"laine from tokyo, lisa hajimashite, can you please tell us..." i froze upon hearing her name but played it cool once i've realized that we're on air.

we were hosting a live chat to our fans before we head tomorrow at the airport to taipei for the SBS Super Concert. sucks that blackpink won't be there, god i miss her so much. honestly, these past few days were tiring, most especially to her who faced issues.

i remember seeing that article where c-blinks cussed at her for blocking jennie noona during the radio show they were invited to; and i definitely remember how i lost my temper just by hearing that. who the fuck do they think they are? swear i was about to reach out to those disrespectful shits but good thing they've apologized — publicly. however, the fact that lisa chose to hide it from me and asked her members to not spill it really disappointed me. if it didn't go trending, i surely won't have any clue at all.

don't even get me started on the lotte concert. i somehow managed to force my hyungs to go to the event an hour earlier than our scheduled time in order for me to watch their performance. but shit happened and the staffs just had to cut them in the middle of their performance. i understand that it was for safety reasons but it was still rude to fucking turn off their music and just pull them out on the stage. plus, my girl looked so hot that day and it was a shame that the crowd only got to see it for a short time.

rosé noona was really pissed, even blinks pointed it out. i remember how she angrily munched onto the bread jimin hyung bought her that day in order to calm her nerves down; it still makes me laugh till now, but hey atleast jimin hyung knows how to handle his girl.

the camera man then cued us that the live ended. we rose from our seats and bowed to the staffs. one of them who's actually close to us went near taehyung and started patting his back. she was wiggling her eyebrows at him and i think jimin hyung noticed it so he butted between them.

"wae? what is it?" he asked as he put his arms on their backs. hyung cleared his throat and shrugged it off, but noona politely answered jimin hyung's question.

"oh nothing. it's just that when that one of your viewers whose username was lisa something was mentioned by namjoonssi, this boy smiled widely. someone's inlove." she said in a singing voice and then poked him in the arm and went off. i guess namjoon hyung heard it since i caught him staring at me while he shook his head.

once we arrived back in the dorm, we hurriedly sat by the living room and noticed the snacks placed above the table. manager sejin told us to rest for the whole day since we've rehearsed much. yoongi hyung went inside his room — him in his natural habitat doing his daily routine: sleeping.

whereas jin hyung went to the kitchen, together with jimin hyung, and was preparing ramen. while the rest were gathered around the tv, waiting for hobi hyung to choose a film to watch.

"so, about that thing earlier." i quickly looked at tae and noticed how he was fidgeting his fingers. he was also avoiding my gaze for some reason.

"i was just shocked upon hearing her name, that's it. no malice kook." he firmly said. i know he respects what me and lisa has, but somehow i wanted to tease him more just to provoke a reaction out of him, hehe.

"i think we were all shocked hyung, but you were just the one who smiled." i responded. hobi hyung sensed that i was just kidding so he joined in for the fun. he started teasing taehyung with lisa's name, and for a moment i wanted to smack his mouth. that name is only meant to be teased to ME. i thought to myself, but i just let it passed.

"what what what? why are we shouting?" jin hyung asked who just came holding a pot. joon hyung then explained what was happening and jimin heard it in time so he kept on saying taelice — and i just couldn't hold it anymore. i threw one of the pillows to jimin's face and the other to hobi hyung. all of them just laughed it out though, especially jin hyung with his windshield laughter.

"but jokes aside hyung, what's yours is mine and what's mine is mine, arasso?" i cleared while maintaining eye contact. he brushed his hand onto his hair and sighed, whereas the others ooh-ed in unison.

"ya jungkook-ah, are you really serious with lisa?" jin hyung asked while putting ramen onto our bowls. wow, months have passed and they still think i'm not serious with her.

"our maknae's not a baby boy anymore guys! like come on, ever since kookie showed much hyped reaction to lisa's part, i know he was whipped for good." joon hyung explained, and it was true. although, i wasn't still attracted to her that time; i just found her amusing. i mean you don't normally get to see kpop idols who don't have single korean dna in them, right? i just admired and respected her at that time. and i guess the charisma she has on stage was also a factor.

"ya! remember during SBS Gayo daejun, the one where they were seated beside bigbang sunbaenims?" jimin hyung butted in.

jin hyung then point his index towards him and started laughing.

"do you mean that time where kook stood then lisa turned her head toward him?" he said in between laughs, to which jimin agreed. he then imitated my reaction during that time — how my knees suddenly became weak, causing me to 'fakefully' fix my tux and cross my arms like a calm man. the room was filled with laughters and all.

"yo! if you could've only seen kook's reaction during GDA! man, when the camera showed lisa up close, the boy couldn't stop his mouth from opening! i swear i had to stare at him for a short time so he'd act normal!" now it was joon hyung explaining his side on how smitten i was to lisa.

"here's the funny part! when it was that part in the playing with fire thing, the one where chaeng smacks lisa's but? i swear to God i was holding my laughter when i saw how our golden maknae punched the air so hard! if it were lisa's butt, she sure could've been hospitalized since the punch was too strong the air molecules fucking felt it!" he lively explained making my other hyungs laugh louder.

