"ya manoban, aren't you tired?" i looked at him with my eyes widened and shook my head from side to side. we've almost tried every single thing in the park, from thriller ones to those chill rides.

it's a good thing jungkook isn't scared of such attractions. i remember when my unnies and i went to the everland for the filming of our reality show, and it was only chaeng who had the guts to ride with me in that 360 shit ride. i wanted to ride more but the park's about to close and she really got dizzy afterwards.

but with kook here, i've rode almost everything. some people who were seated near us in the rides were glancing. i'm guessing that somehow they recognize our voices — but good thing, they didn't bother to check.

my thoughts were suddenly interrupted when he laughed out of nowhere. i furrowed my eyebrows and was about to ask him why when i realized that my stomach has been rumbling.

i can feel my cheeks turning red because of embarrassment, but good thing i'm wearing a mask to hide it. i guess i just got too excited with all the attractions that i forgot i haven't still eaten yet.

"c'mon, let's get something to feed that monster in you." i smacked his head and he just laughed it out. stupid jeon, always finding ways to annoy me.

we made our way to the food booths and agreed in eating corndogs and milkshake, his treat of course. we definitely made sure to eat in a spot where not many people can see us. of course, we need to pull our face masks down and who knows, maybe people would take shots of us. better to be safe than sorry!

"will you be my girlfriend?" he asked out of nowhere, causing me to choke on my food. he saw how shocked i was making him laugh so hard. this bitch i swear — how can he carelessly ask such questions. he's making my heart want to burst out of my chest.

"kidding." he said in between his chuckles. i rolled my eyes at him and moved a little forward in order to drink my milkshake. annoyingly, this man immediately put another straw in my drink and drank, while i was sipping — resulting to our faces being only inches apart.

he was intensely staring at me, with those brown eyes of him. as badly as i wanted to look away, i just can't. you see, there's just something in him that pulls you — more. it's like his gaze wants to speak all the words his mouth couldn't.

"wae?" he uttered. "am i making your heart flutter, manoban?" instantly, i snapped out of it. come on lisa, jeongshin charyeo.

i flicked his forehead and rolled my eyes at him. i rested my back on the seat and avoided his eyes.

"aish! just have my milkshake then!" i told him with the slightest hint of annoyance in my voice. he took out his straw and put it on the table.

"ya, im just kidding! drink it up, manoban! why are you short-tempered nowadays..." he responded, his voice sounding a bit softer on the last words.

yes he definitely is making my heart fucking flutter, but i can't just admit it, can i? i'm still not sure if he's that serious. i know how much he cares for their reputation. especially now, considering how their fame is continuously sky-rocketing. he surely won't let any scandals, like dating-rumors, affect their success.

"you might want to stop rolling your eyes at me before your pupils get stuck above, lili." i sighed as a sign of defeat. it really is in his daily routine to annoy me.

he looked at his wristwatch and gasped. he then said something under his breath but before i could ask him what it was, he pulled my arm and ran — leaving my unfinished milkshake behind.

next thing i knew, we were next in line for the ferris wheel. the ride was slow, but it made me have a better look at the view. you can clearly see the whole park above here.

"ya jungkook, you should see the view." i told him, not removing my sight on the window. a light then flashed at me and saw kook taking pictures.

he looked at his camera and smiled.

"ani, the one i captured is much better." i bit my lip to stop myself from smiling. but the sudden rush i was feeling was easily replaced with irritation once he showed me what he really took.

the colorful butterfly resting on the handles beside me — it was indeed beautiful, but can he be atleast sweet?

"aish jinjja!" i turned my back on him and he kept on asking what's wrong. so much hate for this guy, i thought he was taking pictures of me.

i mean aren't kdramas like that? smh, me and my hopeless romantic self caused by such shows.

booming sounds were started to be heard. i looked up at the sky and noticed the fireworks exploding, how lovely.

in an instant, i forgot the exasperation i was feeling towards jungkook. i was just captivated by the lively colors showing at the night sky, and how the stars and moon were shining so bright.

"yeppuda." i mumbled. i peaked at jungkook and wondered why he wasn't watching the fireworks. i was about to pull him forward when i realized that our hands were still locked from earlier.

he never let go of it.

he moved to my side and met my eyes. there he is again, with that irresistible effect on him. i was drowning in his eyes, and even though it was dangerous, it sure was lovely.

"aju yeppeun. (very pretty)" he said while still fixating his gaze on me. my stomach churned at his words whereas in my heart, i feel an unearthly pull from those brown eyes staring at me.

and suddenly, his eyes make the stars look like they're not shining.

he then put his other hand around my waist and peeked at the window. his lips parted once he got a glimpse of the view, he was in awe.

"you know," he whispered. "i don't really know how to express my feelings." i was just looking at the sky, while waiting for him to continue what he was saying.

"that's why i made a promise to myself that i would never fall in love — not until everything's settled. our career and all; i don't want to be a burden to my hyungs,

but it was 4 am and we were laughing so hard while playing in the arcade; and i felt things, different kind of happiness for an instance, for the first time in a very long time. you made me broke my promise, lisa." i looked down.

it just feels like yesterday when bambam tricked me into meeting jungkook instead of him. it was the first time we both got to hang out, and even though i thought it would be awkward, our personality just seemed to click.

"jeoneun lisassireul joahamnida. (I like you, Lisa.)" he paused then gulped. my heart started beating again in an abnormal manner. it was so loud i was almost panicking if he could hear it.

"this feeling — it's new to me, everything is. but i didn't bother fighting it and decided to let it take over me ever since i look up at the stars and found myself talking to them about you."

my eyesight was starting to blur, tears were forming. i don't know why i'm tearing up, but seeing this side of jungkook is seriously messing up with my brain, and heart.

"i'll wait till you're ready, manoban. but always know that nothing will ever make me change my feelings towards you,"

"even when the moon no longer lights up, and the stars stop sparkling; as long as you're here, then you will forever have my heart," silence filled the air, the fireworks stopped and the ferris wheel started moving again. he tightened his arm around me and i swear if he would only take a peak at me, he would have laughed at how red my cheeks were. i know, because they feel like burning up.

he cleared his throat and started talking again — when will he end with this sweetness of him. did i say can he be atleast sweet a while ago? i take it back! this is too much, my poor heart can't handle it.

"who cares if everything else stops glowing right? those eyes manoban," he then remove his sight on the window and locked his gaze on me, again, for the nth fucking time!

"— those big, rounded eyes of yours; they shine uniquely that even the stars envied those."