Sorry 4 the picture of this part.
Tomtord happening a little bit in this part
Tom
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Tord gave me his red flannel it was warm inside and cozy he sat next to me on my bed just sitting there silent... i never really liked a place thats quiet cause when my mother and step-father abandoned me it was always quiet. Tord inched closer to me and grabbed a sleeve that i was wearing and pulled it up making the cool air hit my skin, he kinda cringed which made me feel insicure about myself cause of my idiotic problems. He sighed and pulled my arm closer to him,while he was examining my left arm closer i looked at his hair it was a sandy beach color but just a tint darker how his long hair crawled down his neck and went of to each side of his neck and his bangs almost covering one side of his face so he uses hair clips to make sure they dont get in his way of seeing and of caurse his hair horns ontop of his head i wonder how he does it he dosnt even wear hair gel his hair is like defying gravity... what am i saying my hairs exactly like that exept four spikes.
"Tom"
I looked at tord nervously
"Yes "
He looked at me worrily
"Im going to go to the store to grab some gauze and stuff, also maybe grab lunch"
He was leaving me but i was gonna be all alone and scared if he left the voices will come back and, and
"Come with me i cant trust you at the house alone "
I felt a little insicure but glad that tord wasnt leaving me here alone in this type of state
"O-okay "
"Go put your socks and shoes on and we'll leave "
I nodded and he walked out my room to grab his socks and shoes. I walked to my dresser and got a pair of socks black and white checkered socks to be more pacific, i put them on while sitting on the edge of my bed and grabbed my shoes that were on the floor. Tord walked into my room with something in his hand he walked closer to me and i could see it was somthing brown wait tommee bear he has tommee bear
"GIVE ME TOMMEE BEAR BACK TORD"
I basically yelled at him like a five year old child who didnt win a snickers bar for something.
He walked and stoped in front of me and opened his hand so i could take tommee.
"You forgot it on the counter lastnight, so i thought it would ve best to give him back before you go on a rampage about not finding tommee bear "
He said with a little chuckle in his voice.
I looked down at tommee and walked over to my dresser and set him ontop of there along with a bunch of other important items that ive kept.
I walked out my room stepping over the brocken down door and wooden chippings laying on the floor
"Your gonna clean that up tord"
I said under my breath
I walked into the livingroom to see tord at the front door with a scarf on and black cozy looking coat.
"Ready to leave jehovah ?"
I nodded
"See ya later ringo"
Tord said and we walked outside, he locked to house while i was a little cold... only if my hoodie was clean.
Tord walked next to me as we headed to the bus stop we sat on a bench waiting impatiently well me at least for the damn bus to come, its mc frickin cold out here i was always so used to staying warm. I noticed tord looking down at my arms making me feel insicure about myself even more
"Please stop looking tord"(hah thats what he said please kill meh) tord looked away from my arm to face me.
"So how long have you been doing this?"
I havnt really cut along time so last night was really when i started to cut again
"Its... i just started lastnight its been a while since i cut "
I say lowly almost wispering
He let out a sigh and i could see his warm breath hit against the cold air
"Well tom... i wont tell edd but i wont let you continue this shit either" he said a little sternly i was kinda taken back. We sat in silence waiting for the bus. I was freezing with only a flannel on its really cold i just wanted to steal one of tords jackets that he was wearing and wear it.

Tord
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I looked down at tom his whole face was pink and his hands were under legs, was he trying to keep warm? He looked up at me shivering poor thing hes cold i guess the flannel could only keep him warm inside the house. I tooke off my black old coat and let him barrow it he first hesitantly took it out of my hands but then put it on he seemed more comfortable more warm he stuck his hands in the pockets and even slightly smiled a bad starting day might be coming to an end cause that smile is proof that hes already feeling more happy. I smiled and just sat there waiting for the bus, i was starting to get unpatient weve been waiting twenty-three minutes and it still hasnt came yet i mc frickin give up, i stood up which tom looked up at me to see what im doing
"Tom come on lets walk to the store, the bus isnt gonna be here anytime soon"
He stood up and follwed my lead to the store we went to the medicine isle and looked for gauze we looked top to bottom and cant find any until i heared tom call me over , i walked over to him to see hes on his tippy toes trying to get some... gauze.
"Here let me get it, good eye sight "
He stepped aside
"Thank you"
I grabbed the gauze and put it in the cart
"For what?"
"For everything your helping me get through a tough time"
I smiled and put a hand on his shoulder it is nice for his to say that
"I wont let it happen to you again not in this life at least.
We went down a couple more aisles to get some sweets and treats, we headed to the cashier she scanned our stuff and asked
"Is that all"
I looked behind her to see chewing tabacoo,cigsrettes,and cigars
"Um yes i would also like uhh three cigars "
I looked down at tom and he looked at me
"Is that all you want tom "
"Yeah,plus this place gots no smirnoff so i would have to go to the liquor store and i highly belive i got tons at the house..in my room"
Oh yeah thats right

