Every THURSDAY we all get together. 

We aren't supposed to but we do it anyways.

 It helps ease our mind off the world.

 When we first started meeting I thought about my family, but those days are long gone.

 Now I always think about how screwed over we are about meeting in private. 

I know I should feel guilty about this change of mind, but I don't. 

My phycologist used to say that I should think more about my actions before I commit to them. 

I don't think me not thinking about my family is bad or anything. 

It's just not good. 

Besides what does he know anyways. 

I haven't seen the doctor or really anyone for that matter in months.

 Well except for THURSDAYs.