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 ¡Hola!, ¡como les ha ido?, a mi no va empezando año y me va de la verga, pero bueno, espero os guste, es todo por ahora y matanee.

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 Estaba ejercitándose desde temprano, esa mañana comenzó a nevar en la ciudad, un paisaje invernal, seria mas fácil si usara su dos brazos, pero tiene que ser un poco mas considerado con el lesionado, en especial al sentir la corriente molesta pero no dolorosa al momento de alzarlo o cargar algo pesado; los doctores dijeron que debería usarlo mas e no forzarlo en los ejercicios, pero que este mismo entrenamiento era necesario para no atrofiar los otros músculos.

  Ha tratado que se haga a una rutina, pero siempre a estas fechas la uso para callar una voz molesta, una voz que le recordaba su mayor error, solo puede entretenerse en hacer algo, siente dolor en su brazo herido; deja caer la pesa en el suelo, mientras el dolor pasaba.

 Bajo las escaleras hasta encontrar a spike intentando meterse detrás del refrigerador, pero solo consiguió atorarse mientras mueve sus patitas apresurado, solo que las manos de leo ya los sacan de ese lugar para meterlo en su ¨jaula para bebes¨, la tortuga resopla enojado mientras leo solo se ríe por la travesura; y se queda callado si en verdad spike lograba volver a meterse como la otra vez.

 Leonardo: Saca una bandeja de carne y hace una pequeña pelotita con esta - Hola spike, ¿dormiste bien con el frió?, ¿como estas? - le deja a la tortuga su trocito de proteína de la semana - Disfrútalo spike - acaricia el caparazón de este.

 La tortuga al principio no iba a comer, estaba enojado por no cumplir su travesura, pero se rinde para saborear su comida, mientras leo solo ve como su pequeño come, el se sirve algo de desayuno, no tenia mucha hambre.

 Leonardo: Comiendo su cereal, la televisión a bajo volumen - Espero regrese la primavera.. así podrás salir a comer pasto y dientes de león - dijo con un tono esperanzado.

 La molestia en su cabeza se ha calmado... pero un sentimiento estaba presente tanto en su cabeza como en su corazón, punzando mas profundo y enterrándose, sintiéndose abatido.. miro lentamente a las cosas en la cocina, cosas en especial punzantes.. llamaban su atención.

 El repique del teléfono lo saca de su trance, levantándose para contestar, dejando lo que llamaba su atención..

 [¿¿¿???:- Hello, Leonardo?, it's me... tan sheng (Hola, ¿leonardo?, soy yo.. tan sheng)-]

 Leonardo: Reconoce esa voz - Hola mama.. si estoy aquí, ¿sucedió algo? - pregunto serio.

 [Tan sheng:- How have you been?, Is everything okay there?, Haven't we heard from you baby? (¿Como has estado?, ¿esta todo bien allí?, ¿no hemos sabido de ti bebe?)-]

 Desde que sucedió el ¨accidente¨, el ha estado lo mas apartado de su familia, se cambio de ciudad y se volvió independiente de todos, solo la llamada casual que se ha visto forzado a hacer en los últimos años; recordando todo mientras responde paciente a las preguntas de su madre humana..

 [Tan sheng:- Have you thought about going back to training? (¿Has pensado en regresar a entrenar?)-]

 Leonardo: Trata de decir algo pero nada sale, su respiración estaba acelerada - ....... - traga un momento el nudo en su garganta, su madre llama por su nombre - Lo pensare, adiós.. - dijo brusco, cuelga rápido.

 Se trata de calmar, no quiere mas esas voces en su cabeza, mira spike que le mira preocupado, sus ojitos negros brillando de lagrimas..

-Unos días antes de fin de año-

 Estaba caminando por la nieve, con una pala para quitar la nieve de los lugares potencialmente peligrosos, no era la primer o ultima vez que suceden esos accidentes, mas cuando hay personas mayores viviendo en el mismo conjunto de departamentos.

 Leonardo: Limpiaba la nieve de las escaleras - Yo quería un ajolote, me dijeron que no, hice berrinche y me dieron un camarón - canto.

  Escucha una discusión, se asoma un poco.. era la chica salamandra que le daba mal rollo y su ¨amigable vecino¨, que ha estado aprovechando cada momento del año para usarlo como una especie de saco de boxeo, solo sabe que bebe alcohol y mucha música a todo volumen mas seguido que lo normal..

 Monalisa: Siguiendo al mastodonte - Oh! raphael! please! we all make mistakes sometimes! it was only once (¡Oh! raphael!, ¡por favor!, ¡todos cometemos errores aveces!, fue solo una vez)- exclamo tomando el brazo de este.

