I feel gay 2day i just got done drawing the picture above UwU something good is gonna happen bitches im also very, very sorry for not updating ive been really busy on my art as you can tell i promise to make this part long
⚠️WARNING INTENSE FLUFF⚠️👌🏻👌🏻👌🏻👌🏻
4,245 WORDS YETUS THE FETUS
     Tom
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I felt so warm so cozy as if someone was holding me close in their arms... wait. I felt soft lips on the back of my shoulder and soft hair laying against it was someone kissing my shoulder. I then noticed that an arm was draped around my waist and a blanket around me and the unknown person i uncover the blanket to see a red sleeve around my waist pulling my body closer to them it has to be...tord i quickly shoot up and sit up to see tord his arms still around me but he's asleep is he...he seems asleep.....i calm down a little and just look at tord seeing how he steadily breath while he's sleeping how his hair is scattering into many diffrent places cause his head is laying against the couch.
Im a creep, a freak for staring at him in his sleep. I looked away from him and seen that we were sleeping on the couch together how did us two men possibly do that? Edds cola blanket was draped over us and we rested our heads on a pillow well at least mine did tords rested on my shoulder. I blushed slightly kinda remembering how tords soft,warm lips were on the back of my shoulder, the feeling made me happy for some reason is it cause i finally know what his lips feel like...I layed back down but this time i rested my head in the crook of his neck and he wrapped both his arms around my waist. It did feel weird with tord touching a diffrent part of my body that rarely gets touched by anyone besides myself it kinda sent shivers down my back for a second or two. I just laid in tords arms thinking back to them good old days.

Just young when we meet well not really young like around eleven, he was a foreign student from Norway where he was born and raised. He moved here from Norway he and his mother moved here where his mother was born and raised and i found that interesting to know that tord is not only Norweign. See  
His mother is Norweign and british, while his father is full blooded Norweign so hes seventy-five percent Norweign and twenty-five percent british....i think. He and his mother moved here cause his mother and father had always got in fights and it would sometimes lead to violence and so his mother got tired of it and moved back to her home country. I always thought that tord was just only norweign cause of his accent and shit. When he first moved here kids would pick on us and to honest we picked on him too soon it wasnt becoming funny so we decided to help him out with his english, he became better over time and eventally got his english spotless but he still had his accent which ive always loved. When we would go over to his house for a sleepover or hang out his mom would always thank us for helping him she would also make little treats, me,edd -n- matt would always have fun at his house.

I looked back at tord resting his head on the pillow now. I snuggled into his warm chest... also comforting. Then he started move around i closed my eyes acting like i was sleeping fakly

     Tord
~~•♡•♡•~~

I woke up to find tom laying in my chest he must have turned around a little. I put a small kiss on his forehead and only to here tom yell my name ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) .....fuck

     Tom
~~♡•♡•~~
"T-TORD" i yelled sitting up facing him red faced, he had fear in his eyes and red faced.
"Oh tom! Im so sorry "
I looked at him just wanting to ask him a billion questions why he did kiss me maybe it was an accident thinking it was his hentai body pillow...(now that sounds weird)
"Why tord"
I asked quietly
He just stared at me and now sitting up

I really didn't mind the kiss dont get me wrong its just the fact that he kissed me and i never thought that could actually happen, i havent received a kiss in so many years its just a strange feeling but a loving feeling too. I remember the last time i got kissed was by my mom and it was on the cheek that was before she left with my step-father.

"Tom... you,you wont understand"
I looked at him
"Tell me" i said with stern in my voice
" jeg elskier deg tom"
He said red faced even more
I hated every time he would talk in his native tongue but ive got to know a couple of words in Norweign over time so every once in a while i would know what hes saying...
"english tord"
He hesitated a little before speaking
"I love you tom"
I blushed and looked up at tord does he really mean it does he,he better not be joking around... but he knows what im going through and he already knew what i was like heartbroken i blushed and rested my forehead  on his shoulder
"Really its not a joke your for serious right"
He wrapped his arms around my back
"Ive never been for serious in my life..."
He said quietly having his head hang down i blushed
"Tom im sorry..."
He said unwrapping his arms around me
"Tord theres no need to... cause i love you...too"
He looked at me with a smile on his face
" you do"
I nodded and he got up from the couch then lifted me up from under my armpits and lifted me in the air and hugged me
"T-tord ow m-my cuts"
I yelped in pain he put me back down on the floor giving me a sorrow look
"Im sorry tom... i,i forgot"
"Its alright but please be more careful "

We sat down on the couch again but more quiet but still a loving atmosphere around us well until...

