"You aren't going to sleep?" Jungkook wondered still having Jimin close in his arms.
          
             "I can't... I need to wash up. I feel dirty." Jimin giggled as Jungkook released Jimin and looked at him.

             "Hurry back... I don't want you to leave..." Jungkook added as Jimin giggled and walked out of the room to look back at Jungkook for a moment. "Can I borrow a towel?" Jimin asked as he gazed up at Jungkook.
        
            "It's in the bathroom, hanging on the door. Use that one" Jungkook added, thinking he'd rather wait until after Jimin was done washing up so he could do the same. Jimin left the room and went to shower as Jungkook was gazing up at the ceiling, thinking back at how he touched Jimin for the first time. It was Jungkook's first time and he was surprised he was able to pick up such things from watching the erotic film multiple times before doing it with Jimin.

            Jungkook sighed and turned over on the bed. He had no plans of doing this to Jimin or even giving up his virginity like that.. But, he suddenly had the urge of doing it. He wasn't so innocent deep down... He desired Jimin's body ever since that day and couldn't stop thinking of touching Jimin. Everything Jungkook did that seemed too pure for sex before he met Jimin was real, but only then he met Jimin and that began to change. Jungkook grasped onto the thought of how he had Jimin moaning his name, trembling in cum while he begged for more. Jungkook just didn't know why he longed for Jimin's body so much that he was willing to do it so soon and sacrifice his virginity for it.

          Deep down, Jungkook felt a little insecure. He just touched someone after realizing his sexuality. Of course it felt rushed to the younger, but he couldn't turn down Jimin's request. Jimin didn't force him. He forced himself to do it because his curiosity took over. However, his face remained blank like it didn't affect him in any way. Jungkook actually enjoyed touching and fucking Jimin until he reached his limit. It almost made the boy want to do it again and again. Yet, he still longed to maintain a perfect viewpoint on himself from Jimin. Jungkook just couldn't have Jimin see him like a creepy, perverted loner. It was Jimin who came into the boy's life and made him change his life like this. All because he craved Jimin's body out of curiosity.

            Jungkook turned his head to face the window to the sea as he looked at the small sprinkles of rain falling from the grey sky that was slowly starting to clear up. "Festival... The first snowfall... Ugh why did I agree to do it?! I can't leave.." Jungkook complained and cupped his face. "I-If I don't go... Jimin will hate me.. He'll leave me and I'll be all alone with you again." Jungkook said looking out to the sea. "Not that it's an issue... But I suddenly want to talk to someone who would actually respond to me. Not just send waves. Dull and silent waves that crash onto the shore only to speak once. Then forever grow silent with the rest... You don't talk as much as you used to and I miss that.." Jungkook sighed and turned over on the bed to look away from the window that had the sea. "But I can't go outside... You know how much I hate it...." Jungkook added in a whisper.

         Jimin was still in the bathroom taking a shower as he looked around in the bathroom letting out a sigh as he stood in the shower, washing himself and looking out to the bathroom window with just a view of the apartment courtyard. Jimin smiled a bit as he reflected on Jungkook touching him. He enjoyed it but only now, he began to wonder on what the two will become to each other. Jimin was falling in love with the younger... But Jungkook didn't know how to feel for Jimin. He loved Jimin's body, but the man in general? That, he had to grow on. Jimin sighed and has seen this all before.

          Before, Jimin met Jungkook. He was closeted and in a relationship with a girl before he came out. The girl loved Jimin and at the time, Jimin was moving on from his feelings on her but before he did love her and she loved him. But only for his handsome looks. The girl was obsessed and whiny with Jimin and didn't want him to change a thing about himself. Just so he could be the perfect boyfriend she can brag to. But once Jimin at least dyed his hair blonde, she was  angry and Jimin realized that this girl never loved him. Just for his looks.

         "J-Jungkook loves me... He doesn't want me for my body... He wants me for me... It's just hard for him to realize it. I can't be forcing this onto him until he realizes his sexuality and he realizes how much he loves me. He's just not sure of it..." Jimin whispered as he softly moved his hands crossed along his arms and feeling the water run down on his soft,  wet skin. "Jungkook.... What are you to me now?"
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           Taehyung was sitting in the practice room with the visitors waiting to see their trainees they came with. The younger was sitting on the ground of the practice room, hearing other girls giggle and stare at Taehyung, only then asking him to take off his glasses for a bit so they could see him without it.

          Taehyung let out a chuckle and took off his glasses while he was on his phone to make the girls grow happy. They fangirled at his looks and giggled as Taehyung looked back onto the phone. Only then, Hoseok walked back into the practice room and sighed. This made Taehyung gaze up at Hoseok and stand up to speak to the older man.