 Raphael: Voltea a ver a la que era su novia, le quita la mano de su brazo - You made me look like a cuckold to everyone! What the fuck don't you want me to get like that!? (¡Me hiciste ver como un cornudo ante todos!, ¿¡como mierdas no quieres que me ponga así!?)- mira a la salamandra - I never want to see you again, and don't call.. just.. be happy with that guy.. and now.. leave me.. I have enough with this shitty life (No quiero verte nunca mas, y no llames.. solo.. se feliz con ese tipo.. y ya.. déjame.. ya tengo suficiente con esta vida de mierda)- cierra la puerta de un portazo.

 Monalisa: Enojada - I have done many things for you! for us! (¡He hecho muchas cosas por ti! ¡por nosotros!)- exclamo.

 Raphael: Abre la puerta - Get out! (¡Lárgate!)- grito.

 La puerta suena de un portazo, y la chica salamandra baja las escaleras, el continuo limpiando estas, pero es que casualmente uno de los peldaños estaba aun sin limpiar y esta se resbala, el la sostiene justo a tiempo, pero ella solo lo empuja y se va..

 Vecina Mapache: Miro a la tortuga con molestia, mientras tomaba de la mano a su hijo - Hey, they left you that bad vibe thing again, look for I don't know, help or a witch (Oye, te dejaron otra vez esa cosa de mala vibra, busca no se, ayuda o un brujo)- evidentemente molesta.

 Leonardo: Sacado de onda - ¿Que? - dijo sin entender.

 Al subir las escaleras hasta la entrada de su departamento, allí estaba esperando el paquete retorcido, esta vez, en vez de ser un gato o cualquier animal adulto, era un gatito, ya puso varias denuncias al respecto pero no encontraron respuestas al respecto y abandonaron el caso; tomo con cuidado, y una bolsa, para meter el congelado cuerpo de un animalito que pudo ser mascota de alguien, toma su pala y se va a darle una buena sepultura.

 Leonardo: Mira a su arrendador de apartamento - Excuse me, lately the threats that you leave dead cats in front of my house have become more chilling, can you tell me who it is according to the "investigations"? (Disculpe, últimamente se ha vuelto mas escalofriante las amenazas de que deja a los gatos muertos frente a mi casa, ¿ya puede decirme quien es según las ¨investigaciones¨?)- dijo preocupado y enojado.

 Arrendador: Miro, un ceño fruncido de molestia - We still do not know who he is, you are not the only one with that problem, maybe it is a joke... at some point he will get tired (Aun no sabemos quien es, no eres el único con ese problema, tal vez sea una broma... en algún momento se cansara)- dijo sin darle mucha importancia.

 Este hombre ya lo tiene cansado, siempre que el notificaba o sucedía algo, o lo ignoraban o echaban la culpa de lo que sucedió, para lo único que si era capaz de hacer bien y a tiempo, aun si es molesto es pedir la puta renta, se va de allí enojado, no necesitaba hacer un escándalo.

 Leonardo: Se quita el abrigo y el gorro, para dejarse caer en su sofá - ¿Acaso mi vida no puede ser normal? - se pregunto.

 Mira a la tortuga debajo de su lampara de calor, necesitaba llevar a su pequeño amigo aun lugar donde el frió no lo lastime, acaricia el caparazón de este..

-Arquería, área de entrenamiento, Boston, massachuttsets-

 Pidió lo de siempre, un arco y una flecha, pagando con efectivo, el recepcionista le indica que ya le esperaba, se dirige al área de tiro con una mirada determinada con una respiración calmada, sin mostrar emociones, frente a este, se encuentra el arco de madera y la flecha; se quita lentamente el soporte de su brazo.

 Trabajador 1: Mira a su compañero de trabajo - It took me this year to arrive, it's the type I told you about (Se tardo este año en llegar, es el tipo del que te conté)- dijo llamando la atención del otro.

 Con su brazo bueno toma el arco en su mano, se siente familiar y a la vez diferente, por tanto tiempo que no suele hacer esto tan seguido, toma la flecha con la otra, lo mas cuidadoso posible mientras siente los músculos temblando, trata de clamarse..

 Mientras tensa la cuerda con la flecha, intenta que los murmullos cesen, tanto externos como internos, siente la tensión familiar mientras apunta a su objetivo, sus ojos le identifican a la distancia mas lejana, solo debe dejar que..

 Un dolor que electrifica sus nervios le hace soltar los dos elementos al suelo, siente su piel escamosa abrirse, su garganta ahogándose en un grito silencioso mientras las lagrimas salen de sus ojos, sostiene su brazo en recuperación, era intenso, punzante y doloroso, apretando los dientes; los músculos de sus brazos tiemblan..

 Trabajador 2: Mira a su compañero - The poor guy is just an amateur, he has been hurt by nothing (El pobre tipo es solo un amateur, se ha lastimado de nada)- sin darle importancia.

 La tortuga se levanta con cuidado, colocándose el soporte de brazo y hombro, para dejar las cosas encima del lugar e marcharse..

