Taehyung POV- x

Diary entry 25~

Hey there Kookie. It's been an entire month since you left. Is it still bad that I haven't moved on yet? I can't move on..you were my one and only. Everyone is okay I guess, your brother still blames me for your dea-..for you leaving. I can't say that word and your name in the same sentence..I just can't.

Hobi is being here for me as much as he can, but when I'm alone that's when I just break down. I can't stand being here, without you next to me, or me not being able to call you. I still listen to your voicemail before I go to sleep every night, I cry a little but it's okay. It's worth it if I can just hear your voice before I go to sleep.

Sigh, I'm sorry I don't have much to say. I just don't really pay attention to anything anymore. I'm failing all my classes..I just can't focus on anything but you. You're the apple of my eye.

I need to go now Kookie. It's time to fake a smile and go face the cruel and stupid place we call school.

I'll see you later Kookie. I love you.

~Tae