     Tord
~~•♡•♡•~~

Tom started to cry i looked over to see tom crying seeing tears already staining his face. I frowned one moment we have a loving moment together then something goes wrong... hes holding his wrists like it was his lifeline.
"Tom whats wrong"
"M-my wrists hurt t-tord"
What
"Take off the flannel"
He hesitated but started to take it off seeing his blood stain through his wrappings of gauze
"Did your wrists hit anything tom"
"No but when you picked me up yeah"
I unwrapped his gauze blood was leaking out of his wounded cuts. Tom started to cry non-stop
"T-tord im sorry"
I looked up at him sadly and worried 
"Why"
"For b-bringing you into this hell-of-a mess"
He said chocking on his sobs sadly i used my thumbs to wipe the tears off of his cheeks "please min kjeere dont cry everything's gonna be fine" i said cooing to him 
He then gripped onto the the collar of my red hoodie
"N-no nothings gonna b-be fine t-tord dont tell me everything's gonna be fine you know nothing will nothing has been fine for me never has never will"
He then let go and cryed into my chest gripping back onto his wrists. I felt sorry for him i hate seeing in this condition i never have, never will i just brakes my heart to know he's like this again

I looke at the coffee table to see that our groceries we bout were there i wanted to reach over to the gauze but tom was crying in my chest and i didnt want to leave him even though the coffee table is literally two feet away from us twenty-four inches away from us.
"T-tord"
Tom called out for me quietly with his voice shaky
"Yes tom"
I answered rubbing his back lightly
"Promise me you'll never leave me not till im long gone"
I cupped my hands around his abd laid my head ontop of his
"I promise"

At this point we've went out to town had a good time confessed our love for eachother and now making promises.

I slightly smiled at the fact that tom my "rival" loves me... well i knew in the past he loved me but  i thought he moved on cause ya know the obvious hints like him slapping me and yelling and other violent stuff and to be honest i did the same but teased him... i guess over time me picking on him and stuff turned into me having feelings for him i mean i havnt liked him for a long time but ive like him for a couple of months. But tom did he really love me the whole time we were rivals even when i rejected him, i guess he didnt want to show his true feelings for me and showing love and affection he replaced it with hatred just for a cover up. We started to become rivals after a couple of weeks after the rejection and i got so pissed off at him for being violent towards me so i started to show that type of affection towards him. But after years of that we started to become less violent towards eachother and started to for a new relationship but never put a label on it till the other day calling eachother friends. But, but now i really dont know what we are are we in another new realationship and dont know what to label it again or are we still just gonna be friends and friend zone eachother and just slowly get distant.

Tom stopped sobbing a little i moved my head to his shoulder laying it there i listened to tom sob quietly feeling sorry for the blue sad boy
"Tom"
I said cooing
"Y-yes tord"
"I love you"
"I-i love you T-too"
I smiled and pulled my hands away from him and used my thumbs yet again to wipe away the tears streaming down his cheeks.
"Do you want to help me make dinner its what"
I looked up at the clock on the wall to see its 4:43pm
"4:43 not to early to start making dinner"
I said in a soft voice and smile trying to lighten his sad gloomy mood. He looked up at me with a slight smile and nodded 'yes'
I stood up and grabbed his hand and the grocery bag.
"But first lets wrap you up okay tom"
"O-okay"
I took him to the bathroom and washed his arm off from the dry blood and germs using germ-x that kills 99.9% of germs hah just kidding by using whats it called....i forgot.....anyways i cleaned his arms and wrapped some fresh gauze around his arms
"Thanks tord"
I put the gauze in the cabinet and the other tools i used to clean tom up
"Your welcome"
I said and ruffled his hair softly we walked into the kitchen and turned towards tom
"So what do ya wanna cook up?" i said clapping my hands together softly
"I-i dont know... im not the type to pick out stuff, i guess anything that has no beans in it"
(I hate all type of bean exept green beans and vanilla beans )
"Okay hmmm"
I looked through the cupboards seeing if there are any type of good canned soups or vegetables but didnt see anything really...intriguing. i walked into the pantry seeing tons of food considering the whole town had seventy-five percent discount on everything. Tom followed behind me looking at the types of food we had. All we had were fancy foods and lame food like food you dont got the time or appitype for... i mean all the food we had was good but just didnt feel like it
"Tord"
"Hmmn?"
I turned to face him
"Have you found anything im hungry"
I could see he was holding his stomach i mean we didnt eat to long ago but we did skip breakfast.
....
"Aha"
"What tord"
"I know what to have now "
Tom smiled and put his head on my shoulder and groaned
"Thank god now go cook it i swear if it has beans i will end my life "
I smiled i could tell he was getting in a better mood thankfully
"Dont say that love trust me it doesnt have beans"
He looked back at me with blush coming alive on his face
"Dont call me love, love"
He giggled quietly
"Fine tommy boy"
I teased
"O-oh shut up"
He laughed louder
I pulled him back into the kitchen and he sat down on one of the chairs as i got the food out  and set it on the counter and got out a pan from the cupboard. Tom looked at the food i set on the counter i smiled
"Breakfast?"
He said cheerfully
"Bingo"
"That sounds nice besides i havnt ate breakfast today"
"And thats why im making it plus its fast 'n' easy to cook"
I bet he would be rolling his eyes if he had any im not saying it in a mean way im just saying if he had eyes he would roll em
"Dont be rude tom "
"W-what i didnt do anything"
"Sure you just rolled your eyes"
"I dont even have eyes tord i got voids"
"I bet if you would have any you would roll them"
He scoffed and looked away from me by laying his head on the Oakwood table. I sighed letting out a soft chuckle and turned on the stove top not the oven cause the oven is for baking cakes and stuff and the stove top is used for soups and frying (i hate it when people use stove top and oven the wrong way its annoying get it right people,damn) anyways i put the pan on the stove tops surface and let the pan and stove top heat up so i could cook the bacon, eggs, and then toast the toast. I sat right next to tom and just sat there cause tom has to look at my beautiful hair at some point and i was right.

