Alex POV

I sat there looking at the father of the child that I was baring. It was going to be hard due to the fact that it might be a demon and I didn't know anything about demon babies.

"Mathew."

"What is it love?" He asked

"I'm scared I don't know how to take care of a baby, and what if it is a demon." I started to shake without even noticing.

"Shh my sweet it's ok. When you get a few more weeks along I can tell if it's a demon or not alright."

"You can?" He nodded. My head started to pound so a curls up against Mathew placing my head on his chest. He gladly place his arm around me and started to rub my back.

I started to doze off once again, when I heard knock at the front door. I sat up and followed Mathew to the door and watched as he opened it and saw that my father was there.

"Dad, what are you...." Before I could finish my sentces my father grabbed Mathew and pushed him hard against the wall making a dent.

"WHAT DID YOU DO?" He screamed angrily

"I do not know what you are talking about. Now would you mind getting your hands off of me?" Mathew said calmly.

Running over I tried to pull my father off of him "Dad what are you doing?" I saw a glips of my father's eyes and they were a hell pink. He was pissed.

My father pushed me away knocking me onto the floor hitting my head on it.

I sat up I rubbed the bump dizzy "M'lady" I looked up at Mathew "Get off of me.....look what you did to your own daughter."

Sebastian looked at me and I looked back at him. I was scared for what he would do. "Alex." He let go of Mathew and came over to me, but Mathew came over getting to me before Sebastian.

"That is quite enough Sebastian." Mathew said then looking at the bump on my head.

I looked at my father his eyes were back to their normal red color. "What the hell has gotten into you?"

"Tell me that it isn't true." He said

"What true?" I asked

"Let's get you some ice for that bump M'lady." He got up

"Mathew you go I'll be right there alright."

He looked at Sebastian then back at me then nodded. "Alright"

I watched him as he went into the kitchen then looked at my father. "Why are you so mad at Mathew dad?" I asked

"Are you...." He began

I knew what he was going to say. "Pregnant?" He nodded "Yes daddy I am."

He looked at me. "We don't know if it's a demon or...."

"It's human."

I looked at him "It's human are you sure."

"I'm hoping, I-I can't tell right now." He said "Angel I'm so sorry for pushing you, I-I didn't mean to."

I pulled him into a hug "I know that daddy."

I heard high heels and we both looked in that direction. "You're his little girl that he just got back he's a little over protective. Aren't you darling?"

My mom was right but I already knew that. He explained a while ago saying that he could feel anything when it came to me. And I also knew that he is protective now that he has me back.

I looked at my father who nodded "I am, but that doesn't explain my terrible outburst. I sincerely sorry Angel."

"Daddy I'm not the one who should be apologizing to. I'm not the one who pushed against the wall." I told him getting up as Mathew walked in.

"M'lady are you alright?" He asked

"Yes I'm perfectly fine. But my father would like to tell you something."

Sebastian stood up and walked up to Mathew "Mathew I dreadfully apologize for pushing you against the wall and I will repair the wall myself if you like."

"I thank you for your apologies and forgive you but I can fix the wall myself." He looked at me "Now M'lady it is almost time for your meeting. We must get you ready."

"Right my meeting. I almost forgot, thank you Mathew." I started to walk up the stairs

"Alex." I looked back to my father. "I am sorry." My father said

"It's alright, now I must be going. I'm sorry." Mathew and I walked upstairs to my room.

I sat on my bed as Mathew closed the door. "Now what should you wear M'lady?"

Before I could answer him I rushed to my connecting bathroom and throw up once again. I heard Mathew come in but I couldn't really take any noticed. I began to heave, I had thrown up everything in my stomach including the acid. It hurt extremely. I felt a hand on my back.

"Did you want to cancel the meeting my love. It's not too late."

I wanted to answer but I was in scorching pain. After I thought that I was done, I stood looking at Mathew. "No this meeting has been cancel to many times. I'll be fine but I really need something in my stomach."

"If that's what you want." I nodded. I didn't want to miss this meeting. I've been working hard on the line for the company I need to make sure that the people would love it before I start making it and selling it.

