hey, so I haven't been feeling the best recently. I just don't feel good anymore. there is one person at school who only wants to be with me for sex and I just feel like no one wants me for who I am. I haven't been able to hold a relationship for more than a week and if I try to date someone else, I'm scared that the sex-craved dude won't let me. I'm just having a lot of anxiety. so updates will be slow. i feel like im unlovable and no one wants me. the longest relationship i had ended with them cheating on me and ever since then, i havent had a solid relationship. i hear about all my friends getting into relationships and it makes me feel like no one wants me. i havent even been able to dance with someone at a school dance. i feel ignored and useless. sorry for the rant and sadness

~Sam