Tom picked his head up off the table and looked at me even smiling. I smiled back at him i took this wonderful opportunity and hugged him.
He hugged me around my neck pulling me slightly closer to him.
"I love you Tom"
He combed one of his hands through the back of my hair
"I love you too commie"
I chuckled softly and pulled back from the hug he smiled happily so did I looked toms arms seeing his arm hair stand on end i sighed. Seriously when will he say when he's cold. I took off my hoodie and handed it to him.
"Tord i-i dont need your ho-"
"Tom ur hair is standing on end i cant just watch you freeze i know how cold you get without a hoodie or jacket, plus i might get my hoodie catch on fire and we dont want that"
He sighed and put it on hesitantly, i blushed slightly seeing him wear it it went down to his thighs and his fingertips were barly showing i mean this isn't the first time he has worn my clothing. Over the few months i have liked him hes weared my clothing about four,five times and everytime he has i blushed i always found it cute when he weared my cloths expesally my hoodie.
"Tord i think you should start cooking now"
He said pointing his index finger towards the pan.
"Alright"

      Tom
~~•♡•♡•~~

I watched tord cook our dinner first starting with the bacon,then eggs and now he's working on the toast
( my fingers are numb now cause i had to wait out in the cold for my sister come home i wasnt forced to but i did it by my choice i sang exactlly 53 songs while waiting for her )

Exactlly how is it possible for two 'enemys' to be in love i mean like how one day were having a fight next day were telling eachother we love eachother. Im not complaining about our new realationship im just wondering how did this new realationship form. I did really love tord and to my surprise he actually loves me back, but he made the first move by kissing my forhead when he thought i was asleep and saying he loves me. But i kinda knew if one of us were to confess it would be him well cause he more outgoing like in my fantasies how we become a couple or something and how he'd kiss me and tell me everything's fine and hold me in the middle of the night but that was in my fantasies. Im unsure if were even a thing all's we said is that we loved eachother and hug, but im sure in a while we'll become a couple. I looked at the red hoodie i was wearing fingertips just barly showing by centimeters, how i was keeping my trigger happiness inside of me.

Tord put our plates on the table along with our silverware, he sat next to me and started to each his bacon while i started with my egg and toast. I put one of my eggs in my toast and made a half sandwich out of it seeing the yoke breaking when i bit in it, thankfully i kept my mouth over my plate or else it would have got yoke all over my chin and tords hoodie. I finished  eating that while tord just got done eating his bacon, I went after my second egg seeing the yoke leak out of the egg. And after my egg i got my bacon and dipped it in my yoke and ate my two pieces of bacon while tord just got a glass of orange juice. I put me and tords plate on the counter and cleaned my face off. I felt a warm body against my back and arms around my chest when i got done cleaning off my face.
"Tord"
He nuzzled his head on the back of my neck feeling his warm breath hitting my neck.
"Hmmn?"
He said in a low hum
"Thanks for dinner"
"No problem, dont worry about it Jovie"
I blushed at the new nickname
"S-shut-up turd"
"That's not my name, but I guess its less offensive then commie"
He let go of me and started to clean of the dining room table were we ate at.
"So tom..."
"Yeah?"
"Are you feeling better than this morn?"
(Morn means morning btw)
"Yes 'n' no "
"Wrists hurt still?"
"yeah"
"Well simply dont think about it and you wont notice "
I felt tear form around the corner of my voids
"W-well you t-try to deal wi-with my traumatizing l-life "
I could hear his foot-steps getting louder and louder meaning that he's getting closer to me
"Tom please dont cry you'll be fine"
I felt my anger boil with every calming word he said. How could he be so calm at a fuckin sufforable time like this
"D-don't f-fucking 'you'll b-be fine' me tord"
I yelled with warm tears flow down my cheeks
"You know t-that nothing will be f-fine "
"Cause you dont care "
"Just d-dont try tord I-im just a w-waist of your p-precious hentai l-loving time"
I curled my hands into a tight fist with tears flowing out of my voids not giving a care tord is staring at me.

