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Ouma

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Breathe, just breathe.

Calm your heart.

Everything will be okay, I promise.

I hear the faint sound of my name being chanted. I'm getting excited, though it's still nerve wracking.

"Kokichi, are you ready to go?" Kirumi calls. The tone she  speaks to me is rather, motherly. Reminds me of a mother calling to her child during the first day of school.

"Yep! Let's go!" I grin as I skip past her.

The moment I make my entrance there's loads of cheering.  I survey the crowd with the thousands  of people that came to for me. I feel tears welling between my eyes, I quickly blink them away. I can't figure out why I'm being so emotional. All I know is i'm truly happy.

 "Hi!! Hii! Hiii! Hiii! Hiiiiii!" Cue overly-exaggerated wave

I take a quick breathe, surprisingly I'm not used to talking for a long time. "First, I'd like to say thank you all for coming to my show! I appreciate each and everyone of you who made it here! For those who couldn't make it, it's no problem at all! I love you guys just as much!" I flash a huge smile.

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"And for those who don't know me." My voice drops a few octaves. Donating my gaze at the head camera. "I guess you'll just have to find out" I wink.

 I give a quick signal for the music to start. Once the beat starts feel the adrenaline through my veins.

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Oh how disgusting. All this disguising,To become somebody that's worth existing

 Oh it's repulsing. fully engulfing,Every truth that ever found itself hiding

 So join me hey let's play a lying game

And dirty ourselves with something exciting

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The best  about my shows is that I have a crowd singing along with you. Everything about this is magical,the fact I'm able to do this is truly mind blowing. People cheering your name, he adrenaline of it, the cherography, everything is, fantastic.

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Deceiving, and heartless thieving                                  Afterall life is so dull without some bleeding

 Put on the masks and let's have us one last masquerade

 Dancing senselessly on the shadows of the betrayed

A smiling and crying and lying charade 

Such is life for a boring existence

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And only that is true 

Afterall fire, fire Is something I pursue 

Just call out liar, liar 

And I'll infect you too 

With the addictive taboo

 Of bidding the truth adieu

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I've never been this happy in all my years. It's nerve-racking, I feel jittery all over my body. Like, I could just explode from happiness. This is ecasty. 

I realize I'm getting off beat with the choreography, and I try to get back.into place but I mis-step and I crash into someone's hard chest.