TRIGGER WARNINGS ➸
mental illness ⛔
stigma ⛔
IF YOU CANNOT HANDLE SUCH TOPICS, SKIP THIS CHAPTER

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I have mentioned this once or twice, but let's take a look at the detention of what insanity means

  Obviously not being able to function properly is not okay and needs to be handled.

But like everything else it does Tumblr pulls down it's pants and SHITS ON IT

To a point where they shame people who have normal functioning minds because they have fucking /prillvage/

I am not fucking oppressed for my MDP or psychosis. I don't blame society for fucking shunning me because I act like a fucking bafoon. I will say a lot of my actions are on impulse and I act batshit sometimes, but do I sit here and say that people have to adjust to my needs and the world needs to plant trigger warnings literally everywhere?

Or that all my friends must adjust to my alters and handle every time a psychopath gets unleahed from hell. I'm shocked my closest irl friend, Kimberly, delt with almost drowning and getting choked because of my alters.

I don't blame people for not understanding my issues because a case like mine isn't /common/

I honestly fucking hate talking about my psychotic symptoms because it makes me seem juvenile and trying to blame my issues on a society that deems me unable to work in it's set of laws.

Yes, I am homicidal. Yes, I have plotted out murders. Yes, I have tried to hurt people. But I'm not fucking /crazy/. It's not like I'm a columbine shooter or a slender stabbing bitch. I have the ideology and thought process but I know it's wrong. I know I am fucking insane by standards.

This is not ableist. This is recognizing an issue. This is trying to figure out what the fuck is going on.

What Tumblr tries to do, however, is make everything else seem creepy and wrong and to spoonfeed egoistical bratty heads with bullshit.

Kinda anxious about a test? YOU MUST HAVE GAD

Get kinda sad when you think about how youre Grannys dead? CHRONICALLY DEPRESSED!

Probably have depression? NAH IT'S ACTUALLY BORDERLINE PERSONALITY DISORDER!

  They blow this shit so out of proportion and they act like its totally okay to have hallucinations and to self diagnose because you know what's best for you, right?

And self therapy totally fucking works! I tried it and I still highkey want to murder myself in cold blood!

You need to fucking find out what's wrong professionally so someone who's been trained /professionally/ can find out whats wrong /PROFESSIONALLY/ AND GIVE YOU MEDICENE /LEGALLY/

The reason why they're all so fucking terorrfied is because they know they don't have a fucking problem and just like the idea of being, i dont know, schizophrenic because its fucking wonderful.

News flash: having hallunations and fearing for yout life isn't really a dandy fucking life style.

And the fact we romanticize mental disorders and give them all this spotlight, telling people that you are not in control of your actions is fucking dumb

Let's give an example. Person A slaps person B and kicks them to the ground. Person B hits his head and dies from the impact. In court, person A says "it wasn't my fault! The voices told me to do it."

The judge is just gonna look at you and fucking say "well we're just gonna have to send you all to the chair."

  Having mental illnesses don't excuse for violent behavior. If it's so bad, then you need fucking help. If you can't speak out then you're family has to get you help.

It's not your fault youre mentally ill. It is you're fault for the actions you do afterwards however and how you fucking react to your damn mental illness.