i m c r y i n g

ITS THE LAST CHAPTER!

I cannot believe how far this book has come! Thanks you all for reading this book, putting it in your reading list. There will be an Epilogue to explain what happens and what college they do and stuff but its at the beach!

I want to thank -
MelDaMelon
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For being supportive, making fanart and knowing my book better than I do!

But the people who get the most thanks are the people who read this! I love you guys so much and thank you for being here in this journey with me, started on June 2nd, 2016.

Enjoy the last chapter!
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"What do I do when I'm up there? Do I just stand still? Do I look at him? Do I look at my feet?" Phil rambled on about his current problem. I rolled my eyes at his nervousness, fixing his tie as he panicked.

"Phil, relax! It's just Dan!" I said, placing my hands firmly on his shoulders. He breathed in and out just like we had discussed the night before.

"The ceremony starts in about five minutes. You should get ready to get up there!" I exclaimed, my eyes watering knowing my brother was about to commit to something so beautiful.

"Yeah."

He pulled me in by the shoulders. I hugged him back tightly, the hug saying words my mouth couldn't form. All the emotions we had been feeling for the past seven months put into this.

"Thank you, Andre, for being the best sister possible."

"Don't mention it."

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I was sitting in the front row, staring at my brother and one of my best friends. Their hair was swept perfectly across their foreheads, a few gaps intruding on the perfection. I heard music play.

Here it goes.

The ceremony started, people walking down the isle, waiting until everyone was done. Everyone sat down after they finished walking down.

The ceremony began. I didn't pay much attention to anything the priest said. I dozed off, wondering about how this would change my brother's life's and career's. They would have to explain to their fans soon. My mind had this tendency of wandering elsewhere every time something important going on.

When I was little, I used to sit and class and start wondering about what real love felt like. Was it nice? Did it hurt? Did it make you feel funny?

But I look up to my brother and Dan, and Phil's smiling because he finally found what he was supposed to do on the alter. This is real love, I think. When someone knows exactly what to do to make you feel better, or anything.

That is real love.

And I've witnessed it, over and over without realising. Looking at Emma with Brianna, J.J and Amelia. Its love. And then I look to Kyle and think one thing.

True love.
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The ceremony is over, and now we're all seated at a table. I'm next to Phil and Phil's mom is next to me. I met her a couple days ago, and told her about my Dad. She nodded, saying she always knew that would happen to him. He would destroy himself before he could destroy anyone else.

Suddenly, I was pulled from my seat by a strong arm. I looked up to see Phil gripping my arm. He looked concerned.

"Andre? You okay? C'mon, we're all gonna go dance." He tugged me forward and I followed hesitantly. I caught Dan's nervous expression and gave a sympathetic look. Ed Sheeran began playing but I didn't care. My mind was too much focused on the two men in front of me.

I grinned slightly. My brother finally got his happy life. He always used to talk about him and Dan starting a family eventually. Sometimes, I would call him and the middle of the night and he hung up on me when Dan called. Sometimes I got angry, sad, and other times I found it adorable.

Everyone else slowly started in. Louise was dancing with Darcy, and Chris was trying to persuade PJ. J.J had Amelia's hand in his and they were taking to the floor quickly enough. I felt a hand land on mine and jumped at the contact. I looked to see who felt the need to grab my hand, and was met with the ocean blue eyes of Kyle.

He tapped my nose, getting a reaction from me. I swat his hand away and rest my head on his shoulder. Happiness fills within me. I ended the school year amazingly for what I went through. A beautiful prom Nexa didn't deserve.

"You're thinking about her again, I know you are." Kyle says, not looking at me but at everyone else dancing. The sigh I let out counts as a yes for him and he pulls me in closer.

"She needs to be thought about. She messed up senior year in such s a small way that hurt so much. Its such a bad memory." I state, turning my head towards him.

"Andre, we need to forget about her. Sure, she lives here. Sure, she will probably seen by one of us a couple of times. But this is your life. Our life." He tells me, pulling me into his chest. My arms wrap around him and its not even comfort at this point.

"I love you Kyle. So much." I whisper into his shoulder. His grip tightens.

"I love you, too."

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The wedding was long over. Dan and Phil had gone home, celebrating. Happiness. My friends and I were planted on the roof of our school. Even in our dresses and suits we had climbed up. Brianna had even came. I was next to Emma and Kyle, my hands planted on both of their knees. Emma was holding Brianna's hand. Kyle had J.J next to him.

From far away, you would think, who the hell are these kids sitting on a school roof at 3AM? You wouldn't know that a whole year of pur lives has been hell because of my ex-friend.

From standing close to us, you would wonder why the girls have dyed hair and the boy's suits are green and blue. You wouldn't get my brother and his weird ways.

But from sitting next to us, you would get we were just another pair of kids who didn't really know what was gonna happen. We were just kids. Well, adults, technically.

A athlete, a musician, a artist, a teacher, a rights supporter, a fashion designer, a graphic designer.

And of course, a fangirl.

And you know what?

I'm okay with that.

The End.

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epilogue will be up soon.