You all probably caught on that most of what you'll probably see for a while will be random blurbs of memories. I should remind you, or if I haven't mentioned it already, that I actually have a sort of short term/long term memory issues right now. It's nothing medical, just that as far as I can tell I can't remember a lot of details or events sometimes. My friends even tell me of things that I did or talked about before and I won't remember even a hint of it. So I guess writing things here is important, maybe I'll get Alzheimers in the future or something so memories on record can be important I suppose.

The reason why I want to share these memories with you is not for you to know specifically, I guess it's more for me. Writing helps sometimes even though I cannot do it often. I'm not sure who will even see my memories written out like a publicized diary for all the world to judge. I want to see where I went downhill to where I am now, where things went wrong, where I could have done better with choices than my childish ignorance and innocence would permit me.
I suppose that is getting ahead a little though. I'll just stick with the little pointless to plot paragraphs of my adolescent years for now.

Until my next entry I guess, bye.
~Ay