I was surrounded by darkness, floating in the void, I do not know if my eyes were opened or not. I could feel my arms, my legs, even my toes. The chilling sensation of the cold made it possible for me to feel them, yet I couldn't see.

For hours on end, I remained there in the abyss. Wondering when will I see, when will I hear, when will I breathe, when will I feel, when will love?

No answer came. No whispers, no sensation, no arms, no legs, no sound. Just the never ending cold.

For weeks, I remained there in the void. Wondering when will I see, when will I hear, when will I breathe, when will I feel, when will I smile, when will I love?

No answer came. No whispers, no sensation, no arms, no legs, no sound, no tears. Just the never ending cold and loneliness.

For years, I remained there in oblivion. Wondering when will I see, when will I hear, when will breathe, when will I feel, when will I smile, when will I laugh, when will I love?

No answer came. No whispers, no sensation, no arms, no legs, no sound, no tears, nothing. Just the never ending cold, loneliness and the dark.

For eternity, I remained, wondering why He hatesme, when will He hear me, when will He cherish me, when will He hug me, whenwill He smile with me, when will He laugh with me, when will He love me back?