i was 11 years old when i thought he was my first boyfriend
i cheated on him with another guy
my first boyfriend's best friend was furious with me
spreading all the hate towards her big group
her group was everywhere
it controlled the whole school
even in high school they ruled the halls
so everyone knew i was the one
who they hated
because they couldn't let go of a childish situation
they choose not to laugh about it to this day
instead they use it against me