TODAY, I SURVIVED.
I wake up in the morning and feel a strong pain
I fake a smile wondering why I'm going down this lane
Last night I was drenched in the lonely, pouring rain
When I think of how it used to be, I freaking go insane.
I gather myself up and get dressed in black
Dark like my soul, or a depressing soundtrack
I throw on a smile, ready to take the flak
Although, secretly, hoping they'd cut me some slack.
I reach school, hold my head up high
And there goes another rumor, another BIG lie
Its like a movie, scenes change in the blink of an eye
Only to see more people and their hate solidify .
The day at school seemed hard; hard to survive
Everyday is the same- happiness deprived
How many times do I have to dive
In a sea of tears or a pool of cries?
Another hour passes by
It's now ten pm, sigh!
Insomnia takes over me; just like every other night.
While I write this, I can't help but cry
The cutting addiction has arrived
Because of which my arms have been destroyed
I pick the cutter , but keep it aside
Because I realize, today, I survived.
-p.s.
P.S. No, I do not cut myself and I never have. Also, this wasn't inspired by anyone else who does. The idea just popped into my head and I decided to write. And if anyone does, PLEASE DON'T.
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