This part is dedicated to my girlfriend Serenity Mills
the girlfriend thats is the second sweetest friend i have ever had
   We have only been together for a bit Serenity like one day but i love you so much i hope we last awhile  
   Tord
~~•♡♡•~~
I walk out my room and head to the washer room which was the room next to the bathroom. I open the dryer and feel the still warm sheets hugging me i walked into toms room stepping over the wooden door chippings placing the sheets on his bed and grabbed his blue hoodie. I turned around and held his small blue hoodie in my arms damn he wears like the same size i did when we were in high school ( im drinking a cup of milk fight me) i walked back across the hall to my room to see tom curled up in a ball on my bed   and the blankets tucked under his sides trying to make the heat stay in the bed covers. I smiled softly and walked next to him making him  open his eyes i bent down on my knees and placed a small peck on his cheek. (I almost put lips srry but they arnt gonna have there first kiss yet well at least on the lips srry)
"C-can i just have my hoodie back tord?"
"Sit up and you can"
"No problem"
He sits up hesitantly and pulls the blankets off of him.

I looked at his arms and frowned a little i seriously hated this happening to him and if he goes i go (i know i said that alot but i cant help but say it) i layed my head in his lap and rubbed his arms carefully not wanting to hurt him again. I looked up back to his right cheek where i had slapped him the other night and seen his bruise was still there but healing good but still very noticeable oh how i regret slapping him now knowing that same exact night i slapped he cut himself badly. Now what caused him to cut himself i should ask him later but what if i trigger his depression and he gets mad at me or cuts himself more....maybe i shouldn't ask just in case that happens but when his cuts heal i'll ask him.

"Tord are you gonna give me my hoodie or not "
Damn he's moody not to my suprise he's never been a morning person he always was grumpy without his morning cup of milk he loves his milk i dont blame him im grumpy sometimes without my morning cup of coffee or orange juice. I stand up back on my feet and hand him his hoodie seeing him quickly slip it on himself he was still wearing his skinny jeans from yesterday and i was too. Maybe we should have a lazy day ya know do nothing exept watch ' Return of the Insane Zombie Pirates from Hell 5' eat popcorn annnnnnnnd oh yeah cuddle with my Jehovah's Witnesses while watching the movie and eating popcorn.

But again i have to clean up the door incident and again we dont have any spare doors in the house so i would have to go to the store and buy a new one and have to carry it home cause we dont have the car nor do we have a truck so i guess till edd and matt come back he sleeps with me and when they get back we will get a door.
"Tom do you want to watch a movie with me after i clean the door mess?"
"And have breakfast, yes i would but i think it would be better if we watch it tonight you know"
Oh ho ho he wants to make it a romantic where we would make out during the movie, yesssssss
"To make it more scary of a scene cause i know your gonna make us watch 'Return of the Insane Zombie Pirates from Hell"
"Oh yeah yep "
'Stupid idiot you should have known he would have do that'
(Hah not yet tord not yet or not?)
"Now lets make some foodies"
"You mean me"
"Hey were having cerial i highly belive that i would not be able to burn the house down "
He crossed his arms while standing up
"Okay mr. Cranky-gay-boi "
I said with a wink
"Alright mr. Hentai-gay-boi dont make me anymore cranky"
I wrapped my arms around his waist lovingly
"Come on mr.fuck-boi lets make our breakfast "
He pulled out of my grip and started to walk out the room. I walked out the room too seeing him open the fridge and get the milk, i walked to the kitchen cupboared and got the cerial and bowls. I set the two bowls on the dinning room table and put the cerial on the table as well tom placed the milk on the table and started to make his bowl of cerial
"*groan* tord please get us some spoons and get me a cup"
"Okay"
I got two spoons and two cups i knew tom wanted milk and i didnt want to make coffee so im just gonna have some good classic orange juice. I came back and handed tom his spoon and poured him a cup of milk
"Here tom heres your milk "
"Thanks tord sorry for being a bitch "
"Hah hah tom you were more of a pain in the ass on other days this is the least ive ever seen you cranky "
I said while pouring some orange juice for myself
"Shut up you commie bastard "
I chuckled softly
"Yeah but i know you love m-"
"LIES"
"nah your not lying about loving me, i know your not"
"Prove. It."
"You've been kissing me without hesitation, hugging me , saying 'i love you' and 'i love you too' u think thats enough proof "
I then took a sip of my o.j he was blushing eating his cerial aggressively while i sat there with a smug smile
"So after breakfast tom take a shower okay" i scooted my bowl close to me and started to pour my cerial
"Unless"
"Unless what?"
"You want me to take one with you "
I said with a wink making his blush co.e alive on his paleish cheeks
"NO TORD"
.............
Tom aggresivly took his bowl to the sink and put it in there he then stormed off to somewhere
"tom" i said quietly under my breath. I got up from my chair and went after him. I look on the living room couches and he wasn't on any of then i walked down the hall looking in my room he wasnt in there i then went to his doorway to see a tom curled up in a ball on the center of his bed. I walked into his room and sat on the edge of his bed feeling slightly guilty for upsetting him this early in the morning.
"Tom im sorry"