"let's not forget how he fucking wanted to take the eyeballs of those men who were eyeing on lisa during SMA!" hobi hyung shared — so this is how it's gonna be then, exposing me.

"ya! you can't blame me! she was smoking hot that time!" i argued. it was when she was wearing this fit black and white dress revealing her small waist. and to make things worst, she was wearing high boots, so automatically all glances would either be on her fucking thigh or body. that day i swear, was a real challenge for me.

"i think no matter what she wears you are still protective of her!" joon hyung stated. well, it's because no matter what she wears, she's fucking stunning.

"oh! the sbs gayo one also! kookie badly wanted to fix sehun sunbaenim's eyeballs because he was staring intensely at lalisa!" joon hyung cried out. oh the event where they rapped so hot? that sbs?

"i think the legendary moment was the mma one where kook was staring at her and when she turned her head slightly, he immediately moved his head away from her direction!" i furrowed my eyebrows at him.

"ya kookie, that was so obvious! stop feeding your shippers!" tae hyung snorted. that was legit embarrassing though, i thought i was caught for a moment. honestly, i was switching glances between her and the big screen on her side, but i found myself not being able to resist staring at her. it would've been so awkward if i was caught, but thank God i wasn't.

"woah but kook didn't react that much during gaon chart, did he?! i was so damn proud of him! what were you praying that time, huh? you looked so immersed!" i threw another pillow at jimin but he just laughed it out. i've came across that fancam and well, besides the fact that IU sunbaenim was behind me, namjoon hyung talked me out of it, telling me to keep it cool as lisa was already having bashers because i react that much to her parts.

"we spoked about it though. but still, he couldn't resist the urge to not peak at the big screen during her parts." joon hyung uttered. facts. i really tried my best not to raise my head up but the effect she has on me, it was way too strong.

"isn't the legendary moment was when they won an award that time and when lisa passed kook and v got so shook they ended up bowing to each other?" jimin teased.

"ya! fancams caught me following my gaze to lisa!" i glared at jin hyung who was tapping the table as he can no longer control his laughter; but hobi hyung also mentioned how the viewers of that fancam pointed out how he checked lisa out. it was true though, according to him — checking her from head to toe. if he wasn't just my hyung, i could've punched him on the forehead. in his defense though, he was checking her out since he was that curious to what got me into her.

"the number of times you steal glances at her at every award show can't be counted on my fingers — even if i were to include bang pdnim's toes!" i was about to tell him how overreacting he was, but i realized that it was true. from 2016 till now, nothing changed, except for my feelings towards her.

"this is why lots of videos are compiled by your fans! the look on your face when your song, the galaxy one, played during the award show! can't you be anymore obvious?" hobi hyung cried out. actually, if he didn't tease me that time, i wouldn't have giggled like an idiot.

"there are even face off vids, taelice vs. liskook! i can't believe i watched that!" no judgments for jimin, i mean i also do the same sometimes.

"can you stop mentioning taelice hyung? liskook remains superior!" i complained. i hate it when other guys are shipped to my girl. i mean i'm aware how huge liskook is, but the fact that there are other male idols being linked to her annoys the hell out of me.

"ya, stop being hypocrite! my chaeyoung is also shipped with you ever since you fucking ooh-ed your mouth when she was acoustically singing! and don't get me started on how you changed your hair color the same as hers!" i coughed awkwardly, seems like he has been holding onto that for a while. but there's no malice to it, i swear. i've told them, especially jimin hyung, that i've always admired chaeyoung noona as a vocalist. i thought of how our voices would blend well, but that's that. i never looked at her the same way i did to lisa. everything else is different with my lisa.

"and to clear things up, i changed my hair color to cherry red because lisa can't stop mumbling on how she finds her unnie's hair color attractive!" no lies. she really was very amused to chaeng's hair colors that i somehow became jealous of it. so to settle it once and for all, i decided to have my hair colored similar to hers so she could also talk non-stop about ME and no one else.

"our golden maknae's that whipped guys, let's accept it. i guess the best part for me was how jungkook uploaded 20 love songs during her 20th birthday!" joon hyung mentioned. honestly, him and hobi hyung are the most updated ones when it comes to me and lisa. our fans didn't give them the title of president and vice president of liskook for nothing.

laughter filled the entire room, it's a surprise yoongi hyung was still asleep, they were so loud for God's sake. once they've settled down, i took my phone out and scrolled through my feed. she was the first one to pop through it and i instantly hit the heart button.

she uploaded shots of her during her nylon shot in japan. and she was fucking gorgeous.

i cant wait for the day to call you mine, manoban.

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if you're an avid liskook fan, you'll know that almost every thing i've stated here were provided by liskook fan accounts. you can watch some on youtube or follow ig accs. the thing that shook me the most prolly is the one where jungkook shared 20 love songs on her birthday, love things indeed.