~tom~( cause who dont like this jehovah )

I felt warm soft blankets laying over me, My blankets. I sit up in my bed and but my head in my hands thinking about last night. The two boxes of liquor was still on my bed happy i didnt knock them over when i got to bed. i get up from my bed and start putting on some new clean pair of clothes. I combed my hair up. I turned to the liquor.
There were many flavors of liquor blueberry, cherry( see wut i did there>=) heh ) peach and  of course the originall flavor. I sepreated which flavors from which. Once i got done with my second box i found a letter at the bottom of it and it was adressed to... me?.

I open the envelope seeing nice hand writing

  My same nice hand writing

The same letter i gave him in highschool

The letter i never wanted to see again cause i felt ashamed of  the thought of him possibly loving me back

The words are still in my head when i ran up to him after class how he looked at ne how he said those harsh cold words in my face "i dont love you"

I remember all those nights i stayed up crying all the cut i said all the cold words i told you i never wanted to say to you

..... Yet here we are with the old peice of paper with my old nice hand writing i loved him with all my heart and i still do. Only if he loved me back i could be more than happy

Maybe he.... i can ask him out again
.... just maybe .

I walked out of my room closing my door and headed to the kitchen to go eat somthing.
I got two peices of toast and but them in the toaster and got a glass of milk. I put the toast on a small glass plate and went to the dining room table (cuz dats were u eat @) heh. I was on my. Second peice of toast when tord came out of his room with just his gray sweatpants on. I blushed a little and pointed at him "y do u go to bed like that ?" I asked
He sat next to me and had a smile on his fucking communist face "cause its comfortable Witness "
( im dying inside ToT)

I took at gulp of milk and started eating my food while he was getting cerial to eat.

Tom
Hey turd i love you

Tord
Ohhhhh i loaf you tooooo tummy beer

Jk im so srry guys killz me i will make longer chapters im srry ive been working on art and other fanfics see u soon me lil sinners