Tae POV~

"Hoseok~ stop it!! It tickles!!" I giggled loudly, trying to shove Hoseok off of me.

"Make me" he grinned and winked as he pinned my arms above my head and leaned closer as he tickled my ribs more.

When did he get so strong?

I wiggled my wrist to try and escape but he had me pinned down good.

My eyes trailed down his arms. He was wearing a sleeveless shirt, his slight muscles tensed and flexed as he held me down. I bit my lip lightly as I looked at his arms. Has he been working out?

My eyes continued up his body, my eyes landed on his lips.

"Tae?"

I blushed softly and looked up at him, not noticing that he had stopped tickling me. My heart rate sped up, he was so close I could feel his breath against my cheek.

"Y-Yeah?" I muttered slowly and licked my lips, biting my bottom lip lightly after.

I closed my eyes tightly and sighed. I need to move on...

The words floated around in my head, repeating themselves again and again.

Slowly, my eyes opened again and there was Hoseok. "You okay?" I felt his grip on my wrists relax slightly.

"Yeah... I um- kiss me?" I said slowly and softly, looking up into his eyes.

Hoseok's eyes widened and he sat up slowly. "What? Tae... are you sure?"

"Hyung I wanna move on... I can't-  Jungkook would want me to be happy.... right?" I sat up, so our noses were almost touching and closed my eyes again.

"Kiss me" I whispered.

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"H-Hoseok~ Stop it!! It tickles!!" I giggled shyly as he peppered kisses up my neck and across my collar bone.

"You're just so delicious Tae" He groaned softly and sucked hungrily at the junction between my neck and jaw.

"O-Ow" I half whined, half moaned and grabbed at his hair; gripping it tight in my fingers.

"Mine" He kissed the hickey he just made on my skin and trailed kisses back up to my lips.

"Oh my God you're such a kid" I laughed and laid back, allowing him to climb on top of me.

"Tae..." He pinned my wrists above my head. "You look so good like this, I wanna h-" Just then, my phone rang and cut him off from his sentence.

 "Who is it?" I groaned.

Hoseok got up and grabbed my phone. "It's um, it's Junghyun..."

I shot up in shock. "Junghyun?! But he- he hasn't spoken to me since..." I gulped slowly and took the phone from Hoseok and answered.

"Hello?" I mumbled into the phone.

***

"You're leaving?" Hoseok asked as I pulled my shirt back on and wrapped a scarf around my neck.

"Tae talk to me" He cupped my face and made me look at him. "What did Junghyun say?"

"Don't" I pushed his hands away and put my shoes on.

"Tae, what's going on!?" He grabbed my hand as I tried to walk around the room.

"I said don't!" I screamed at him and shoved him hard away from me.

He looked at me in shock and hurt in his eyes.
"Hoseok... I'm sorry.. I just-"

"What did he say, Tae?" He whispered quietly.

I shook my head quickly and bolted out the room. "Im sorry!" I shouted back to him as I made my way to Junghyun's house.

***

"Tae..."

The sweet voice of an angel graced my ears as I entered the room. There sitting on the bed was my beautiful beautiful Jungkook. He looked pale, but oh so gorgeous. His raven hair framing his face and his soft red lips were all too much to take in. It looked like he hadn't changed. No, he had, he had become even more breathtakingly handsome. I was frozen at the door, trying to take in everything that was Jungkook. Drinking in his beauty, he was an eloquent piece of artwork, too fragile to touch, too perfect to keep your hands off.

"Jungkook..."

"You look so different from the portal. Your hair is silver now, and it got longer. How long has it been since I was looking at you in the portal? Gosh am I on earth? Where's the girl, su- ugh I forgot her name. Where's the head angel? I'm so confused? Where am I? I don't belong here... I wasn't meant to touch the portal... am I in trouble now?"

"Wh- Jungkook what are you talking about?"

"Who's Jungkook?" He cocked his head cutely, perfect lips parted slightly in confusion. He took another breath and opened his mouth more as if he was going to say something before passing out on the bed.

"Jungkook!" I yelled and ran over to him and shook him gently.

"Don't worry" Junghyun's deep voice soothed me. "He'll wake up. He keeps passing out and waking up and then spouting nonsense about angels and portals and letters."

I looked at him. "You're taking this extremely well."

"What else am I meant to do? I'm confused Tae... my baby brother has come back to life - but his memory is damaged and keeps talking about random shit. I saw his body go into a coffin and get put in the ground... and then he turned up in his room and passed out! What else am I meant to do? I need to figure all this shit out. I can't even panic or freak out right now because I'm in too much shock. None of this is processing right now... I think I need to lie down... stay with him for me?"

I nodded slowly. "Junghyun, I've been hearing his voice recently. I saw him a few days ago too. I thought I was going crazy, but this really is him isn't it? He's here."

Junghyun shook his head. "I don't know what's true right now.... I think we should keep this a secret for a while, I don't know how the other will react..."

"Whatever happens I'll protect him. I promise" I placed a gentle kiss on Jungkook's hand and crawled into the bed next to him. My hands circled his waist and I pulled him close to me. He felt like death, cold as ice. I put the cover over him and buried my face in his neck to warm him up.

"Even if this isn't real, even if I really have gone crazy. This is all I need. To have you in my arms one more time." I whispered to him and kissed his cheek

By J4MMYD0DG3R

Edited by Min-Yoongi