I was surrounded by darkness, floating in the void, I do not know if my eyes were opened or not. I could feel my arms, my legs, even my toes. The chilling sensation of the cold made it possible for me to feel them, yet I couldn't see.

For hours on end, I remained there in the abyss. Wondering when will I see, when will I hear, when will I breathe, when will I feel, when will love?

No answer came. No whispers, no sensation, no arms, no legs, no sound. Just the never ending cold.

For weeks, I remained there in the void. Wondering when will I see, when will I hear, when will I breathe, when will I feel, when will I smile, when will I love?

No answer came. No whispers, no sensation, no arms, no legs, no sound, no tears. Just the never ending cold and loneliness.

For years, I remained there in oblivion. Wondering when will I see, when will I hear, when will breathe, when will I feel, when will I smile, when will I laugh, when will I love?

No answer came. No whispers, no sensation, no arms, no legs, no sound, no tears, nothing. Just the never ending cold, loneliness and the dark.

For eternity, I remained, wondering when will I see her, when will I hear her, when will I smell her, when will I feel her, when will I smile with her, when will I laugh with her, when will she love me back?

No answer came. Not a single whisper from her,not a touch from her, no holding hands, no tickling feet, no confession, notears of joy, nothing. Just the never ending cold, loneliness, the dark, andthe never-ending feeling of not having her.