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 Sentir que solo estabas ocupando espacio, que solo hay personas a tu alrededor por solo ¨piedad¨, que en realidad solo lo hacen sin querer mancharse las manos o solo te ignoran, los pensamientos inundan la mente de que solo eres... basura, algo indeseado y que nadie mas querría, no hay nada especial en ti.. algo que no debería estar en ese momento.. vivo..

 ¿¿¿???: Sollozando en voz baja - I'm sorry.. I didn't want to.. I didn't want to be here.. (Lo siento.. yo no quería.. no quería estar aquí..)- se cubre la cara.

 Sus manos manchadas de sangre, mientras la oscuridad alrededor era sofocada por el ruido molesto de la música a alto volumen ocultaba sus miseros llantos de decepción, observando el objeto cubierto de este liquido..

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 Regresaba de su trabajo cansado, no era mas que otro día de trabajo, trabajar en una cafetería como mesero no era mucho, pero las horas extras por lo menos ayudaron a comprar los víveres y pagar la renta, tomaría otros trabajos o usaría la tarjeta de emergencia en casos extremos; pero el trataría de sobrevivir aun si el invierno era duro.

 ¿¿¿???: Toca la cola de la tortuga - Excuse me sir, are you Leonardo Hamato? (Disculpe señor, ¿es usted leonardo hamato?)- armada de valor.

 Leonardo: Se detiene, no le gustaba que le tocaran su cola - Who-? (¿Quien-?)- dijo con algo de molestia.

 Al voltear a ver, siente como si viera un fantasma, un fantasma de su pasado, que ha regresado..

 {¿¿¿???: Sonriente - Have you forgotten me leo-sempaii? (¿Me has olvidado leo-sempaii?)- miraba a los ojos azules}

 ¿¿¿???: Nerviosa - Sir.. you were- (Señor.. usted er-)- trato de controlar sus nervios y timidez.

 La respiración se corta, mientras da unos pasos atrás, su verde casi vuelto blanco de miedo, la respiración entrecortada y rápida, corrió siendo presa del miedo, mientras tiene esa voz en su cabeza de nuevo, una voz que le recordó su error, el pánico se hizo cargo en el momento..

 Slash: Miro preocupado a su amigo de bandana roja - Are you okay? I don't want you to lie to me.. I already saw ¨that¨, and one of your favorites is missing (¿Estas bien?, no quiero que me mientas.. ya vi ¨eso¨, y falta uno de tus favoritos)- lo enfrento directamente.

 Raphael: Mira a la otra tortuga de zulia - I don't know what you're talking about... I have only days off, there is nothing to worry about with me alone... (No se de que hablas... tengo solo días libres, no hay nada de que preocuparse conmigo solo..)- dijo para despedirse de su amigo.

 Leonardo choca por accidente con el mas grande, se lastima el brazo, pero se logra levantar para llegar a su casa, tomando las llaves lo mas normal posible para poder abrirla, siente como algo le envuelve mientras mas tiembla y se tarda, al poder abrir aun no era seguro la voz era mas molesta, mas arrepentida e decepcionada al cerrar la puerta, buscar entre sus cosa un pote de pastillas, los ¨calmantes de las voces¨ toma un par antes de sentarse en el suelo.

 {¿¿¿???:-Eras mi mejor amigo, leonardo-}

 Leonardo: Sollozando - Tu deberías estar aquí.. no yo.. - murmuro.

 El efecto no era de inmediato, nada sucede de esa manera, no es como un interruptor en la vida real, por lo que solo debe aguantar mientras se trata de calmar, siente algo chocando contra su pie, sus ojos llorosos se abren y.. allí estaba spike.. preocupado por el.. lo toma en sus brazos.. odia a las voces y sus ataques de pánico; su pequeño amigo y familia cercana.

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 La nieve cae.. de forma que era relajante, para algunas personas, esta.. ocultaba el momento en que la bomba de nervios explota de la nada, odio y mas odio sale contra si mismo, provocando heridas y mas pensamientos peligrosos..

 ¿¿¿???: Respiraba agitado, muy acelerado - ... - escucho paciente las tonadas en su teléfono.

 [International prevention of suicides: - Hello International Suicide Prevention, are you okay? (Hola, prevención internacional del suicidio, ¿esta usted bien?)-]

 ¿¿¿???: Siente un nudo en la garganta - ...... - solo puede tratar de responder nada sale.

 [International prevention of suicides: - Are you there? (¿Esta usted allí?)- ]

 Cuelga.. no quería tomar mas tiempo de estas personas, hay personas mas importantes que salvar y solo tomaba su tiempo.. no era importante, después de todo con su persona no era mucho lo que se puede hacer, se levanta con brusquedad, sintiendo la herida abierta en su estomago y tomando una sudadera para salir..