Silence was all i could hear

"tom im sorry "
I said a little softer

"I-im" sorry tord "
He said quietly but why sorry he did nothing exept snap at me
"No, no tom dont be sorry im the one who made you upset about the shower joke "
He unfolded himself from his ball and scooted close to me seeing blush slightly coming alive on his cheeks, then with his pinky finger he latched it onto my pinky. I blushed slightly and latched my finger onto his his staring at him with a awe facial expression while he just looked down at the floor.
" i dont want to be left abandoned again tord i dont want to loose you, i dont want to loose myself again "
His voice started to get raspy no he's gonna cry but i let him speak maybe if i know whats going on i can heal him.
"I already got my m-mother taken aw-away from m-me i dont w-want you to b-be taken away from m-me.... i want my mom, tord i want her back th-that dips-shit took her away f-from me fuc-fuckin America k-killed my fath-father, w-why me tord, w-why is i-it me who h-has to go through this s-shit ?"
He broke down crying and gripped onto the bedsheets letting go of my pinky
"Why m-me "
I frowned and took him in my arms holding him he cryed into my chest making my hoodie get slightly soaked
"Tord i-i just want to e-end it all "
He cryed more into my hoodie now gripping onto my arm sleeves i cant see him like this anymore i dont want him to doubt himself anymore than he is if he wants his mom back i will get her back and kill the bastard who took toms fathers deserved place, if he wants revenge on fucking America i will fucking shoot down the whole town that killed toms father in. As for toms wanting to kill himself, i'll be there every minute for him when he's a his worst i'll give him the support he needs i'll give him all my love and protect him and help him to get better in anyway possible. I cant bare to see him this bad in this time i wont stand to see him a mess like last time.

