a cut for us
make out happening between two ppl.
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Tord
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I felt like crying into his chest telling how much i had missed him all my love for him... maybe he don't feel nothing for me anymore. Hands running through my hair, I let tears role down my face.
"T-tom i missed you."
Tom frowned softly
"I, I missed you too, tord "
He layed both his hands on my shoulder
"Tord i never ment to brake you this bad, i still love you. The words i said to you hurt you.......and i hate myself for that, regret swells up my heart making it ach. I dont even know if you'd forgive me?"
........
" and tord"
"Huh?"
"I missed you too "
Tom
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I could tell that tord had a small smile on with happy tears rolling down his face. I layed my head down on his shoulder with my arms around his neck.
"I love you so much tom, i forgive y-you!"
I smiled wide and kissed his cheek, he caressed my cheeks in his hands and leaned in to kiss me i blushed immensely as he pulled my body onto his lap. His lips landed on mine they were soft, i melted into the small kiss getting used to it. Our lips were in sync, the kiss was small but it ment a lot. A kiss i always wanted, tord pulled back from the kiss.
"Thomas"
"T-tord"
We stared at each other, i missed this presence of love the gap of loneliness between us has been to long.
"Im sorry tom, i didnt mea!-"
I laid my lips on his feeling his lips on mine made me happy, he quickly kissed me back and laid his hands softly on my non thick thighs. Tord quickly turned the little kiss into me getting pinned onto the table and somehow managed not to brake the glass bowl that feel to the floor. Tord was getting to far into the kiss, he rubbed my thighs. Its not liked the kiss i was enjoying it but did not expect my first kiss to be like this besides i was kissing him back.
I heared walking coming towards the kitchen oh shit, tord asked for entrance with his tongue.
" t-ahh"
He stuck his tongue in my mouth not leaving any part untouched, pleasure went through my body as he does so i moaned softly into the kiss.
"Hey tom di- oh shit im so sorry for the interruption. !"
Tord pulled out of the kiss with a string of saliva between us but it quickly broke cause tord quickly looked at edd. While me over here panted and looked away from edd
"E-edd its not what it looks like"
"Yeeesss it doooes " edd said kinda scared like he walked in on is.
"Wha-whys tom pinned under you Tord?"
"I can ex-!"
"They were making out matt!"
Edd yelled out to matt, i could feel my face getting alot hotter, to makr it worse tord still had me pinned down.
"Tom, i wanted you to talk to tord not almost have sex with him!"
I looked at edd blushing
"It wasnt my fault tord kissed me then we broke the kiss then i kissed him softly but he wanted to take it up a couple of notches i tryed to stop him cause i heared you coming in!!"
"Why didnt you stop him?!"
"I tryed to tell him but he stuck h-his tongue in my mouth!"
At that moment i blushed more god damn myself.
"*sigh*look you two"
He smiled happily which got me confused.
"Im just happy you two are together again....am i correct?"
I looked at tord and he looked at me, i smiled and he turned and looked at edd
"Erm yeah were together!"
Edd and matt pulled tord off of my letting me stand straight up and hugged both of us
"Im so happy you two are together again your so cute"
Matt said happily, i blushed and smiled happily
"Maybe we should go out and celebrate, does that sound good to you?"
I nodded my head and so did tord well okay we'll go tonight so get prepared"
I nodded and got me a bowl from the cupboard and made me some cereal. Tord had made a new bowl while edd and matt cleaned up our mess, quickly getting it clean.
I sat across tord it was awkward honestly, i didnt know what to say to him. Is he feeling better now that he knows i still love him, my mind tugged back and forth between to ask him or not.
"Tord are you Okay? I mean cause you were pretty broken from what i had done "
Tord looked at me his smile went down
"Im happy to know you love me but.... i was just heart broken from what you had done i felt like you wanted to be left alone away from me "
I took a bite of my cereal
"Im sorry tord for not making you feel broken and to be honest i kinda did hurt myself by leaving you"
"Wait you hurt yourself!?"
I nodded
"Im sorry tord i just felt so much guilt for hurting you, i started to punish myself"
I said quietly
Tord hugged me and kissed my temple
"Tom, show me later okay " (o(≧∇≦o) ye gorl)
Nodded and smelled his hoodie loving the smell of it ; cigar smoke and lavender it smelt of. Thank god the two left when they got the mess cleaned up, tord pulled away from me. I started to eat and so did tord, we ate in silence not a bad one, it was a calm relaxing one. Tord was the first to finish while i still had a bit more to eat, but eventually i had gotten finished. We walked to my room closing to door behind us not wanting the two eavesdroping on us. I sat on my messy bed with tord, he grabbed my hand firmly and rolled up the sleeves.
Tord
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I rolled up toms sleeves to see old scars but no knew ones exept the ones last month.....
"Where are they at tom?"
I felt my heart speed up i was nervous, i felt his hands grab mine.
"Tord im sorry "
I intertwined our fingers together, which he gladly accepted
"Its okay tom, theres no need there was no one to help you"
" i know its just where i had cut myself..."
I frowned and let go of his hands
"Show me tom now"
I said calmly
Tom blushed lightly and moved his hand to the rim of the bottom his hoodie and started to pull it off. Once off i still seen no cuts on him, then he started to lift up his shirt one halfway up, i seen cuts and gauze everywhere.
"These were cuts for us tord"
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