WARNING: M18 Content

"wah! i'm so full!" i exclaimed as we head towards the exit of the restaurant. it was our free day today and so we decided to check out this exquisite place.

"ya chaeyoung, next time before you start to story me, can you give me a heads up? my phone's screen was basically displayed! what if jungkook called that time?" i panicked.

she really is careless sometimes. imagine, she took her phone and started recording me while our food was being served. i really have no problem with it but what if a notification popped out during that time? specifically jungkook's, then we would be in a big trouble.

"i know lili, mianhae!" she answered.

"good thing you have fast reflexes huh." she continued before letting out a giggle. yeah, good thing i flipped my phone swiftly but i don't think it's a good idea that she still posted that story. i mean, wouldn't others be curious why i did it so quick?

we then went inside our van and started to head home.

"i need to call my mochi." she said, holding on to her phone. it was moments ago when we were eating peacefully and all of a sudden the waiter gave chaeng two fresh roses. of course, judging by his facial expression, we immediately knew who gave it — her boyfriend.

i kind of felt envy since kook gave me nothing. they were already back in seoul and already visited me in my dorm, but it was just for few hours since we needed to rehearse for our upcoming concert in our hometown.

"wae geurae?" she asked with concern evident in her tone. i just shrugged and went out of the van. is it wrong that i got annoyed with him not giving me roses as well? i mean he was out with jimin oppa but he still managed to give chaeng roses even if he was not here with us physically. but jungkook? i don't know about him.

i opened the door and found jisoo unnie sitting on the couch with her phone between her hands. she was smiling which led to me figuring out that maybe she's talking with jin oppa. it really is funny how our fans have no idea what's going on between our groups.

"oh, you both are already here," she responded removing her gaze from her mobile.

"someone's waiting inside your room lisayah." she continued.

i headed towards my room and turned the knob. my face immediately brightened upon seeing him resting on my bed.

i moved closer and noticed he was asleep. was he waiting that long for me? i stared at him momentarily. the innocence of his face is something i've always been a sucker for.

i positioned my face closer to his. he looked so damn good in my eyes, it was as if i was seeing him for the first time. i stared at his features. God did really take His time on creating him huh?

my eyes went down on his lips — those lips i badly wanted to taste again. i kept my gaze fixed on him, who was still sleeping. he looked so peaceful and i felt bad thinking about dirty thoughts.

i then noticed how his adam's apple started to jump up and down as he gulped. i distanced my face to him as his eyes became half-opened as if adjusting to the lighting of the room. he smirked at me before pulling me beside him.

here we are again in the same position as before, lying down with him wrapping his arms around me and our faces being inches apart.

"you really love eye raping me, don't you?" he playfully said.

"you don't say." i said while my eyebrow was raised.

he gave a heartly laugh and my heart tugged differently. he caressed my cheeks with his free hand.

"i missed you so damn much, baby." came his voice. my heart was hammering too loudly when he called me baby as if it was the very first time i heard it.

"did you see the bouquet of pink roses on your desk?" he asked.

i immediately raised my head and saw it. how come i didn't notice it when i entered my room? idiot me.

"i thought of giving it to you as well a while ago while you were having your dinner date with chaeng. but i realized it's better to give it to you personally, since i can always make time for my favorite person." he continued.

i bit my lower lip since i felt bad. it was just minutes ago when i got annoyed by him not giving me flowers but now here he is with a large bouquet of it.

"don't bite your own lips, manoban. you're so selfish, let me do it for you." he said which led to my face automatically heating up. he saw my reaction and chuckled a bit.

he smoothed the loose strands of my hair and tucked it behind my ears. my head was suddenly lifted by him as he remove his hand behind it. he repositioned himself and now i was lying flat on the bed, with him on top of me.

he was staring so intensely that i had to gulp even though my mouth was already dry. he started stroking down the exposed length of my  neck and jaw. i would be lying if i said it didn't feel amazing.

he leaned forward and his breath tickled my skin. his lips kissed the corner of my mouth and feathered kisses towards my ear. he started kissing it, sucking and nibbling on it.

"jungkook," i gasped as i felt him gently biting down on my jawline. i dropped my head back giving him more access. his other hand started to move lower, caressing my chest, as his kisses go further below.

a tingling feeling started to grow more. his mouth then find mine and started to kiss it passionately yet aggressively. my fingers ran towards his hair and i felt his breath hitched.

"fuck, lisa." he moaned in between our kisses. he started biting down gently on my lips and swept his tongue inside my mouth. i pulled him closer to me making me feel something hard on top of my lower abdomen.

as i was starting to remove his shirt, he pulled back. he cussed under his breath and suddenly sat down.

"wae?" i asked as i fix my position, leaning my back towards my headboard. did i do it wrong? was i too aggressive?

i noticed how his breath turned heavy, clearly trying to physically restrain himself.

"im sorry, i shouldn't have —"

"no, it's not that. i just think that by doing this, i don't respect you anymore." he cut me off.

my brows furrowed in confusion. he held my face and stroked my cheeks.

"i crave you, manoban. but until we're official will i only go further than this. it can wait, okay? i can wait." he continued.

my lips automatically flashed a smile as i reached up for his hand. it's true that i am a bit disappointed that nothing beyond happened again, yet thankful that he's still in the right mind.

every part of me demanded to be close to him; my emotions taking control over me. however, i know deep down that there's a possibility that i might regret what we've almost done in the future. after all, i'm still innocent to such things.

i mouthed thank you and quickly pressed my lips to his cheeks. i saw how he got flustered by it and so i snickered. he had a huge grin plastered on his face.

i looked away and smiled shyly. he then held my chin to face him and fixed my bangs to kiss me on my forehead.

"i got you a gift." he said before taking the paper bag placed on my bed side.

i blushed instantly upon realizing what he got me. first it was a bouquet of roses, and now a louis vuitton clothing? i can buy these kinds of stuffs but having someone get them for me is heart warming.

"a gift for my greatest blessing in my life." he mumbled before handing it out to me.

oh jungkook, how much more are you going to make me fall in love with you?

just then the door flung open and came a dashing jisoo unnie.

"omo! how come your hyung doesn't give me gifts like this?" she complained as she took the inside of the paper bag.

my eyes met him and we both laughed out a loud. unnie was so confused and she asked us what's so funny but we just both shrugged it off.

phew! that was an almost, we forgot to lock the door again.

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