The lady came back with my cigars and added a couple of dollars to the total and i paid for the stuff we got, when we walked out the store we were greeted by a wall of cold wind man i hate this weather.
"Where do you want to eat lunch at tom?"
He shrugged his arms
"I dont know really you pick"
I thought for a moment thinking where to go
"Ahh ha how about the best buffet in the U.N(united nations) tom nodded and we went to the buffet. When we got there we got our table and went of to get our food. When i got to the table tom was already there he had some rice and sugar bread he had soy sauce ontop of his rice. (I love white rice with sugar, soy sauce,or even just plain) i set across from him setting my plate down and started to dig in tom played with his food a little so I swallowed the food I was currently chewing and spoke.
"Whats wrong tom?"
He looked up at me
"Im just afraid it wont taste good the rice with soy sauce"
I looked at him about to laugh but i didnt
"Havnt had soy sauce with rice before havnt ya"
He looked down at his plate
"I told you last night i never had soy sauce "
Oh yeah heh im a idiot
"Well hmmn take a small bite i wont taste bad trust meh you'll love it"
He nodded and picked up his spoon scooping up rice and put it in his mouth, he really seemed to like it cause he ate it all(i eat my white rice with chop sticks) i smiled knowing he likes rice like who dosnt like white frickin rice. He was gonna leave to get more food till I stopped him
"Are ya gonna eat your sugar bread tom"
He sighed,sat down and ate the sugar bread he liked it i guess(sugar bread is basically a really fluffy roll with sugar ontop of it ) we continued to eat then we got full we paid our tab took a couple handful of mints that were laying in a bowl while we were waiting for the cashier to come. After we paid we walked home in the frickin cold weather, tom gave me my jacket back as soon we got home I put his sheets in the dryer and sat next to him on the couch watching proffesor why tom passed out on the couch while i smiled continuing to watch tv he laid on my shoulder and snored softly

Hes a confusing right now in this point of time but he is defentlly a sad boy

I sat down watching tv with tom asleep on my shoulder, I kinda got a little bored after watching the children over and over again. I dug my hand in the couch looking for my hentai. I eventually found it and opened the cover revealing an anime girl in a bikini how hawt
(We all know ur thinking of tom,tord T-T<(wut r u talking about ?))
Man these gurls are sexy and pretty only if i had someone to love
I pause and look at tom
(Oh ho ho kinky shit gonna happen)
Could we possibly ever become lovers i mean yeah i do like tom, yes hes very important to me not to mention edd n matt. I smiled a  little and put down my hentai stashing it back into the couch for another time. I turn back to tom he looked so adorable when he was asleep... man, im a creep... i lay tom down on the couch
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And i lay next to him wrapping my arm around him, yeah he's going through a lot right now and he needs support,he needs someone or someone's (im not using the word someone's right in this sentence im stupid ) to help him thankfully im here to help him out or else things could be way worse than it already is. I draped a blanket over us that was laying ontop of the couch it was a cola blanket edd always had it in here so when he got cold he would not have to walk to his room and grab a blanket as soon as i drape the blanket over us ringo comes over to us and lays ontop of the blanket in between me and toms legs i smiled softly as ringo did that she always seemed to make moments better and brighter, she's like a good luck cat. I layed behind tom so his back was against my chest and our heads rested on a pillow with my left arm under it and my right arm i put it around tom pulling him closer to me. I smiled a little and whispered a couple of things
"It'll get better tom just wait in there"
I soon moved my head on the back of toms head feeling his soft hair.
I hummed a little humming my favorite song which be clarity by Zedd (shut up guys that song is really sad and shit if you ever read dear starboy oh boy dear starboy makes me cry so fuckin much and when i listen to clarity i cry even more TvT *crys* ) and while i was humming i fell asleep with tom in my arms