Raph's POV
She's gone and nothing's ever gonna change that. My life is gone. She died in my arms. All because of my brother. I hate him. I hate him with all my heart. He should be dead. She didn't deserve this. She never did. It was my fault. It always is. When she left the family or team as fallen apart. I'm always fighting with Leo and it get violent. Mikey tries to break it up but he ends up getting hurt. Then Donnie helps him then us. He gives us both a lecture. Master splinter sends us in the dojo, locks us in, and makes us forgive each other. We do for the families sake. But I don't wanna ever forgive that bastard. Not now not ever.