A/N: there is self harm in this chapter and deep content, if you feel like this is going to affect you in anyway stop reading and skip to the next chapter.😊 self harm is never an option

Cameron's POV
Hunter walked out of the room while crying like crazy, Natalie went home with Julie's Dad because she was too overwhelmed. It was my turn to go and see my princess. As I looked at her my heart was broken even more. Different machines were connected to her by tubes to keep her alive. Her arms were full of cuts. Her face was covered in bruises. Her skin was pale while her cheeks were pink. Her lips were purple and her chin had a bandage on Which had blood stains on it. To me she still was beautiful and flawless. I sat down on the chair and buried my face into her hands. I was trying to catch my breath but the tears made it impossible. "I love you princess" is all that I could managed to let out. She has to live.

Two days later

Brandon's POV
Today we finally get to see Julie. I know that I never really showed her much love but she is my sis and I will lover her. I came into the room with Ashton. "She is gonna wake up, isn't she?" Ashton asked me with confusion. "Yes" I said, Even though she is struggling and I don't know but I can't say that to Ashton. We both took chairs and sat down next to her. She was lifeless, not like usual. She was always smiling and happy. "Julie I am sorry that I left crumbs all over your bed and that I ate your food, but I promise that it won't happen again, just please Julie wake up" Ashton said with a squeak while shaking her hand. He loved her so much, she is a roll model to him. Ashton started to cry. "I love you sissy" he said while giving her a kiss on her bruised cheek and he left with disappointment that she didn't wake up.

"I know Julie that you probably can't hear this but I Honestly love you even though I might not show it as much as Ashton or Hunter but I care as much as they care. I think that you are the best sis that I could wish for. I am sorry for not showing it to you but I will promise that I will just come back please" I felt my tear escape my eye and drop on to her t-shirt.

I left the room. My mom was standing outside with Cameron. He loved her so much. He would spent his free time coming to hospital just to see Julie. I saw that he was crying like crazy and Ashton too. "Brandon, this was your last goodbye to Julie" no she is kidding me, She can't leave us, why did she do that to all of us?

Cameron's POV
I have to admit. I started to self harm since Julie wasn't doing good. She cant go through the pain alone. It was my fault. It was my last moment to say goodbye. I squeezed her hand and put my head on her chest. She is gone. I heard a hear beat that was getting faster and faster. I felt a soft squeeze on my hand. She is alive. I runned to let the doctors know. I was filled with joy. She is back. Words can't explain how much I love her.

Julie's POV
I heard Cameron walk into my room. He started to cut him self. He can't do this. It's not a good option, it's not even an option. I was weak and everyone taught that I am dead or that I am going to die. I can feel and hear Everything. I wish I could just hug everyone right now and tell them that I am okay. I could hear Cameron sob and feel his warm tears on my hands. "I cant do it anymore without you" he said and I wanted to let him know that I can hear him. I forced and pressured my hand to move. It didn't. I forced it again making me to actually feel the pain. I squeezed Cameron's hand to let him know that I am here for him.