I don't know anything,

From physics to life.

I thought I had it all

Under my control.

But things just keep slipping,

Inspiration goes skipping,

I want to do nothing

With someone who means everything.

I want to see the world,

I want to go out.

I am trapped inside my mind.

I can no longer do it.

Nothing seems interesting,

I don't want to leave the house,

Food makes me vomit

And reading makes me sleep.

I have things to do,

None that I would like.

What's the point in living

If nothing seems appealing?

Daddy told me to do something,

I have a priority.

I have a team to cheer on for

Just like they cheer for me.

Yet I can't seem to find the need

To go with them and play.

I just want to cry

Until the knot leaves my stomach.

There's nothing to get rid of it,

I don't know what to do.

I'm stuck in this place,

Where life makes no sense.

I thought I knew what I wanted,

But now I'm just clueless.