I can't take it ,I cry a lot more then I should ,I miss my sister so much ,the demon in my head is tearing me apart ,I'm trying so hard to be strong but how can I ,I can't hug my sister and have sleepovers ,I can't watch Anime or supernatural with her .it's so hard ,and my foster sister told me that I crying because I miss my sister ,I need my little helping demon with crazy hair ,I need my copying buddy .madyson I'm scared ,I'm so scared I might start cutting again ,I have been crying every night since you left ,on Saturday when I got in the truck and we were pulling out I started crying ,I was crying to 11 . Summer only wanted the mask because she likes of how it looks ,but I wanted it because it brings back memories of Halloween ,like when we got to the house I looked like a smurf ,and it was silver and Jane and mario ,or the first concert ,when we were standing next to each other ,or the night when we saw the ufo ,I never forget things ,never .I'm hurting so badly,I need a hug ,I want to record but when I start I think of bean boodluz crap thing we did ,I don't sing as much as I used to,I need you ,please .and I could never forget you .

Look I put our song ,I love you