I got dress in a light blue gown and the heels were white with a bow. Though no one would see them due to the gown but I didn't mind.

We walked downstairs to the kitchen and got me something to eat. Nothing big just something small due to the fact the Mathew made finger sandwiches and some sweets for the meeting.

"Mathew do we have any apples?" I asked

"Of course my love."

"And caramel?" I asked

"Yes but why M'lady." He asked confused

"Will you cut me an apple please Mathew."

"But of course." He got one of my favorite red apple, which were super crunchy from the apple bowl and grabbed a knife. "Did you want fourths or did you want slices?" He asked

"Slices please."

"Alright my sweet." I walked over to the pantry and grabbed the jar of caramel, and walked back in the kitchen. Mathew was almost done cutting the apple

"Can you please cut another apple Mathew?"

"Anything for you my love." He grabbed another apple and started cutting it.

I opened the jar and grabbed one of the slices and dipped it in the caramel. I took a bite of the apple slice drenched in caramel.

"You have my old craving." I looked up towards that door and saw my mom.

"You had caramel with apple while you were pregnant?"

"Yes baby you wouldn't stop moving until I had caramel with apples. You couldn't get enough, even when it was 1 in the morning." She told me

"I'm sorry mom." I felt bad.

"Oh hunny don't be sorry you couldn't help it." She walked over to me and hugged me.

"There we go my love is that all you want?" He asked.

Nodding "Yes thank you Mathew."

"Anything for you, now we should get you to her meeting room"

I put some caramel on the place of slice apples that Mathew set up for me. We got upstairs I was becoming very tired again with all the moving around. My mom followed us and then took the plate while Mathew scoped me up into his arms.

I looked at him, and he was already smiling at me. "Are you alright M'lady?" He asked

"Yes I'm ok."

We made it upstairs and walk to the meeting room. He sat me down back. I sat down in my chair.

*After the meeting*

During the meeting they loved the idea, but I couldn't really focus due to the morning sickness. I ignored it but when the meeting was done I could feel it coming up but I waited until everyone left guided by Mathew, I went to the bathroom and throw up once more.

Mathew walking in and started to rub my back while I was throwing up. After I was done I wiped my mouth with a peace of toilet paper.

"You shouldn't see me like this Mathew." I said shutting the lid and sitting on it hanging my head low.

"Nonsense I am you lover and your loyal servant I will be by you side through sickness and health." Mathew said.

I looked up at him "I-I'm sorry Mathew..." I wanted to cry but I couldn't. The feeling of crying was there but I couldn't

"Nonsense there's nothing you should be sorry for my love. I am the one you didn't put on protection. So it isn't your fault." I wrapped my arms around his neck and he picked me up. "Let get you to down stairs and my apologies on you having a late dinner M'lady but after eating would you like to go straight to bed or would you like to stay up for a while?"

It was almost the time when Mathew would put me to bed and with all that throwing up I've been doing I was extremely exhausted. "I-I want to eat"

"Alright it's almost ready anyway."

After supper which was something easy which was soup with salted crackers. I went to bed. I was completely exhausted, all I wanted was my bed and my father but he was back at Ciel mansion. I walked into my room already for bed I was walking back from saying goodnight to my mom I was going to be alone tonight because Mathew was fixing the wall. He already gave me a hug but I didn't want to let go. But we had to and I then went to find me mom. I closed the door and looked up and saw my father.

"Daddy." He nodded

He nodded "Mathew said that you wanted me tonight. Even after what I did."

I nodded "Yes daddy. The morning sickness is killing me daddy." I walked up to him and hugged him.

"Shh its ok angel I'm here. Let's get you to bed ok." I nodded and we both walked to my bed and both got in. I cuddled close to my father. The second pairs of arms that I loved to be in were my fathers. So after being in his arms I fell asleep.

Niallsgirl
So heres another chapter of To be Loved. More chapters to come i have 5 more chapters that are ready to be published. I have ideas for this story but i don't know if im going to go through with them.