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 La nieve cae mas esa noche, pero que importaba, estaba caminando, estaba cerca del puente de la universidad.. su mente estaba.. en modo ¨automático¨ por decirlo de una forma menos consciente de lo que iba a hacer ene se lugar, no llevaba nada encima; esperaba que spike encontrara un lugar donde vivir mejor.

 Pero alguien se le adelanto al parecer, un encapuchado estaba en la parte mas alta e apunto de tirarse, solo estaba presente un tigre ciclista que en vez de llamar por ayuda estaba grabando para sus cuentas de contenidos..

 Traseúnte Tigre: Con su teléfono y hablando a este - This is the craziest thing I've ever found friends, this guy is going to stiffen (Esto es lo mas loco que he encontrado amigos, este tipo se va tiesar)- grabando el momento.

 Leonardo: Enojado con el tigre - ¡Oye, en vez de grabar debes a tratar de que no se tire! - le reclamo al tigre, por mas que este ahora le grabara - Get that fucking thing out of my sight! (¡Quita esa jodida cosa de mi vista!)- le grito mientras tiraba el aparato al agua.

 Se arregla con su boca la manga de su chaqueta, subió como pudo hasta la parte donde estaba el encapuchado, alguien grande y fuerte al parecer..

 ¿¿¿???:Mirando al agua congelada pero notando la presencia cerca - Stay away, this is not your problem! (¡Aléjate, esto no es tu problema!)- la voz ahogada de tanto llorar.

 Leonardo: Dio unos pasos lentos - Solo quiero ayudarte - miro al otro encapuchado - Me voy a acerar un poco, ¿si? - trato de equilibrarse, pero casi cae.

 ¿¿¿???: Le toma del cuello de la chaqueta del otro - If you plan on jumping at least don't make it look like accidental murder (Si planeas saltar por lo menos no lo hagas ver como asesinato accidental)- viendo esos ojos azules, que no sabe donde vio, no obstante, eran hermosos.

 Leo vuelve a sus pies, por lo que ve, el desconocido estaba dudando de si saltar o no, el.. se siente igual al respecto, el iba a terminar con todo después de todo, no esperaba encontrar a otro y menos que este parece mas amigable..

 Leonardo: Mira al mas grande a su lado - ¿Puedo ver quien eres?, me encantaría saberlo si vamos a saltar juntos - pregunto, nervioso y tímido.

 El encapuchado se toma un momento, su chaqueta estaba manchada de rojo en su estomago, tal vez se metió en una pelea o hizo algo malo, quizás no pueda con la culpa si esto paso en poco tiempo.. este revela su rostro, verde oscuro, ojos amarillos y una cicatriz reciente en sus labios.

 Raphael: Miro al de ojos azules - I am.. raphael.. now that I see you well... (Soy.. raphael.. ahora que te veo bien...)- entrecerró los ojos, notando la cicatriz en el ojo del otro - (Eres el hue... leonardo.. el vecino de a lado.. ¿que haces aquí?)- dijo con un tono.. amistoso y preocupado.

 Leonardo: Parpadea con sorpresa -What are you doing here in the first place!?  (¡¿Que haces tu aquí en primer lugar!?)- exclamo sorprendido, temblando al mirar abajo - ¿Te suena bien.. si bajamos? - pregunto.

  El otro al mirar abajo, siente lo mismo que el de ojos azules, lentamente se acercan a la viga para bajar por esta, pero una corriente de aire los golpea, raph cae, pero una mano le sostiene, leo trata de ayudarle a subir, pero el metal mojado no era bueno y lentamente se resbala hasta caer con el de ojos amarillos.. ambos gritaron alertando a los otros desconocidos que pasaban.

 Pero algo que ninguno contó, es que sus caparazones son muy resistentes, y era una de las partes donde normalmente suelen caer las tortugas, por lo que ambos al caer, chocaron sus caparazones contra el hielo fino, rompiendo este y llevándoles a una helada ducha..

-Un rato después-

 Entre sirenas de policías y ambulancias,  juntos a camiones de bomberos que ayudaron a sacar a las dos tortugas gigantes de las frías aguas, donde les aplicaron primeros auxilios y se encargaron de mantenerlos calientes en todo momento; no necesitaban que estuvieran en el modo de hinbernación, ho.. cuanto odiaban, cuando un reptil entraba en ese modo por accidente.

 Fueron llevados al hospital, revisando si no tuvieran otros problemas consecuentes de la caída, encontrando solo la herida del estomago del ojos ámbar, pero nada, solo los observarían un rato, contactar a sus familiares, unas preguntas serias al respecto con la policía y luego a casa; con vigilancia extra.

 Leonardo: Miro al de ojos amarillos - Parece que todos te conocen.. -  comento algo extrañado.

