a/n Not going to bother writing Charlotte's P.O.V at top of every chapters because from now on it will all be in her point of view unless i change it to someone else xo.

- Chapter 5

''We all get addicted to something that takes away the pain.''

When i get back inside the room Michael is on his bunk with his back facing me... so he's facing the wall. I feel the urge to speak and ask him what was going on in the hallway but find myself biting my tongue and climbing up onto my bunk without a word spoken. I take a deep breathe and close my eyes keeping a positive in my mind that i'll be out of this place as soon as possible. I'm stopped from drifting to dream land by a scruffy male voice belonging to no other than Michael.

''Whats with you and Calum?'' . I turn around and look over and down below at Michael who is now laying on his back staring up at me.

''What it to you?'' i ask. 

''He's my best mate.''

''Well ask h-..''

''Tell me.''

''We kissed thats all.'' i mumble hoping he didn't hear but he did. He get's out of his bunk and zips a hoodie up and then makes his way over to the door.

''Michael!''

''What?!'' he mumbles turning around to face me.

''Where are you going? It's pass curfew. You'll get caught.'' I whisper shout.

''No i wont i do this plenty of times.''

''Oh.'' was all i say and move my attention to the ceiling.

''Are you going to come?'' he asks. I'm surprised by this and turn to face him being speachless of what to say...What do i say?. He pulls down the sleeves of his hoodie and shakes his head turning to exit the room. Its almost happening too fast and i cant move in time to get up because the god damn itchy blanket is keeping me put i wiggle around and... thump. I'm on the floor.

''Fuck.'' i curse to myself and jump up , slipping on slippers and making my way out the door bumping into Michael.

''Shit.'' he says and turns around looking at me.

''Sorry.'' i mumbled and walk side by side next to him. All the lights are off and i'm not quite sure how Michael seemed to have found a torch.

''Where are we even going?'' i ask

''Just wait.'' he says and carries on walking until we're where i think the garden. With a swipe of a card... again i don't know how he had a card. The doors were opened and the cold air slapped me in the face, pulled my hair and tried to push me to the ground. 

'' What are w-..'' before i can answer , Michael lifts my chin up to the sky and a gasp escapes my lips. So many stars all in one place i'm speechless.

''I know right.'' Michael chuckles and takes a seat on the grass , laying back and staring up at them. I don't know what to do and he gives me a goofy grin and pats the space next to him.. he's being happy and nice and its scaring me. I sit down beside him and look up at the stars still amazed by the view.

''Do you come out here a lot?'' i ask looking over at him and he nods , pointing out various star constellations. I stare and watch as he scans the sky finding a constellation and smiling to himself because he found it. He's actually kinda geeky behind his whole 'dont talk to me or i'll kill you' vibe. It makes me forget where we actually are for a second. I sigh and lay back on the grass with him.

''What's up?'' he asks looking over to me

''Don't you get bored of this place...'' i ask

''Sometimes buts it better then being at home wi-...''

''Go on...''

''Nevermind.'' he shakes his head and looks back up at the sky.

''I wish you just tell me and stop blocking me out all the time.'' i mutter and sit up folding my arms to try and stop the shivering that is overtaking me. The unzip of a hoodie is heard and soft fabric is wrapped around my shoulders.

''I'm sorry...'' he mumbles 

''It's fine... if you don't want to tell me you don't have too.'' i shake my head and place my arms into the sleeve of the hoodie. It smells of a familiar cologne my brother used to wear and it makes me smile and realize how much i miss my all too good cocky brother.

''What are you smiling at?'' Michael asks smiling back at me.

''Your hoodie kinda smells like my brother.'' i chuckle and Michael gives me a weird look then laughs along with me.

''He has good taste then,''

''He's gay.'' i spit out , Michael's eyes widen and he holds his hands up.

''I swear to you i'm not gay.'' he laughs and i adore the way his eyes crinkle when he laughs a genuine laugh and it makes me smile. 

