my love has never ever once been returned
i could go on forever
with the names of the boys who let me fall in the tug of war
my heart has been bruised for as long as I can remember
everyday I feel the unbearable pain
i know that if I were to see my heart
it'd be blue and purple
there'd be holes everywhere
because no one and nothing can fulfill what I need
i tried so hard to tell myself
it's better to be independent
you're a strong woman
but it's human nature to want someone by your side
just like animals finding a mate
i feel like the loneliest whale
deep in the ocean
in the middle of nowhere
i'm crying
hoping someone will find me soon