my dearest darling,

i wish you would have never left, i wish i could hold onto you forever. i still sleep in your peach ice tea stained t-shirt, that smells like french cologne and alpine forests. i still search for traces of you in the glittering constellations that dot the infinite chasm of the midnight blue sky, because all i am is a fool.

i am trying my best to remember what happened, but it slips through my fingers like kinetic sand. i hope that you can help me remember.

so please, please reply, if you ever stumble across this.
you are too entangled into each and every cell of my body,
fragments of you still cling to the semi lunar valves of my heart.
my veins still bleed your name as if you never left.

you're all that i remember.