            "Come on, Taehyung. Let's go." Hoseok added so blankly like he was upset now. Taehyung payed attention to Hoseok's feelings and made him tilt his head, still holding his glasses while the girls looked at Taehyung tilt his head in confusion and to them, every move he made was a gorgeous pose just begging for a photo.
          
              "What's wrong, Hoseok?" Taehyung asked as Hoseok just picked up his bag in frustration and started walking off but suddenly, Taehyung pulled Hoseok's arm back to make him stop. "Are you okay?"

            "No..." Hoseok added as Taehyung placed his arm around Hoseok and walked with him to leave the practice room together.

           "Tell me what's wrong with you... I need to know. I am your 'Husband' after all." Taehyung added with a smile as Hoseok just pointed forward and looked up at Yoongi who was just down the hall, sitting on a chair outside the studio and going through his phone. "Yoongi?"

           "Him.... I was teamed up with him to ensure we both produce a mix tape for our project. We have to make one each of our own and the purpose of the group is to make sure we get it done on time..." Hoseok sighed. "I'll have to talk to him and meet up with him to discuss this when deep down I feel so deprived!" Hoseok added as he looked at Taehyung. "Taehyung... Please stay with me when he comes to visit me. I don't want him to torture me..." Hoseok whispered to Taehyung and just this made the younger worry for his happy friend.

          "Does he... Abuse you? Or did he use to?"

           "No of course not!  He would never do that to me... I know he wouldn't but it's just the fact that... I can't face him when he told me I wasted his time and told me I wasn't who he wanted. His parents told him I wasn't good enough and he just dropped me. Every time he looks at me, I can't help but to feel like I wasn't good enough to please his elders or him." Hoseok then looked down at Yoongi as he let out another soft sigh. "But I always wonder what he thinks of me now... Why does he still torture me with practice and rapping."             Taehyung then placed on his glasses and dropped his hands over Hoseok's shoulders to meet eyes with him and give such a cute smile. "I'll be with you. Even when he's there to torture you indirectly and mentally, I'll be there to help you. So when you have to meet up with him, let me know too so I can be by your side to show you how strong you'll be against it... Okay?" Taehyung assured. Wanting to be there for Hoseok through anything.

            "Thank you, Taehyung... You're the best 'Husband' a man could ask for!" Hoseok then started to smile and hug Taehyung tightly as he opened his eyes to see Yoongi locking his eyes at the two hugging from the entrance of the practice room. This made Yoongi stand up and put his phone away to gaze at them in silence while Hoseok saw this and closed his eyes into the hug... Trying to block out the thought of Yoongi just staring right back at them silently.

          Later on, Jimin was sitting on the    bed in silence while he still had on Jungkook's oversized white T-shirt and white underwear. Jungkook was still in the shower and at this moment.. Jimin was just debating to go and read the letters that were just hidden in Jungkook's coffee table cabinet. He had enough time until the boy could finish his shower... But Jimin just didn't want to start a relationship with no trust or honesty. Let alone he knew Jungkook had trust issues too. Yet Jimin couldn't blame the boy for being human and having a little doubt on everyone.

            Jimin looked out to the window of the sea as he decided to wait out for the boy. It wasn't like he could stop for a moment and go check the letters. Jimin wanted trust and if he was going to wait forever for the younger to tell him, then He would wait. Even if a side of him still had his curiosity running wild.
       
          Jungkook then walked into the room with his other white T-shirt and loose sweatpants while he was drying his damp hair that was drenched in water from his long shower. He looked up at Jimin, seeing the older was silent and staring out to the window while the sun was beginning to set. Jungkook then set the towel down and walked over to the older who was thinking if he should check the letters or not. But now it didn't matter since he wasted his time to snoop around.
             
           "Hey Jimin... Are you okay?" Jungkook kept asking worrying if he did something wrong. He just couldn't lose Jimin to anything.

           "I'm okay. Just thinking and waiting for the sunset." Jimin responded with a  smile watching Jungkook sit a bit far from him.

         "I guess it is beautiful to watch it... I watch it every time." Jungkook chuckled, gazing back at Jimin. "Ah... Jimin can I talk to you about... What we did here?" Jungkook wondered as Jimin let out a giggle from the thought and patted the empty spot right by the bed that had fresh new bed covers now Jungkook replaced during Jimin's shower.

         "Come closer and watch the sunset with me then..." Jimin mentioned, watching Jungkook move in closer to look at Jimin. Staring into Jimin's eyes.

         "Okay." Jungkook exhaled making Jimin smile. "I need to ask you a serious question about us and what we did together." Jungkook claimed. Jimin nodded and looked right back at Jungkook's eyes silently.

          "Tell me." Jimin responded, looking out to the sunset while Jungkook did the same. Not looking into each others eyes for a while. Only then Jungkook picked himself up just to ask Jimin the question.

          "What are we...?"