I felt tord pull me into a tight embrace
"D-dont say that Tom"
I let my fists drop and held his shoulders cluching a fist full of his gray shirt him my hands and sobbed into the collar of his shirt
"T-tom stop y-your making me c-cry"
I then felt tears fall into my hair
"D-dont say that your worthless"
I felt his arms pull me closer into the embrace
"If you aren't a-anything to me then i would not say 'i love you' or be holding you"

It was rare to see tord like this crying he was a tough man never let anyone into his life easily he kept his feeling locked up when he was around strangers or people he disliked but only showed his emotions towards people he cared about and loved. And for him to cry it was rarer than winning a five-billion dollar jackpot at the poorest casino in the whole U.K(United Kingdom)
So i must be really important to him maybe im not a waste of time to him.
"T-tord im so,so sorry"
"For w-what"
I sobbed a little more
"For ma-making you cry"

We stayed there silent for a bit the only thing that could be heared was the sound of a couple of sniffles and sobs from both of us.

I atmosphere is awkward but we still hold eachother not a thing could be heard if you dropped a pen from upstairs you could probably hear it drop to the wooden flooring upstairs. We stopped crying and sniffling.

"Its alright tom i,i kinda needed to let it out of my system"
He was the first to brake the cold silence but his words were quiet and a little raspy but i dont care. I now rested my cheek on his shoulder feeling more comfortable like that.
"I really am sorry"
"Its alright lets just sit down and relax in my room,okay?"
"Okay"
I pulled out of the hug seeing his eyes were still kinda pink and puffy and his cheeks still stained with tears.
I cupped his cheeks letting the warmth of his cheeks warm my hands even more than the sleeves of tords hoodie had. He closed his eyes sinking in the moment, i moved my hands to his meet with his. He opened his eyes and we started to walk to his room passing the windows in the hallway it was already sunset well the sunset was almost over with and you could see a couple of stars sticking out faintly but if you looked close enough you could see them. Tord opened his bedroom door and pulled me in and left the door open i. I walked over to his bed and sat on it and he went to turn on his nightstand lamp and after doing so he closed his curtains and sat next to me laying his head on my shoulder which in order for him to do so he had to bend over slightly considering that im smaller than he is he's like four,six inches taller than me. There was a little meow coming from the doorway to see Ringo sitting down i smiled lightly and she came running over to us and jumped onto the bed making tord sit up. He smiled and turned to pet her, her head to her tailbone we all knew that she never like being petted on he tail or belly. I wouldn't blame her if i were a cat i would do the exact same thing towards people who would want to have their stomach scratched or rubbed that would be completely weird. I laid my head down on one of tords comfortable pillows and shut my eyes i guess all of this crying worn me out today. I opened my eyes to see tord laying beside me and smiling at me.
"Are you tired tom?"
"Mnn yeah"
"Well get up so I can put the blankets over us. I got out of my comfortable sleeping position to see tord has lifted up the blankets and patted  me to lay in the same exact spot i was just laying in. I layed back down and he covered us up with his thick,warm,and fluff blankets thankfully he gots thick warm blankets or else i would shivering by how cold the room is. I was gonna snuggle closer to tord and possibly give him a peck on the cheek but instead Ringo crawled inbetween me and tord and slept purring. Tord laughed a bit and i felt my eyes grow heavier i tried to force myself awake but failed and feel asleep.

     Tord
~~•♡•♡•~~

I seen that tom has feel asleep and Ringo was still purring, i grabbed tom by the waist and pulled him closer to me not stirring him or Ringo in their peaceful slumber. All i remeber before i passed out was me smiling at my small soon to be boyfriend who was sleeping.

Wow 4,245 words damn i promised you guys an extra long part thats the longest part i have ever done in any of my story's dang