 Raphael: Con las manos detrás de su cabeza -This is not the first time this has happened.. (No es la primera vez que esto pasa..)- dijo viendo las vendas en la parte que no tiene plastron, en sus costados.

 La puerta se abre con una patada, dos tortugas estaban en la puerta, una de ellas con traje de marina y la otra con traje de la swat..

 Marine aylen: Miro a leonardo - Disculpe las molestias, señor leonardo - dijo amable.

 Raphael: Miro a leonardo - They are my moms.. (Ellas son mis mamas..)- se sienta con dolor - I can explain it.. (Puedo explicarlo..)- recibe una bofetada -But mom what's wrong?  (¿Pero ama que te pasa?)- se soba en donde le dio.

 Rosi swat: Lo toma del cuello - Mira hijo de tu puto padre, ¿ahora con que pendejada me vas a salir? - mirando a los ojos de este - ¡Y no me vengas con que te despertaste y querías saltar de un puente! - grito.

 Luego de un rato, de interrogatorio amable para leonardo y el de las madres queriendo darle contra al suelo al baboso mastodonte de que le corresponde la bandana roja, por ultimo ellas firman por ambos, leonardo no tiene sus papeles con el, ambas llevaron a los dos a sus hogares.. bajaron del auto y esperaban que dijeran algunas cosas..

 Raphael: Mira a leonardo, apenado por todo y sus acciones pasadas - Thank you.. for.. not letting me.. I'm sorry for everything that happened.. throughout this year.. saying ugly things to you.. (Gracias.. por.. no dejarme.. lamento todo lo que paso.. en todo este año.. decirte cosas feas..)- paso su mano por su cuello, nervioso - Thank you .. for everything Leonardo, this was not a good year and I just got into.. I don't know how.. I don't know how I got up, but I really wanted to leave everything.. and you came to help me.. (Gracias.. por todo leonardo, este no fue un buen año y solo entre en.. en no se como.. no se como subí, pero en verdad quería dejarlo todo.. y llegaste tu a ayudarme..)- unas lagrimas salieron y bajaban por sus mejillas.

 Leonardo: En su rostro también caen lagrimas - Esta bien... es bueno que ambos lo estemos..yo, solo pensaba en terminar con mi tortura.. pero te encontré.. - dijo sosteniendo la manta caliente contra su cuerpo.

 Ambos regresaron a sus respectivos departamentos, uno acompañado de su madre que le iba a dar una merecida muestra de ¨refuerzo emocional¨, mientras el de ojos azules regreso a abrazar a su amigo tortuga, su spike estaba enojado, le mordía los dedos por dejarlo, pero estaban juntos otra vez, lloro mucho, no obstante, los sonidos de paliza se escuchaban del otro lado; esperaba que raph.. su vecino.. su amigo, estuviera bien luego de eso.

 Y al ver la hora, era el año nuevo... el año 20022.

 CONTINUARA....

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 [-English ver-]

Hello! How have you guys been? It's not starting the year for me, and I'm getting off my bum, but hey, I hope you like it, it's all for now and matanee

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He was exercising early, that morning it began to snow in the city, a winter landscape, it would be easier if he used his two arms, but he has to be a little more considerate with the injured, especially when feeling the annoying but not painful current when time to lift or carry something heavy; The doctors said that he should use it more and not force it in the exercises, but that this same training was necessary so as not to atrophy the other muscles.

He has tried to make it a routine, but at this time I always use it to silence an annoying voice, a voice that reminded him of his biggest mistake, he can only entertain himself by doing something, he feels pain in his injured arm. he; he drops the weight on the floor, as the pain passes.

He went down the stairs until he found Spike trying to get behind the refrigerator, but he only managed to get stuck while moving his paws in a hurry, only that Leo's hands are already taking them out of that place to put him in his ¨ baby cage ¨, the turtle snorts angrily while Leo only laughs at the mischief; and he remains silent if in truth spike managed to get back in like the other time.

Leonardo: He takes out a tray of meat and makes a small ball with it - Hola spike, ¿dormiste bien con el frió?, ¿como estas? (Hello spike, did you sleep well with the cold? How are you?) - Leave the turtle its piece of protein of the week - Disfrútalo spike (Enjoy it spike) - caress the shell of this.

The turtle at first was not going to eat, he was angry for not fulfilling his mischief, but he gives up to savor his food, while reading he only sees how the little one eats him, he serves himself some breakfast, he was not very hungry.

Leonardo: Eating his cereal, the television at low volume- Espero regrese la primavera.. así podrás salir a comer pasto y dientes de león (I hope spring returns.. so you can go out to eat grass and dandelions) -he said with a hopeful tone.

The annoyance in his head has subsided ... but a feeling was present both in his head and in his heart, stabbing deeper and burying himself, feeling dejected.. he slowly looked at things in the kitchen, especially sharp things.. they caught his attention.

