A serene silence enwrapped them as they sat at the single stair outside of the house. Jeongguk placed the blanket over the older delicately, covering his whole body.

"We can share," Taehyung whispered, casting him a timid glance.

Wordlessly, Jeongguk scooted closer, merging their sides, and adjusted the blanket. He passed a bottle of water to him and smiled when he heard his delicate 'thank you'. "Drink as much as you can. It will help you with your headache."

"It would be easier if I just had an aspirin." He gulped down half of the bottle and set it beside him.

"It's usually not safe to take pills with alcohol. It can upset your stomach and increases the possibility of vomiting."

"You know a lot about these things."

"From experience." A light chuckle accompanied Jeongguk's remark, as he let his eyes wander on his smiley face.

Taehyung found the opportunity in the silence that prevailed over them once again to ask something that often popped up into his head for hours now. "Where were you before coming here?"

"With Dohyun." Jeongguk put his elbow on his knee and propped his chin on his curled fist, his gaze riveted on him.

"Why?"

"Am I not allowed to?"

"No, I didn't—uh, never mind." Taehyung shook his head and lowered it as he found his own curiosity annoying and strange. Soon, cold but gentle fingers were placed beneath his chin, lifting his head inch by inch.

"Don't start something if you don't finish it. It drives me crazy when people do that," Jeongguk said, making sure to keep his tone soft since he didn't want to sound like he was scolding him. He caressed the spot between his chin and his mouth, the tip of his thumb brushing against Taehyung's lower lip, and dragged his hand away.

"S-sorry, I tend to—to do that sometimes," Taehyung stammered, as the effect of his tender action lingered, building up his pulse.

"No need to say sorry. You didn't know. Now tell me what you wanted to say."

"I was just curious. You don't have to tell me. It's not my business."

"I don't mind telling you. I'm just surprised that you care, that's all." Jeongguk tilted his head to the side a fraction, taking a better look at him.

Taehyung nervously tinkered with the blanket while his eyes drew away from him once again. He didn't know what to respond, and so he retired into silence, hoping that Jeongguk would just tell him where he was or at least change the subject.

But he had other plans, apparently.

"Does it bother you? That I was with Dohyun and you don't know why?"

"What if I say yes?" Taehyung pulled on the hem of the blanket with gentle moves as his eyes followed the movement.

"It shouldn't. We don't mean anything to each other."

"I know."

Jeongguk's eyes studied his demeanor at length, even though it didn't take him long to comprehend what was hiding behind his somber expression. "You're sad again."

"Just tired."

"I know it's not just that."

"Jeongguk," he uttered as he ventured to fix his gaze on him. "You don't know anything and you don't have to. We won't have a deep conversation where I tell you my deepest thoughts or secrets. You're not the type who will listen to that."

"Why?"

Silence fell upon them for a beat as their eyes bored into each other. "Because you don't care," Taehyung said. "And because I don't open up to someone if we don't mean anything to each other."

"Sometimes it's easier to open up to someone you don't know that well or who doesn't mean anything to you."

"It's not that you don't mean anything. I like—I like what we have. No feelings, no strings attached, just pure lust, you know? Sometimes I think... I think you're the only good thing about my day. Even if we don't meet often, just thinking back to the times we had sex eases my mind.

"For once I did what I wanted, and although I regretted it at first because I was scared, I don't regret it anymore. I don't care anymore. Meeting with you is liberating and makes me feel so, so good, you know? I'm so bowed down by work that I completely neglected myself for years. I feel free with you. It's like I can stop and take a breath with you. To you, it's just sex. To me, it's a chance to slow down and take a breath."

Jeongguk was at a loss for words once he finished talking with a faint sigh. Unsure about what to say, he wet his dry lips and gulped as he kept eye contact, but his gaze became glazed. "I-I didn't know you felt like that. I thought you just enjoyed hookups."

"I'm not that type and especially with my clients. I don't know why I couldn't control myself with you. And I don't care about why, to be honest." His eyes contained a glint of distress mixed with desperation as they stared deep into the younger's still surprised ones.

