that sweet smell of wheat and cinnamon are gone now

your crystal blue eyes blind

your beautiful voice,

never to be heard again

this time it was my fault.

I didn't allow you to fly off without me

I'm sorry my love

I've caused you more pain that broken pieces

I've shattered what you had left

I tore your dreams away from your mind

I let you crumble beneath my bruised feet

I took away the little hope you had

I took it and crushed it,

ate it

as if it was my only food

I burned your words,

for not listening to them

I let the tears collect your pain

instead of me

for this you never cried again

I observed you,

watching me bathe in your happiness,

I absorbed pleasure of breaking

your sacred heart.

this is how it was always meant to be.

this is how you were always suppose to break.

this is how I never loved you again.