''WHO'S THERE?'' A voice calls and my eyes widen and a yelp is about to leave my mouth but Michael's hand covers it. 

''Sh.'' he says and i nod and stand up with him. He takes my hand and pulls us into a shadow so we are not seen by the blonde haired women who is one of the night security here. She walks towards us and i close my eyes squeezing Michael's hand tight. 

''It's Okay.'' he mouths and reaches down to grab and rock and throw it to the other side of the garden giving us time to sprint across and inside the doors.

''Oh my god... that was so close!'' i squeal as we turn around and are nowhere near the garden anymore i think we're near the games room...

''I know i thought you was going to break my hand with your grip.'' he smirks and i look down at our hands still being connected and instantly drop our hands. I could of sworn i blush’d like the waves of hell.

'' Here you can have your hoodie back.'' i say slipping it off and passing it to him.

''Don't you want it to protect you from the evil night guards'' he laughs and i give him the middle finger laughing a little at his pout face.

''No i dont think the smell of my gay brother will scare them off.''

''I'm not gay.'' he mumbles.

''Well... i don't believe yo-...'

A smirk grew across his face as he placed his hands on my hips and pushed me back up against the wall.

"Shut up." He said harshly as his smirk still stood plastered over his face. I  did as i was told and soon felt his hands trail up my waist. He buried his face in the crook of my neck and left soft kisses up and down it until he made his way to my lips. He teasingly brushed his lips against mine again.

"Michael.…" my voice trailed as i looked into his eyes longingly. He leaned in and pressed a soft lingering kiss to my lower lip. I shouldn't be doing this...

 "Michael," i said firmly as i slid my hand on his chest.

"We can't..." i pleaded as he pressed his pointer finger against my lips, silencing me.

His left hand made it’s way to my hip and he pulled me closer towards him as his right hand slid under my chin and tilted my head upwards. His lips crashed against mine momentarily and then pulled back.

“Micha-” “No.” He interjected and as he spoke his lips faintly touched against mine.

“I’m not finished with you yet.” He growled as he leaned down to pepper kisses onto my jaw and then to my neck. He could care less about all of the love bites and marks he was leaving all over you, in fact i felt he was doing it on purpose. Anastasia told me he was always super possessive and he liked it when people knew something was his and only his.

He soon grew hungrier for me and then it became too much to handle as his hand pressed up against the wall and his lips pressed themselves hardly against mine, occasionally using his teeth to tug on my lower lip gently finally satisfying both of our cravings.

''WHO'S THERE?'' A voice called breaking us apart. We were both out of breath and Michael smirked a little before speaking up '' I told you i wasn't gay.'' he laughed and then began walking off leaving me speechless and confused to what had just happened.

'' Are you coming or do you want to get caught?'' Michael asked turning around to face me and held out his palm in which i ran up to him and took it. As we began sprinting off back to our room running from the flashlight and the security following close behind.

When we got back to the room safely without getting caught i let go of Michaels hand and made my way to up the ladder to my bed which i sat down with my legs swinging on the edge.

''What was that back there? Was that just to prove a point or ..''

''What does it matter to you?'' he asked crawling into his bed below me.

'Well i kinda just kissed Calum earlier now i'm kissing you and you're both friends a-...''

''Do you like him... Calum. Do you like Calum?.'' he asked

''I dont know... i'm confused... Michael do you like me?'' i had to ask him ... i could have something with Calum but ruin it because of a guy who i thinks like me who probably doesn't. It was silent for a few moments and i thought he had gone to sleep , so i crawled into bed and stared up at the ceiling.

''Yeah.'' he spoke quietly probably hoping i didn't hear. My eyes widened and now i was very confused in what i was going to do.

''Oh.'' i all i said and turned over pulling the blanket over me and falling to sleep.

A/N

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HI guys sorry for late update. 

I've had exams & revision.

Also writers block :(

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