Without you

I find it hard to breathe

I swore I'd never say that.

But I need you here with me.

Without you

I've lost myself

I've lost my smile

I've lost my laugh.

I just can't seem to find her.

I can't seem to get her back.

Without you.

I realize all I had.

I realized what it felt to be loved.

What it meant

To have a friend.

Without you.

I'm lonely

I want to call you.

I want to talk to you.

For hours and hours

But I can't.

Without you.

I stay up all night

I replay those five hour phone conversations

And I can't sleep at night.

Without you.

I'm not fine

A part of me died

The day you did.