The ringing of the phone brings him out of his trance, getting up to answer, leaving what caught his attention..

[¿¿¿¿???:- Hello, Leonardo ?, it's me... so sheng-]

Leonardo: Recognize that voice - Hola mama.. si estoy aquí, ¿sucedió algo? (Hello mom.. if I'm here, did something happen?) - I ask seriously.

[Tan sheng:- How have you been?, Is everything okay there?, Haven't we heard from you baby?-]

Since the "accident" happened, he has been the furthest thing from his family, he moved to another city and became independent from everyone, just the casual call that he has been forced to make in recent years; remembering everything as he patiently answers his human mother's questions ..

[Tan sheng:- Have you thought about going back to training?-]

Leonardo: He tries to say something but nothing comes out, his breathing was accelerated -...- he swallows a moment the lump in his throat, his mother calls his name- Lo pensare, adiós.. (I'll think about it, goodbye..)- he said brusquely, hangs up fast.

He tries to calm down, he does not want those voices in his head anymore, he looks at spike who looks at him worried, his little black eyes shining with tears..

-A few days before the end of the year-

I was walking through the snow, with a shovel to remove snow from potentially dangerous places, it was not the first or last time these accidents have happened, but when there are older people living in the same set of apartments.

Leonardo: I used to clean the snow from the stairs - Yo quería un ajolote, me dijeron que no, hice berrinche y me dieron un camarón (I wanted an axolotl, they told me no, I threw a tantrum and they gave me a shrimp)- I sing.

He listens to an argument, he peeks out a bit... it was the salamander girl who gave him a bad feeling and his "friendly neighbor", who has been taking advantage of every moment of the year to use it as a kind of punching bag, he only knows that he drinks alcohol and Lots of loud music more often than usual.

Monalisa: Following the mastodon - Oh! raphael!, please!, we all make mistakes sometimes !, it was only once - exclaimed taking his arm.

Raphael: He turns to see the one who was his girlfriend, he takes her hand off his arm-You made me look like a cuckold to everyone! What the hell don't you want me to get like that!? - look at the salamander -I don't want to see you anymore, and don't call.. just.. be happy with that guy.. and now.. leave me.. I have enough with this shitty life - slam the door.

Monalisa: Angry -I've done many things for you! For us! - He exclaimed.

Raphael: Open the door - Get out! - I scream.

The door slammed, and the salamander girl came down the stairs, he continued cleaning these, but coincidentally one of the steps was still uncleaned and it slips, he holds it just in time, but she just pushes him and it goes..

Neighbor Raccoon: I look at the turtle with annoyance, while he took his son's hand - Hey, they left you that bad vibe thing again, look for I don't know, help or a witch bad vibe thing, seek I don't know, help or a witch - obviously annoying.

Leonardo: Excited - ¿Que? (What?)- he said without understanding.

When climbing the stairs to the entrance of his apartment, there he was waiting for the twisted package, this time, instead of being a cat or any adult animal, it was a kitten, he already made several complaints about it but they did not find answers about it and they left the case; I take with care, and a bag, to put the frozen body of an animal that could be someone's pet, he takes his shovel and he goes to give it a good burial.

Leonardo: Look at your apartment landlord - Excuse me, lately the threats that you leave dead cats in front of my house have become more chilling, can you tell me who it is according to the "investigations"? (Excuse me, lately the threats that he leaves dead cats in front of my house have become more chilling, can you tell me who it is according to the "investigations"?) - He said worried and angry.

Landlord: Miro, a frown of annoyance - We still do not know who he is, you are not the only one with that problem, maybe it is a joke... at some point he will get tired.. - he said without giving much importance.

This man is already tired, whenever he notified or something happened, or they ignored him or blamed him for what happened, for the only thing that if he was able to do well and on time, even if it is annoying is to ask for the fucking rent, he leaves there angry, he didn't need to make a fuss

Leonardo: he takes off his coat and hat, to flop onto his sofa -¿Acaso mi vida no puede ser normal? (Can't my life be normal? )- he asked himself.

Look at the turtle under his heat lamp, he needed to take his little friend to a place where the cold does not hurt him, caress his shell..

-Archery, training area, Boston, massachuttsets-

He asked for the usual, a bow and arrow, paying with cash, the receptionist indicates that he was waiting for him, he goes to the shooting area with a determined look with a calm breathing, without showing emotions, in front of him, is the wooden bow and arrow; he slowly removes the support from his arm.

Worker 1: Look at his co-worker - It took me this year to arrive, it's the type I told you about - he said, calling the other's attention.

With his good arm he takes the bow in his hand, it feels familiar and at the same time different, for so long that he does not usually do this so often, he takes the arrow with the other, as careful as possible while feeling the muscles trembling, he tries to cry out ..