I rubbed his back and held him close to me he's practically sitting in my lap but that doesnt matter he cryed more into my chest still gripping my sleeves.
"Tom i'll be here for you please dont stress to much lo-tom i-if you want your mom back i will if you want revenge you will get your revenge. He petted his hair softly he calmed down after about five-teen (fifteen lol i love saying five-teen for some odd gay reason) minutes.
"How tord how will you get my mom back when will you g-get my mom back ?"
"Tom i cant say how or when but i know i will get your mom back one way or another"
"Wh-what i-if she's d-dead ?"
He started to tear up again
"No,no,no tom dont cry she's not shes not i know she isn't "
I said wipping the tears off the rims of his voids
"You really think she is ?"
"Tom if that bastard fucking killed your mom i would kill him and fucking feed his remains to some crow's in a feild but i would kill him anyways for taking your mother away and stealing your fathers deserved place..... tom i know she is i have a gut feeling"
Tom smiled a little and laughed
"Really you would do that kill him"
"To know he did all those horrid things to you i would be glad to kill him without hesitation "
"God you sound like a murderer tord"
He said with a soft laugh
"I guess your theory of being one is true tom"
I said softly
"Wait you are ?"
"Yeah but please dont tell anyo-"
"Tord you killed people, killed people killed, your a k-killer murderer "
"Tom please dont tell anyone "
" i-i wont as long as you dont hurt anyone your not post to o-okay ?"
I was kinda realived
"Okay, but are you scared of me now?"
"No "
I sighed and kissed his cheek over and over
"I love, love ,love you so much tommy "
"I love you just as much too tordy"
"I'll always be there for you tom no matter what i would kill for you "
"I know you would"
He cupped my cheeks and he bent me down and kissed my forhead. I smiled and put my head on his shoulder, he then started to play with my hair pushing my hair back nd it just sprung back to place.
"Who would know a boy like you would like a boy like me"
I laughed softly
"Opposites attract i guess "
"The thing is i dont see us as opposites "
"How ?"
"Well first we both are good fighters and we are both stubborn and addicted to stuff that arnt healthy"
"Hey my hormones are strong thats why i have hentai its healthy"
"O-oh my fucking googly eyes"
I look back at the blue clad he was blushing and his hands covered his face damn did i make him this embarrassed
"Whats wrong tom?"
"God tord i was talking about your smoking not your hentai" he chuckled softly. I blushed softly and rubbed the back of my neck
"O-oh yeah that "
"God your so stupid"
"And your so smart "
"Heh see theres a diffrent thing about us your smart and im not as smart"
Tom chuckled lightly he seemed that he was happy at this moment. He laud his head on my shoulder and wrapped his arms around my stomach
" thank you Tord"
"For what tom?"
"For making me feel better than i have in a while without drinking"
I smiled and held him close to me again
"No problem.....now go take your stinky ass an shower "
He let out a groan of annoyance "fiiiinnnnnne you dingus"
He got off my lap and went to his closet and got out a new pair of jeans and he went to his dresser" and got out some briefs oh he wears briefs huh.....kinky (hah not really but it might lead to some kisses .....just keep reading )
"Come on and get your ass out my room and finish your food"
I did as told and got out his room but i followed him to the bathroom.
"Tord leave "
"Nah"
"Why"
He pouted
"Cause i need to shower"
"But i wanna stay"
"I-if you want some f-fuckin news flash your not getting any"
Did he seriously thought i want some fuck cause if he did......
Ge thought wrong.
I walked up to my little bean and took the the bottom of his hoodie and pulled it up halfway
"Tord n-nooo n-not now f-fuck go watch your he-hentai "
I just smiled god he seriously thought i was trying to get tge good stuff man i love teasing him in this way. I pulled of his shirt and hoodie to see bandages on his arms and his bare small non-hairy chest oh my communism he's so cute.
"Tord s-stop nooooow!!!"
"Nope not yet~~~"
Tom became a flustered mess oh how he's cute when he's flustered. I started to unroll the bandeges and threw them away even though we changes them yesterday they need to be changes everyday so they can heal correctly so they dont get infected.
"Tord please g-get out your making m-me uncomfortable"
I smiled and kissed his non bruised cheek"tom im not gonna do anything to you thats inappropriate i know better plus were to early in a realationship for that naughty stuff "
I kissed his cheek again and looked back at him to see he has calmed down a bit  but still blushing
"But can i take a shower with you kjeəre?"
"Wh-no get out you perv "
I chuckled a bit
"Alright if you need anything just call for me" and with that i left the bathroom closing the door behind me and went to the kitchen and continued to make my cereal and i ate it mmmnnn cereal. After i was done with that i put everything away and washed up our morning dishes.

