She was the shy one....or so I thought, she turned out to be the wild child. And that didn't make things any better it only made me want the alpha even more than before.... not only could I not have her as my alpha because she already had an alpha..a male alpha and one who would kill me especially since I'm not an alpha if I even dared openly flirting with her....I'm close to Ms. Shadow and that's only cause I'm her second in command.. Now you see my delima I'm only a beta. Not only is she my leader she's my best friend that I fell in love with. She calls me crystal lightning even though my name is real crystal cavern... she always said crystal lighting matches my personality better since I've got a feisty and fiercely loyal side that few get to see.. Hell if alpha Claw ever heard what I say to Shadow I'd be laying dead in my grave. Shadow has always had body image issues but all I see when I look at her is a gorgeous black alpha who's really good at hunting and has scars that each tell a different story. I see a gorgeous alpha yes she can be mean but she would take a bullet for any of her pack members, her family. I'm lucky to have her as my leader but I want more than for her to be just my leader..I love her...to bad her family disapproves of her having any feeling towards other female wolves.