Luhan's POV

I didn't know what hurt more.

The fact that his eyes lost their sparkle when he looked at me or the fact that he had pushed me away.

He forgot about me.

Sehun sat on the sofa across from me looking at everyone with scared eyes.

He didn't know us.

He didn't even know himself.

Chanyeol and Baekhyun were discussing about how to treat him.

Kyungsoo was quietly cooking supper while Kai just sat beside Sehun.

"Sehun-ah, are you hungry?" I asked.

My voice was barely audible and he just nodded.

He stared at me examining my face a bit more before looking back to the floor.

My heart was being squeezed and breathing was difficult.

Baekhyun's POV

"How did this happen?" I asked Chanyeol.

"When he fell off the bridge he must have hit his head."

I nodded and glanced at Luhan.

Well at least Sehun wasn't dead.

And his feelings for Luhan, they have to still be there.

Sehun's POV

My uncle wouldn't lie to me, would he?

Seeing how he just carelessly gave me away, he didn't seem to care.

My head throbbed when I visioned a woman in red heels tapping her fingers on a desk.

"... How much does he cost?" A blurry voice spoke.

The memory fogged then disappeared and I kept my head down.

"Sehun-ah, are you hungry?" A small voice asked.

It was the voice that belonged to a small blonde haired boy.

He didn't seem older than me but he looked terrible.

His under eye bags were showing and his eyes were red from crying.

Despite that, he was still breathtaking.

His large eyes and small features made him look like an angel.

I just shook my head in response and he looked at me.

Seeing him hurt my head so I lowered my gaze.

"Luhan, come over here," a voice from the kitchen called and the small boy got up.

My head and heart throbbed from hearing his name.

At the dinner table, we all ate silently.

"So who am I?" I asked and Luhan stopped poking his food.

"I'll explain," a dark skinned guy volunteered.

"You worked for an assassin company, I hated Luhan, who's my step-brother, I hired you to kill him within 3 months, you kidnapped him, and fell in love with him." It was chopped but simple.

I remembered a car screeching and a blob of blonde hair.

"Well how did I forget everything?" I asked.

"You worked for a prestigious company, so the only way to cut ties from it was to personally go to the company and erase the files they had on you. Number 42, and when we were there, you got shot and fell into a river bank." The guy who had kidnapped me explained.

"Anyways, the dark skinned guy is named Kai, I'm Kyungsoo, the one who brought you here is Chanyeol, the kid beside him is Baekhyun and the blonde one is,"

"Luhan," I interrupted.

Saying his name unlocked something in my heart.

It was subtle but I knew that he was familiar.

We finished eating and Kai left with Kyungsoo.

Baekhyun and Chanyeol left too and I was left with a mopping deer.

"Sehunnie, is there anything you need?" He smiled weakly.

I just shook my head.

Luhan's POV

Remembering would just bring pain back to Sehun.

All those unloved years, all those cold-blooded kills would just weigh him down.

Maybe it was better he didn't remember.

If I left maybe his life would be better?

If I died, he wouldn't need to remember all that pain.

I got up and urged him to follow me.

He did without hesitation and walked behind me.

We got to his car and I unlocked it.

"Get in."

He complied and we drove in silence.

"Why did you love me?" He asked.

As much as it hurt my whole being that he had forgotten, I sighed.

"It's a long story,"

"And I presume this will be a long ride,"

I groaned, "Fine, the first time we met, you almost crashed into me but when I looked I to your eyes I saw everything I had yearned for, love and happiness. I don't understand how or why, but it just happened and fate twisted us up by hiring you to kill me. You never got to because before the three months were up, we raided the company."

He was just silent as we stopped at the place he had taken me.

The trees had become green and the air smelt fresh.

I kept walking towards the sparkling water that we once sat by and then sat down.

He took the spot beside me.

"I guess I fell in love with the way you talked, the small things that you did, like the way you licked you lips, the way you can't pronounce certain words and the look in your eyes that tell me that I can make it." I finished and he just kept looking at the water.

Maybe it was for the best.

I got up and walked towards the water.

He didn't catch on what I was doing.

I threw myself into the lake and prayed that Sehun would just sit still.

And watch his miseries drown away.

Sehun's POV

The blonde spoke again, "I guess I fell in love with the way you talked, the small things that you did, like the way you licked you lips, the way you can't pronounce certain words and the look in your eyes that tell me that I can make it."

At each word my heart beat a little faster.

When he got up, I was still digesting what he said when I heard a splash in the water.

The blonde hair had disappeared within the water.

I panicked and got up.

Without thinking, I dived in without a single thought but to save Luhan.

He didn't even try to swim up, he just let himself sink.

With each stroke, I visioned darkness flashing before me, the cold water piercing my skin as I tried desperately to grab onto something.

I saw memories all flooding back to me.

I remembered my stepmom the day she left me to that company.

My first training session.

The day I saw my forever for the first time.

The first time I brought Luhan here.

His hair flying all around his head.

His smile.

His laugh.

I remembered it all.

"LUHAN!" I screamed as I dived down in search of my tiny blonde.

I saw him and I swam with everything I had before grabbing his arm.

I dragged him towards me and tried to crawl to the surface.

My lungs were burning and screaming for air.

My arms were loosing strength but I wasn't ready to give up like I did last time.

I wasn't going to lose Luhan again.

When the warm air filled into my lungs I pulled myself and Luhan to the shore.

When I set him down, I checked for his breathing.

He wasn't breathing.

I desperately tried to pump air back into his lungs.

I was breathing heavily as I tried to perform CPR.

"LUHAN, Luhan, I remember it all. I remember how I feel about you, I remember that I need you to live. Please Luhan wake up, please. I'll fix everything, we can start all over, just please wake up," with a final push, Luhan's mouth opened and water spurted out from it.

He coughed the rest out and then his eyes fluttered open.

"Sehun?" He mumbled.

I pressed soft kisses to his cold skin.

"Yes, I'm back," I whispered into his lips.

He smiled and kissed back weakly.

His lips were trembling and cold but still soft and moist.

Little sparks erupted in my stomach and I smiled.

"I love you," I said.

"I love you too," he replied before putting his hand in my hair and pulling me closer.

All of our pent up emotions ran wild as we desperately tried to gain back lost time.

Baekhyun's POV

"Chanyeol," I started and the giant in front of me stopped walking.

"Yes?" His deep voice had grown softer when he spoke to me and he waited for me to catch up to his pace.

"Do you remember the little boy on the swings 10 years ago?" I asked.

He looked at me in shock but he stayed silent.

"I've seen many kids on swings,"

"I reached out my hand and you took it." He nodded his head.

"When I took your hand, you took my heart." He smiled and electricity bolted through my body.

I smiled and intertwined our fingers.

"That's only because I offered mine,"

He laughed and it still sounded like it did all those years ago.

This was the sound that I will remember until the moment I took my last breath.

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I desperately tried to write a smut scene but then I couldn't, *sigh*

Well it's not done just yet because I haven't wrapped up Kaisoo and everything yet :)

I'm still continuing my other fic so it's ok if this one's ending.

I personally don't like extremely long FANFICS because yesterday I spent the whole day reading a 65 chaptered one and almost decided to die XD

Leave a comment <3 tell me if it was up to your expectations :3

With much love,

Serenityvi