     Tom
~~•♡♡•~~(finally after 2605 words)

Tord walked out of the bathroom i sighed and closed the door god why does he have to be like that to make me flustered. I sighed and looked at myself in the mirror
'Disgusting'
I lifted up one of my arms and looked at my arm seeing deep and light cuts new and old cuts
'How does he even like you selfish ass '
'Worthless'
'Faggot'
I looked down at the polished wooden feeling warm tears stroll down the sides of my cheeks and drop down to the floor. I wiped away my tears
'Tord wouldnt want to see you like this cause then he would have to waist time on you'
I unbottoned my pants trying my best to listen to the voices in my head. I pulled down my jeans and pulled them off my ankles, then i went and took off my chekered briefs leaving the cold air  touch my bare naked body making my hairs stand on end i rushed over to the shower and moved it out of the way and i turned on the hot water soon i jumped in closing the curtain. I let the warm water hit against my skin but the water wasnt warm enough i turned the knob more putting it on the highest heat of water, the scolding hot water hit my skin feeling slight pain on my back and the back of my neck but soon got used to it i sat on the floor of the shower/bathtub. I let my body relaxe in the scolding hot water. I got up and finally decided to wash my body and hair;Steve, i got my bottle of shampoo and washed my hair with it rinsing it out next i used conditioner in my hair scrubbing my head then rinsing it out but after i got done with that i felt more clean and happier. I got my bar of soap and took a scrubby and rubbed my bar of soap against it seeing suds form. I washed my arms being carful with them and washed my chest and stomach,back,legs and private area's, then rinsed my body off when i was done oh yeah i also washed my neck and face i never liked rinsing off my face cause i had to turn on some of the cold water and i never liked cold water. After i got done with the shower i turned off the water and opened the shower curtain and the cold air hit my warm,wet body( kinky ) and i never liked that i looked around for my towel but soon realized i didnt have one. If i forgot a towel i would call for edd but he wasnt here so that would mean i would have to get out the shower and be so chilled but i could call for tord( owo<(i feel a little sinful today) for a towel that would be much easier. I closed the shower curtain again so my hentai ass loving communist dont see me and get his kinky thoughts im not dealing with tge moaning of hentai girls today fuck no it's so traumatizing.
"TORD "
No awnser
"TORD COME HERE NOW"
I yelled once again but this time he came
"What is it tom ?"
"Can you please get me a towel"
"Is that it?"
"Yes "
I heared the bathroom closet door open and close soon after, he stuck his arm through the shower curtain with a towel in his hand i took it out of his hand
"Thanks tord"
"No problem baby "
S-shut up dont call me that"
"Okay then tommy" i blushed and just wrapped the towel around my torso after i dryed as much of my body as possible.

I walked out the shower to walk into....tord omg whys he still in here
He wrapped his arms around my waist and started to dance, dance while in still basically naked who does that well aperentally him. I just did the same as him but i wrapped my arms around his neck
"You look beautiful thomas your just so fuckable rightnow, but im not gonna do that"
I blushed alot my blush coming alive on my cheeks, i let go of him and pulled out of his grip and held on to the towel that almost feĺl of my torso
"Tord please get out i need to get dressed "
"i wont do anything while your in here "
I blushed he wanted to see me get dressed oh my god how will i survive a month without getting fucked at this point???? How???
"Please tord " i turned away from him and quickly re-tied it around me.
I turned back around and tord was sitting on the toilet waiting for me to change infront of him
I picked my clothes up and walked out the bathroom to my room oh yeah got no door bit on the plus side he cleaned the mess up. I walked to tords room and closed and locked the door then there was a knock at the
"Oh come on tom i was joking around"

Time skip to when tom is done getting dressed
                          ~~•♡♡•~~

I unlocked the door to his room and seen his sitting by the door he's curled up in a ball. I sighed and hugged him
"You alright,love?"
"Yeah i was just waiting for you to come out(i came out to my parents lastnight and told them i was dating my gf Serenity) of my room "
Oh, i pulled out of the little hug.
"Wanna watch some movies tom?"
"Eh sure why not"
"Im also sorry for the bathroom incident "
"Its fine for now I'll get my payback so you better watch your hentai loving ass"
"Okay i will thanks for the heads up "
"Yeah whatever commie"

We walked to the living room tord put on some funny ass movie hah you people would think me and tord are cuddling nope im sitting on the other side of the couch so is tord and i laid my feet on his lap and his arms where resting ontop of the couch. We had lots of laughs during the movie tord feel ((for tom)) off the couch due to this funny ass movie.