i looked over the crowd and was amazed at how loud their cheers are. not to mention the fact that our fandom light sticks are easily seen. one can even state how dominant those are in numbers.

my view was then interrupted when yoongi hyung turned to me, his eyes signaling to his side. i immediately looked and i can feel the anger rising in my body. how can he take a fucking picture of my lisa?

hours earlier, it was hanbin who was making my blood boil. does he think i didn't notice how he stole glances at my girl during the opening of the award show? i could mention sehun sunbae as well, but i still need to confirm if she was really staring at my girl before i start hating on him. of course, i'm not an unreasonable boyfriend like others!

and now, it's mino? another label mate? oh for fuck's sake! i tried regulating my breath, just the thought alone of him having lisa's pic on his camera annoys me. if only we weren't in public, i would've snatched that fucking camera out of his hands.

and i seriously need to talk with manoban. atleast she should have some respect, i am fucking standing beside her! yes kind of feet apart, but i'm still here aren't i? and yet she has the guts to pose for his camera? a cheap fucking camera?

i lowered my head down as i try to calm my thoughts. the plan was to not be that obvious, especially after having a talk with namjoon hyung. apparently, he got annoyed with my stubbornness earlier when i wouldn't move near to them and just stood still near blackpink.

he should've given me a slack! i couldn't even see my girl properly at that angle, and jennie noona made it harder for me when she signaled jisoo to switch places with lisa. i barely got to see my baby, and i think the only time i got to get a good glimpse of her was when we're exiting the stage.

namjoon hyung reminded me to stay lowkey now if i don't want rumors raising. as you can see, fancams from the MMA award show last time went viral, and others noticed how i kept my gaze on blackpink's direction. it was fine for me for those videos to circulate so others would know i'm interested in someone and stop with those ridiculous dating rumors of mine. but of course, the girls would receive hate from it. i wouldn't want that to happen, more so if it's because of me.

the plan all along was to silently stand beside her, not giving our shippers any moments to feed on. i've obliged to namjoon hyung and really took his lecturing seriously. but how can i fucking continue with it when someone's obviously flirting with lisa?

i let out a sigh. whatever, i'll just glance at her one time. i am a pro at this! the trick here is to look first at her direction, but not directly at her. then quickly look at her before looking away.

i'm going to be honest, it wasn't just one look. i lost count of how many times i steal glances at her. come on guys, how can you not stare at this living barbie doll? she's gorgeous as fuck! as much as i hated her showing skin again with that outfit of hers, she looked hot and my head cooled upon seeing her.

i planned on staring at her for the last time before i fixate my sight on the crowd. just as i was about to look at her, i caught her staring back at me. the moment my eyes caught glimpse of his face, i immediately looked away.

i feel my cheeks burning, what the actual fuck lalisa manoban! i bit my inner cheek to stop myself from smiling. how can she make my heart flutter? i should be the one doing that to her! i am jeon jungkook for fuck's sake! but this girl literally weakens my knees!

i let out a big smile! my cheeks were hurting so bad and sorry to say but i can't help but to just let it out! i just hope no cameras were recording me that time.

should i look again? damn, can she just look infront of her! she's making me nervous. i started turning my head and once i looked at her direction, i saw how her eyes swiftly moved towards my beside. was she looking at me? ugh, my lips are starting to move upward again, someone help me!

"annyeong!" the emcee announced, signaling the end of the program. claps started to be heard all across the stage, and this is my time to do my thai greeting. thaikook is back bitches!

my hyung started to go on their knees and bow, so i followed their lead. the moment i stood, i instantly glanced at her and bowed my head to hide my smile. she then got pulled by chaeng and went to the opposite side. argh, can this night end already? i want to spend time with my baby!

and of course, check liskook posts. did i give out too much hint again today? others should already get a hint from it. and if ever others start hating on her again, i'll protect her. i wouldn't ever leave her side, and that's a promise i'm willing to keep.

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evidences:
• check video above

• yoongi telling jungkook that mino was taking picture of lisa

• thaikook

• rm saw lisa looking at jungkook, he then looked at jhope and smirked. sensing that it was his lowkey way of telling something about 'jungkook and lisa again'