As he tightens the rope with the arrow, he tries to stop the murmurs, both external and internal, he feels the familiar tension as he aims at his target, his eyes identify him at the farthest distance, he just has to stop that..

A pain that electrifies his nerves makes him drop the two elements to the ground, he feels his scaly skin open, his throat choking in a silent scream as tears come from his eyes, he holds his arm in recovery, it was intense, stabbing and painful, squeezing teeth; the muscles in his arms tremble..

Worker 2: Look at his partner- The poor guy is just an amateur, he has been hurt by nothing -without giving importance.

The turtle carefully gets up, putting on the arm and shoulder support, to leave the things on top of the place and leave.

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Feeling that you were only occupying space, that there are only people around you for only "pity", that in reality they only do it without wanting to stain their hands or just ignore you, thoughts flood the mind that you are just... trash, something unwanted and that no one else would want, there is nothing special about you.. something that should not be at that moment.. alive..

???: Sobbing in a low voice - I'm sorry.. I didn't want to.. I didn't want to be here.. - covers his face.

His hands stained with blood, while the darkness around was suffocated by the annoying noise of loud music hiding the miserable cries of disappointment from him, observing the object covered in this liquid.

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He returned from work tired, it was just another day at work, working in a cafeteria as a waiter was not much, but the overtime at least helped to buy groceries and pay the rent, he would take other jobs or use his credit cardm emergency in extreme cases; but he would try to survive even if the winter was harsh.

¿¿¿???: Touch the tail of the turtle - Excuse me sir, are you Leonardo Hamato? - armed with courage.

Leonardo: he stops, he didn't like to have his tail touched- Quie-? (Who -?) - He said with some annoyance.

Turning to see, he feels as if he sees a ghost, a ghost from his past, which has returned ..

{¿???: Smiling - Have you forgotten me leo-sempaii? - He looked into his blue eyes}

???: Nervous-Sir.. you were-  - I try to control his nerves and shyness.

His breath is short, as he takes a few steps back, his green almost turned white with fear, his breath is ragged and rapid, he ran seized by fear, while he has that voice in his head again, a voice that reminded him of his mistake, the panic took over in the moment..

Slash: He looked worried at his friend in a red bandana - Are you okay? I don't want you to lie to me.. I already saw ¨that¨, and one of your favorites is missing - I face it directly.

Raphael: Look to the wood turtle zulia - I don't know what you're talking about... I have only days off, there is nothing to worry about with me alone ....- he said to say goodbye to his friend.

Leonardo collides by accident with the largest, hurts his arm, but he manages to get up to get home, taking the keys as normally as possible to open it, he feels like something surrounds him the more he trembles and takes time, to be able to open He was still not sure the voice was more annoying, more regretful and disappointed when he closed the door, searching among his things for a pot of pills, the "soothing of voices" he took a couple before sitting on the floor.

{¿???: - You were my best friend, Leonardo-}

Leonardo: Sobbing -You should be here.. not me..- he murmured.

The effect was not immediately, nothing happens that way, it is not like a switch in real life, so you just have to hold on while trying to calm down, you feel something crash against your foot, your watery eyes widen and.. there he was spike.. worried about hi.. takes him in his arms.. he hates voices and his panic attacks; his little friend and close family.

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The snow falls .. in a way that was relaxing, for some people, this.. hid the moment when the nerve bomb explodes out of nowhere, hatred and more hatred comes out against itself, causing wounds and more dangerous thoughts..

???: He was breathing agitated, very fast -...- I patiently listen to the tunes on his phone.

[International prevention of suicides:- Hello International Suicide Prevention, are you okay? -]

???: He feels a lump in his throat - ...... - he can only try to answer nothing comes out.

[International prevention of suicides:- Are you there?-]

Hang up.. he didn't want to take more time from these people, there are more important people to save and he only took their time.. it was not important, after all with his person there was not much that can be done, he gets up abruptly, feeling the open wound on his stomach and grabbing a sweatshirt to get out.

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The snow falls more that night, but what did it matter, he was walking, he was near the university bridge.. his mind was.. in ¨automatic¨ mode to say it in a way less aware of what he was going to do in that place, he had nothing on him; she hoped spike would find a better place to live.

But someone apparently got ahead of him, a hooded man was in the highest part and about to jump, only a cyclist tiger was present who instead of calling for help was recording for his content accounts..

Passerby Tigre: With his phone and talking to this one - This is the craziest thing I've ever found friends, this guy is going to stiffen-recording the moment.

Leonardo: Angry with the tiger - ¡Oye, en vez de grabar debes a tratar de que no se tire! (Hey, instead of recording you should try not to throw it away!) - I claim to the tiger, even though he now recorded - Get that fucking thing out of my sight! - I yell at him as he threw the device into the water.

He fixes the sleeve of his jacket with his mouth, he climbed as best he could to the part where the hooded man was, someone big and strong apparently.

