A Bond Forged in Childhood (now breaks)
AU: After the events of the Nogitsune, Myśliwy(Stiles) is distanced from the pack and Theo Raeken joins the pack.
3 months later, Theo Raeken reveals his true nature, strikes, and takes her dad.
And that breaks whatever bonds she had forged with the pack she had once belonged in.
(For those who were curious, the name I chose for this version of Fem! Stiles (Myśliwy) is Polish and means 'hunter'. I don't think it's meant to be a female's name, but I liked it. So. *shrugs*)
(Zoey Deutch as Fem! Stiles Stilinski.)
Stiles has just finished loading her dad's gun with bullets full of vervain when she hears them.
"You can't stop me," She says as she doesn't look up.
"Stiles, we get that you're hurting-"
Stiles turns around and hisses, "You know nothing, Martin," a dark part of herself relishes in the flinch that Lydia emits at Stiles hissing her last name.
"Hey, back off," Jackson says, standing in front of Lydia as if that would do anything to shield her from Myśliwy's anger.
Stiles tilted her head at Jackson, "Or what?"
This caused everyone in the room to pause.
And freeze even further when Stiles took a step closer to Jackson, "Or what, Whittmore? What will you do to me, hmm? I'm dying to know." She drawled out the last sentence with sarcasm dripping from every word.
Jackson flashed his kanima eyes at Stiles and moved to walk to her but Derek growled low in his throat, "Stop moving towards her."
Stiles rolled her eyes at the Hale wolf, "I, unlike you, actually know what I'm doing, Derek. I don't need a wolf in shining armour to my rescue."
Derek let out a small smile at hearing Stiles -finally- address him after months of no contact, but that instantly died down when she turned her back on them again and faced the weapons bag she was packing.
"Stiles, wait," Scott says but the brunette was determined to ignore the True Alpha.
But then she hears Scott's sympathetic voice say, "I'm sorry that Theo went after your dad-"
CLATTER.
A small barrel of wolfsbane fell onto the floor after escaping Stiles grip.
Isaac and Liam slowly moved away from Stiles as if sensing she'd be getting trigger happy in any second.
"You're sorry?" Came Stiles disbelieving voice, close to a whisper but was clearly heard by everyone with supernatural hearing.
She turned around, her eyes and words hardening, "You're sorry?"
Scott as if sensing danger but ignored it moved closer, "I'm s-"
He was cut off from Stiles's hysterical laugh, "He's sorry! Oh, he's sorry! He's sorry!He's sorry!He's sorry!He's sorry!He's sorry!"
"Stop it Stiles!" Chris shouted, worry enveloping his entire tone as he stared at the girl who was reacting in a concerning way at Scott's statement.
This stopped Stiles from laughing but she moved to Scott and grabbed him by his collar, making the True Alpha look at her, "Why the fuck are you sorry, Mccall? Hmm? Are you sorry for not listening to me when I said Theo was a psycopath? Are you sorry you didn't get here faster to save my dad? Are you sorry that you and the pack all ignored me the entire time for senior year? Hmm? What the fuck are you sorry for?!"
Stiles panted, trying to catch her breath as Scott looked at her as if he didn't even know her.
"I know things went kind of south with us," Scott begins carefully, hands coming to rest upon the ones that were clutching his collar in a death grip but let go the minute she saw his hands coming near hers.
"You think that things went south for us? You think?" Stiles hisses into Scott's face before shaking her head at him.
"Do you have any idea what it's like to lose all your friends in one go?" She asks venomously, as she stares at him, not willing to be the one to look away first.
Scott opens his mouth, but no words come out.
"Yeah, that's right, you don't."
Stiles gestured to everyone in the room - Isaac, Malia, Derek, Lydia, Jackson, Peter, Melissa, Chris, Liam-, "Because everyone sided with you. Everyone. And do you want to know why? Because you're the fucking true alpha."
She lets out a bitter chuckle, "If you weren't the true alpha Scott, do you honestly think anyone here would be standing by your side?"
Scott doesn't speak for a few blessed minutes and Stiles thinks she's won, but then she hears Scott's stubborn voice say, "Yes they woul-"
"NO THEY WOULDN'T." She shouted in his face, making everyone step back.
At seeing this, Stiles scoffed.
Got rid of the monster, but still scared of the vessel it took.
"No-one -except your mom- in this room would have been with you. You know what you would be without this true alpha title, Scott? Do you know?"
Scott hesitates.
"Let me spell it out for you. A nobody."
Scott violently flinches at that but Stiles just couldn't care anymore.
"If you had never been bitten Scott, you still would have been that asthmatic kid who couldn't make the lacrosse team. You still would have been a nobody."
Melissa was going to intervene but Chris held her back and shaked his head slowly.
"But you know what? I was a nobody with you."
Scott's head snapped up at that statement and his heart clenched at the tired look on Stiles's face.
"When Lydia and Jackson would roam the hallway as if they had already been declared Prom King and Queen, I was with you holding your hand so nobody could bump into you. When Sally Prescott had rejected you, I was there watching Titanic with you and eating ice cream. Everytime Harrison was a dick to you, I defended you. When you lost your inhaler in the godamn woods, I went with you. You were nobody before Scott. But have you honestly forgotten that I was a nobody with you?"
Derek's heart clenched in pain at the heartbroken face on Stiles's face.
"I thought you were my brother, Scott," Stiles says sharply. "I thought you'd stand by me through anything. You have no idea what it was like to realize that wasn't true. No idea what it felt like to watch you stand by a psycopath who ripped out the heart of his own sister! To take Theo Raeken's side over me. The person who has been by your side since we were five, Scott."
"Stiles, I..."
"Stiles turned back to her bag and zipped it up before slinging it over her shoulders, "You have three options, Scott. Three."
Scott perked up instantly, hoping one of those would give him a chance to have Stiles back.
Chris sighed at the determined face of Stiles and realised that there was no getting her back.
"1)You leave and I go kill Theo Raeken.
2)You and I both go and kill Theo Raeken.
3)You kill me."
"What?" Scott breathed out at the last one, "Stiles, there's no way I'm going to kill you."
She shrugged, "That means you only have the first two options Scott. But knowing you, you're going to have to choose the first, lest you break that no killing rule of yours."
Scott went to walk to Stiles, "Stiles, we can't kill-"
"My dad is dead Scott."
That phrase had chilled the room and made Scott freeze.
Stiles continued, "My dad is dead and you expect me to not avenge him? What if it was your mom who got killed? Would you not kill for her?"
Scott turned his head to face his mom, and the thoughts he had were purely hypoctircal.
"I'm already a monster, Scott. So you don't need to worry about staining my innocence."
And with that, Myśliwy (Stiles) Stilinski left the room, breaking whatever bonds she had left with the pack.
Scott, on the other hand, was only staring blankly at where she had stood in front of him, remembering a conversation from months ago: "You're the true alpha! Guess what all of us can't be true alphas! Some of us have to make mistakes! Some of us have to get our hands a little bloody sometimes! Some of us are human!"
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