"Damn it! Why do we have to bring this idiot along?! And why am I the one carrying him!" Stated Gray as he carries Natsu like a bag of rice.

"Stop complaining! Makarov told me to bring him, and so I did!" I said, accidentally shouting at him. Why couldn't I? The second I told him to carry Natsu, he kept complaining infront of my face non-stop!

"Who died and made you leader?!" he's pushing me to my limit.

"Erza......." I didn't want to tell him that, but his pushing me to this point.

"why you?!" Then he grabbed my shirt-collar tight.

"Don't involve Erza in this?!?!"

"Both of you stop! Were almost at the inn! We can rest there, so stop fighting and stop acting like children!" Said Wendy as me and Gray walk while we hear her sermons.

I went closer to Wendy and Patted her head.

"You know, you sound like Erza!" I said cheerfully.

"What?! S-so I sounded s-scary?? Sorry!"

"No, No. I meant that as a complement!"

"Oh! Hehe...uhm.....thank you? I guess?"

Then we arrived at the inn.

The next day we were about to leave, to look for Lucy. Natsu's still asleep?!

"Jellal, could you please wake Natsu up?" Said Wendy then she went inside the bathroom.

"Sure." Then Happy went closer to me.

"Jellal, be careful, Natsu can be violent when he's asleep..." I ignored what Happy said because the whole time he's been trinking me.

"Natsu! Wake up! You need to ge-" before I could ever finish my sentence, I heard him say something.

"Ah!....Lucy........no!.....don't...go.....don't....leave....me." Said Natsu.

"He liiiiiiikes her!" Whispered Happy in my ear.

Then Natsu suddenly puched me out of nowhere.

"W-what was that for?" I said as I wipe the blood off my nose.

"Told you....." Said happy as he floats there in the air. Damn! I should've listen!

Natsu opened his eyes and Sat up.

"Jellal? Why are you here? Wait! Where is here??"

"Were in an inn, Makarov told me to bring yo-" before I could finish my sentence, Natsu interrupted me once again.

"Wait! Where's Lucy?!"

"That's why were here, were gonna look for her." I said.

"Then what are we waiting for?! Let's go!" I could hear his frustrated tone. He was just like me, before Erza's.......I don't want to remember that, but he's just like me. He's trying to find the one who's closest to his heart, and that's Lucy.

"We have to wait for Wendy!" I shouted.

"I don't have time for that! Lucy might be out there! Maybe in danger! I'm going! Happy?!"

"Aye Sir!" And both were out of the room before you know it.

"Where did he ran of to?" Asked Gray who had just got out from his room.

"He went on to find Lucy. He didn't want to wait for Wendy so he ran off."

"Where's Wendy?"

"In the bathroom, and no, I don't know what girls do inside, they take too long." I said seeing Gray nodding with agreement. Soon after Wendy went out of the room, facepalming as I was, I still understood what Natsu felt, but Natsu should've waited, she only took lees than ten seconds after he woke up.

~Natsu~

We started to look for Lucy, then Happy asked me.

"Natsu? Where are we gonna start?"

"I don't know Happy, but I'll find her.."

"Speaking of Lucy, you were talking in your sleep about her, Natsu!" Said Happy, looking like he was about to burst into laughter.

"Really? What did I say?" This sounds really weird. I never talk in my sleep.

"You said something like..........I love you, Lucy!" Said Happy as he imitates my movements as I sleep and doing a bad inpersonation of me.

"W-what?! Did I really?! Was that?" Then I kinda realized I had a little weird dream.." Come to think of it-" then Happy interrupted me.

"Just kidding! You really fell for that Natsu!" He said as he bursts into laughter. I hit him on the head.

"Stop making jokes like that! What did I really say!?"

"You said something like........ah! Lucy!.....don't....go.....don't....leave...me." I turned a little red, but really curious.

"Come to think of what?"

"What?" I asked.

"You said, Come to lf it....I said it was a joke, right? Or did that really happen?"

"N-no I didn't! L-let's forget about that!...uhm.....I'm hungry! You wanna eat?"

"Aye sir!" *sigh* good thing I changed the subject. Did I really say those things?! Wait! I have no time to eat! I need to find Lucy!! I left Happy at the restorant, left him some money and ran off to find Lucy.

"LUCY WHERE ARE YOU?!" I started to shout. I was running so fast that a piece of paper fell from my bag. I stopped and picked it up. It was a letter! At the front there was something written.

To: Natsu

From: Lucy.

"Lucy?!" I murmmured to myself. I opened the emvelope.

Dear Natsu,

If you are reading this, I am already far away from Magnolia. Please don't try and find me, I'll just be a burden for everybody. Sorry for leaving, and for hurting you. I wasn't myself that day, forgive me. I couldn't face everyone in the guild, having the burden and the guilt of Erza's death. I was the reason for that. I'm the one to blame! If I was strong enough I could've helped her! If I was quick enough I could've saved her. I'm sorry.

Natsu, I'm sorry for leaving you. I didn't mean to, but I don't want you to see me like this, as a killer. Thanks for the fun times I've spent with you. Thanks for the care and love you guys gave me. You might aswell forget about me, but I'll never forget about you Natsu....because......because............

I Love you.

-Lucy Heartfilia

Tears started to drip from my Eyes. Why does she keep thinking it was her fault?! Why?!

"NO ONES BLAMING YOU LUCY!!! NO ONE!!" I shouted as my body tremble in the letter I just read. Lucy.............the last word.......she told me...........she......

I puched the ground in anger, regret and sadness. I was already burning! The flames of my feelings towards Lucy is burning brighter!

________________________________________________________________________

~Jellal~

"Where could that Idiot ran off to now?! We have to look for him too?!" Asked the pissed off Underwear prince.

"I don't know.." I said.

"Jellal?" A Familiar voice called out.

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Love this! I love cliffhangers! I'm thinking you don't? Well, I hate cliffhanger too. But not in my stories.

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ARIGATOU!! MINNA!! BYE~NÉE!!