Tiara’s POV

My rest was a mess, even with my eyes closed, I could still perceive myself. It smelled like I just finished having sex, and it wasn’t helpful that I had remained abstinence before coming on this journey – all thanks to my busy boyfriend.

I lost my hand in my panties trying to please myself, but I was no-where as good as Daniel. I also tried to imagine I was Daniel, it might help but it was all frustrating, so I sat on my bed for hours looking at nothing, and breathing heavily. Unsatisfied by everything in the room; the A.C felt too cold that I turned it off, then I felt too hot and had to turn it on back. At some point, I had gone to take shower, but all I could imagine was his freaking hand inside me.

It was pure torture; there was no other way to describe it.

Annoyed; I picked up my phone and dialed Tobi’s number again. Thankfully, he picked up on first ringing.

“Babe…” his voice sounded distance, but I couldn’t care about that when I was so horny.

“Babe…” I echoed, my voice sounded hallow.

“What’s the matter? Are you well?”
I chuckled and then shook my head, “I’m fine. Just a bit horny,”

I heard him laugh, “Oh, baby. Are you missing me already? I missed you too.”

I sat upright, suddenly I find my toenails so beautiful; blue looks perfect on my toe. 

“Babe, can we…”

Before he could complete his sentence, I cut him off. “Can we sex chat?”

A loud cough, “Are you kidding me?” He was whispering. I felt hot. I should have asked where he was before dropping such bomb on him. What if he was at his workplace and his colleagues heard that? I pinched myself. I should be thinking with my brain. “Babe, we’ve never done that.”

I groaned, “I know…” if it wasn’t for Daniel, I wouldn’t be bringing such topic to my fiancé. But, I would rather do anything than cheat on my fiancé. “But there’s nothing bad in trying something new.”

“Babe…” his tone had changed. I know that tone. It was his perfect tone in bringing up reasons things shouldn’t be done. I called it; his excuse tone.
I waited.

“I’m sorry, babe, but I am currently busy with a proposal that needs immediate submission. I need to submit this to my supervisor in the next thirty minutes or they might be consequences.”
I waited.

“Babe, you aren’t saying anything.”
What was I supposed to say to that?
“I’m really sorry, baby, but two weeks will be up in no time. I’ll be waiting for you. Catch you soon, babe.”

He hung up before I could get any word out.

I raised my head up trying to push back the involuntarily tears that had gathered there. I wouldn’t cry for sex. I wouldn’t cry because my fiancé refused to sex chat with me. It was so low and I needed to maintain my steeze. Yet, I felt the tears at the brim of my eyes. I stood up and changed into a more comfortable wear. I picked up a small bag and moved towards the bar.

I needed to drink.

I was sure that with some alcohol in my system, I’d finally be able to catch some sleep.

Unlike the first time I was in the bar, this time it was filled to the brim. It wasn’t my usual thing staying in a bar full of crowd and enjoying myself. I was more reserved, but what I needed was exactly the opposite of myself. So, instead of drinking, I found myself moving to the noisy part of the bar. I had no idea what those guys were doing, but they were having fun, probably celebrating something.

“Fine girl, come on.” one of the guys said before I could even take my seat. I smiled, and move to sit closer to them before I felt a hand snaked around my waist.

“What’s the problem, babe? I thought you were coming over to my place. Did you get confused?”

I frowned, biting my lower lips. The guy that had called me fine girl seemed to have lost interest immediately. I turned to see Daniel smirking, and a silent Moses beside him.

Instead of responding to him, I turned towards Moses, “What are you doing here?”

He chuckled, “Again. It seems that’s the first thing you say every time we meet.”
I bit my lips, again, removing Daniel’s hand from my waist, slowly. “Sorry, you just caught me unaware every time.” Plus I didn’t know he was friend with Daniel, but I didn’t say that bit loud in any way.

As I successful removed hid hand from my waist, I moved towards Moses side, as they both led somewhere more exclusive. I guess the V.I.P section of the bar. “Are the others here, too?”
He shook his head, “No, just the two of us having guys talk.”

Ooh.

“I don’t think I should be interrupting then.”

Daniel laughed, “You’ve every right to.” He touched Moses chest lightly, “This guy is boring. I prefer talking to you than talking to him in any way.”

Moses response was a visible eye-roll. So, without intending to, I spent the evening with both guys, but it was fun than I expected. I got to learn more things about them, as alcohol seemed to lessen the urge to keep secret from others.

Unexpectedly, I had said things I didn’t want to, too, but I could barely remember all the things I said. I was only hoping I didn’t say a word that might end up putting me in trouble in any way. By the time I was leaving the bar, my head felt fuzzy, and someone had supported my waist, but I had no idea if it was Daniel or Moses.  I could hardly open my door myself, and the last thing on my mind was Tobi.
If there was one thing I was glad of, it was the fact that I was able to get rid of him from my thought.

Or at least I thought I was able to do that.