited) what?

Rohan drove Shahana to a beach side residential area

Shahana: Why are we here?

Rohan: come with me

They enter a residential appartment facing the beach

On entering,

Shahana: where are we? Who lives here?

Rohan: we will be living here

Shahana: (suprised) It is amazing

Shahana checks out the rooms and she was just happy with the decor and view from the balconies.

Shahana's POV

I was so happy when Rohan told me that he wants to get married to me.

He took me to an appartment facing the sea , it had many floors.

He took me to the 15th floor. It was our future home.

It was perfect. I was happy. I know he cheated on me but then he also realized his mistake and that it is what matters.

Tomorrow I'll talk to dad and mom about my love for Rohan...They might be against our relationship but I'm sure that dad and mom would agree, after all they love me. They have never said no to me and they will always agree for my happiness.

I was checking out the master bedroom when I heard Rohan opening the main door of the apartment.

I walked out to see who was at the door and on reaching I saw a guy entering inside.

I asked, "Rohan, who is he?"

They both looked at each other and smiled.

I felt strange as if something was wrong, I walked backwards while the guy walked in my direction.

I never, never in my life felt so unsafe.

I continued walking backwards until I hit my body to the glass railing in the balcony.

I couldn't move behind...he continued walking towards me.

I didn't know what to do, suddenly I called out

"ROHAN, ROHAN"

Rohan stood stiff in his position and smiled looking at me and then at the guy.

My heart broke down.

I thought he would protect me.

I trusted him, and this is what he did to me.

I just stood there looking at that guy, I didn't know what to do, I couldn't move.

NO!!

I can move. I turned, to jump, it didn't matter to me if I died, I want to only protect myself.

He pulled my hair and pushed me in, towards the sofa.

I hit my abdomen and my right hand to the sofa, on hitting I fell on the floor, I didn't have the energy to get up and protect myself, to collect my broken self and run away.

He bent down this time and looked at me and then at Rohan and looked at me again, he pulled my hair tightly, it was paining, paining badly.

I couldn't bear more of pain, there was a vase fallen few meters away, I immediately lifted it and hit him on his head.

Next moment he was lying unconscious while Rohan tried to wake him up.

I ran,

I ran away to open the door for me to escape.

I was close enough,

I was very close from escaping from there when I could feel Rohan's one hand on my abdomen and the other trying to cover my mouth, preventing me from screaming.

He lifted me and threw me on the bed which was in the room.

He locked the door.

It wasn't the first time that he had locked the door when he and I were the only ones present, before I never felt insecure but this time, it was an awful feeling.

I was scared.

I wanted to run away.

But I couldn't.

Rohan walked towards me while I tried to escape, he pushed me on the bed.

I felt excruciating pain in my abdomen as i fell back on the bed.

It had been a while since I was crying, I screamed for help, although I knew no one would come, I tried but I failed.

Why did I agree to come here in the first place?

It was all because of me. 

Why did I trust him?

I knew that he wasn't good, Aryan had told me to forget him, I didn't listen to him. I didn't trust him.

For the last time when I tried to get up and run, he slapped me, Rohan slapped me.

The pain my cheeks were going through was nothing compared to what my broken heart was facing.

I could feel dark emotions of sadness, fear, hate, frustration, pain, exhaustion, being broken and what not.

I knew what Rohan was upto...every step that he moved forward, I began to prepare myself, my mind for the consequences. There was no way I could run away or protect myself.

I had even stopped crying now.

I became a dead soul.

I couldn't feel anything.

I gave up.

The guy I loved, betrayed me.

He removed his shirt.

He tied my hands, although he knew that I wouldn't protect myself anymore, and I was nothing but dead from inside.

What he did next was painful, he was a monster.

Never ever in my life did I feel like I was touched wrongly and now what was happening with me was completely wrong, something that I never thought would happen to me.

I was crying due to pain, he took his handkerchief and tied it to my mouth.

That made my pain worse.

I could feel him into me and that was making me restless, I was hating it.

He was harsh.

He had already removed my top and now my bra.

I began to hate it.

He had been enjoying to his fullest, His laughs were more of a death sentence to me.

His touch was just making me hate myself more.

I felt used.

He finally stopped.

Inspite of him stopping I could still feel the pain.

I felt wasted.

I was feeling used.

I wanted to die the very moment.

Shahana's POV ends

She had tears flowing down....she took a blanket and tried to wrap it around herself, she felt protected.

She wasn't able to forget what had happened.

Those laughs. Those cries. All of it.

She could still feel it.

When suddenly she felt warmth around her.

She looked up.

It was Aryan.

She started crying as soon as she saw him, she wanted to stay strong.

She didn't want anyone to know.

She had been controlling her emotions since the past 2 days, she had kept herself busy the entire time.

She finally cried her heart out.

She hadn't recovered and probably never would.

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I don't know whether I have made justice to Shahana's emotions.

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