???: Looking at the frozen water but noticing the presence nearby - Stay away, this is not your problem! - The voice choked from crying.

Leonardo: He took a few slow steps - Solo quiero ayudarte (I just want to help you) - I look at the other hooded man - Me voy a acerar un poco, ¿si? (I'm going to steer a bit, okay?) - He tried to balance himself, but he almost fell.

¿¿¿???: It takes him from the collar of the other's jacket - If you plan on jumping at least don't make it look like accidental murder Those blue eyes, you don't know where you saw, were nevertheless beautiful.

Leo returns to his feet, from what he sees, the stranger was doubting whether to jump or not, he... feels the same about it, he was going to end everything after all, he did not expect to find another and less than this seems more friendly..

Leonardo: Look at the bigger one next to him - ¿Puedo ver quien eres?, me encantaría saberlo si vamos a saltar juntos (Can I see who you are ?, I would love to know if we are going to jump together)- he asked, nervous and shy.

The hooded man takes a moment, his jacket was stained red on his stomach, maybe he got into a fight or did something wrong, maybe he can not blame himself if this happened in a short time.. this reveals his face, dark green, yellow eyes and a recent scar on her lips.

Raphael: I look at the one with blue eyes - I am.. raphael. now that I see you well..  - he narrowed his eyes, noticing the scar on the eye of the other - You are the smel... Leonardo.. the next door neighbor.. what are you doing here? - He said with a tone.. friendly and concerned.

Leonardo: Blink in surprise -What are you doing here in the first place!? - I exclaimed in surprise, trembling as I looked down -¿Te suena bien.. si bajamos? (Does that sound good to you.. if we go down?) - I ask.

The other when looking down, feels the same as the one with blue eyes, slowly they approach the beam to go down it, but a current of air hits them, raph falls, but a hand holds him, leo tries to help him up, but the wet metal was not good and he slowly slipped until he fell with the yellow-eyed one... they both screamed alerting the other strangers who passed.

But something that neither of them told is that their shells are very resistant, and it was one of the parts where turtles usually fall, so both when they fell, their shells collided with the thin ice, breaking this and taking them to a freezing shower...

-Later-

Between police sirens and ambulances, together with fire trucks that helped to take the two giant tortoises out of the cold waters, where they applied first aid and were in charge of keeping them warm at all times; They didn't need them to be in hibernation mode, ho... how much they hated, when a reptile entered that mode by accident.

They were taken to the hospital, checking if they did not have other problems resulting from the fall, finding only the stomach wound with the amber eyes, but nothing, they would only observe them for a while, contact their relatives, some serious questions about it with the police and then to home; with extra vigilance.

Leonardo: I look at the one with yellow eyes - Parece que todos te conocen.. (It seems that everyone knows you..) - He commented something strange.

Raphael: With his hands behind his head - This is not the first time this has happened..- he said seeing the bandages on the part that does not have plastron, on the sides of him.

The door opens with a kick, two turtles were at the door, one of them in a marine suit and the other in a swat suit.

Marine Aylen: I look at Leonardo- Sorry for the inconvenience, Mr. Leonardo- she said kindly.

Raphael: I look at leonardo - They are my moms.. - he sits in pain - I can explain it..- he gets a slap -But mom what's wrong? - He rubs where he gave her.

Rosi Swat: He takes it by the neck - Look, your fucking father's son, now what kind of bullshit are you going to get out of? - looking into his eyes - And don't tell me that you woke up and wanted to jump off a bridge! he yelled.

After a while, of friendly interrogation for Leonardo and the one of the mothers wanting to hit the ground with the slimy mastodon whose red bandana belongs, finally they sign for both of them, Leonardo does not have his papers with him, they both took the two to their homes.. they got out of the car and waited for them to say some things..

Raphael: Look at Leonardo, sorry for everything and his past actions - Thank you.. for.. not letting me.. I'm sorry for everything that happened.. throughout this year.. saying ugly things to you.. - He ran his hand over his neck, nervous - Thank you.. for everything Leonardo, this was not a good year and I just got into.. I don't know how.. I don't know how I got up, but I really wanted to leave everything.. and you came to help me...  - Tears came out and ran down his cheeks .

Leonardo: Tears also fall on his face-Okay.. it's good that we both are... I, I was just thinking about ending my torture.. but I found you...- he said holding the warm blanket against his body.

Both returned to their respective apartments, one accompanied by his mother who was going to give him a well deserved show of ¨emotional reinforcement¨, while the blue-eyed one returned to hug his turtle friend, his spike was angry, he bit his fingers for leaving him , but they were together again, I cry a lot, however, the beating sounds were heard from the other side; he hoped that raph.. his neighbor.. his friend, would be fine after that.

And looking at the time, it was the new year ... the year 20022.

 TO BE CONTINUED...

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