Dear Kookie,

I'm truly sorry for Yeri, honestly I am. What she put you through... what she put Tae through. It wasn't fair to either of you.

I'm apologising in place of her, because I know she'll never care enough to say sorry. Don't get me wrong though Jungkook, I don't want you to forgive her, not now, not ever.

I know I didn't know you much, but Joonie told me all about what happened. I'm so angry at him, but he's truly sorry Kookie, please find it in your heart to forgive him. He too was under Yeri's 'spell' she changes people, manipulates them and honestly I'm ashamed to be her brother.

In the ends it seems that Joonie was playing her to get to me... another thing that I'm mad at him for. But, at least she got a taste of her own medicine.

Don't blame yourself Kookie, but Tae really isn't doing very well. Many of us have found him with knife... trying to end it.

The only thing that relieves me is that he doesn't self harm. He tells me that he won't, he says that he doesn't want more pain, he wants the pain to end, he wants to end it.

It's worrying, but Hobi has been helping him get through it. He connects with Tae in a way that none of us can. His smile returns when Hobi's around. The stress of you not being with him seems to dissappear... or at the very least it seems to lessen, when in his company. It seems like the whole that you left in Tae's heart is getting smaller and smaller, as time with Hobi heals him... yet it seems like it will never be entirely gone, no one can replace you Kookie, you were one of a kind, to us and to Tae.

We miss you all dearly Jungkook...

Yours Truly,
Jin