I was surrounded by darkness, floating in the void, I do not know if my eyes were opened or not. I could feel my arms, my legs, even my toes. The chilling sensation of the cold made it possible for me to feel them, yet I couldn't see.

For hours on end, I remained there in the abyss, wondering: when will I see, when will I hear, when will I breathe, when will I feel, when will love?

No answer came. No whispers, no sensation, no arms, no legs, no sound. Just the never-ending cold.

For weeks, I remained there in the void, wondering: when will I see, when will I hear, when will I breathe, when will I feel, when will I smile, when will I love?

No answer came. No whispers, no sensation, no arms, no legs, no sound, no tears. Just the never ending cold and loneliness.

For years, I remained there in oblivion, wondering: when will I see, when will I hear, when will breathe, when will I feel, when will I smile, when will I laugh, when will I love?

No answer came. No whispers, no sensation, no arms, no legs, no sound, no tears, nothing. Just the never ending cold, loneliness and the dark.

For eternity, I remained, wondering: why did God abandoned me? when will God hear me, when will God look for me, when will God hug me, when will God smile at me, when will God cherish me, when will God love me?

In this never-ending darkness, with no eyes to see, no arms to feel, no legs to walk, no ears to hear, I begged,

"Save me, Christ Our Lord. Save me."