He brought his hand to Jeongguk's knee and slid it to his thigh at a glacial rhythm, savoring the robust muscle. "You didn't call, and you made me think that you don't want to continue doing what we're doing. You made me think that you had enough of me and got bored of me." His hand roamed slowly up and down, fingertips grazing Jeongguk's crotch with each slide.

"I said that if you forgot whatever happened between us, I'll forget it too. But I—I can't. At least not yet." The heated eye contact carried on strong as their heartbeat hiked up.

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"I was thinking about you, you know. I touched myself again while thinking about you. I cried out your name while I came. And you weren't there to see it." He cupped his crotch, pleased at how hard he already was.

"Taehyung, we—we can't—"

"I'm not Taehyung. I'm your pup and you're my hyung." He squeezed his throbbing length, stealing breathless, subdued groans from him. "You made your pup wait for so many days, and you made him sad, made him think that hyung doesn't want him anymore."

"Hyung wants you, pup." He shut his eyes in pleasure as Taehyung rubbed his cock faster. "Hyung wants to fuck you so bad right now."

"But should his pup let him?" His other hand shifted to his hair, tugging it harder than Jeongguk expected. "Hyung didn't think about his pup at all for the past six days."

"He did, I promise he—" His words drowned in a sharp gasp when the older stuffed his hand into his sweatpants. "He d-did, pup."

"You're lying. If he did he would have called his pup." He teased the slit and dug his thumb into it, loving how Jeongguk whined and rippled in shudders. He yanked his hair harsher, causing his head to arch, and brought his mouth closer to his neck, lips ghosting over his skin. "Hyung doesn't deserve to feel good after what he did."

"He does, pup, I promise. Let him show you how sorry he is. Let him show you how much he missed you. How much he wants you."

"I won't let you touch me or kiss me. Anywhere." Taehyung pressed down on the sensitive slit again, and a corner of his mouth tipped up as he sensed a tiny spurt of cum ooze out.

"No, please." Jeongguk snapped his eyes open and laid them on him, desperation swirling inside them. "Don't do this to your hyung. I want to feel you and kiss every inch of your beautiful body."

"Hyung was bad. And you won't get what you want." He pulled his hand away and uncurled his fingers from his hair, letting them both drop to his sides.

Jeongguk noticed the boy rising to his feet and jerked up, panicked, not caring about the blanket that fell onto the ground. "Where are you going?" He snatched him by his biceps to immobilize him.

"To sleep."

"Wait, what? Why?"

"Because I'm tired." Taehyung attempted to free himself, but the younger's grip didn't budge.

"Tae, you can't leave me like this." The pet name flew off his mouth thoughtlessly, and he only realized it when Taehyung shot him a glare. "Pup, I mean pup, you can't leave me like this."

"We can't have sex now, anyway. We don't have a place, nor the things we need."

"We can use your car and I have everything we need." He fused their bodies, one hand resting on his nape and the other loosely wrapped around his waist.

"Will you beg for it?"

"Gladly." He strung their foreheads together, their erections pressing harder against each other, as he firmed up his grip. "I'll do everything you say, pup. I'll be good for you. Please let me show you how sorry I am for making you sad and for making you think these things. Please let me feel you. There isn't anything I want more right now. If you don't want me to touch you, I won't. You can use my cock to pleasure yourself however you want, and I'll admire every second of it. I'll do anything you say, pup. Please, please."

Their breaths mingled together as their lips barely touched, and the older found himself grinding against him by the time he finished talking. "My keys are in my briefcase."

Jeongguk felt jolts of excitement and eagerness rush through him, and wordlessly, he grabbed the blanket from the ground, entered the house, took his bag and the older's keys, and returned outside. And all of that under one minute.

  
"Get in the back seat," Taehyung said, and the younger obeyed as he turned on the car heater to keep them warm. Then he joined Jeongguk and undressed, leaving his boxers on. His gaze burned with lust as he straddled Jeongguk, who had a similar look on his face.

To his surprise, Jeongguk didn't do anything; he kept his curled fists pushing against the seat on each of his sides and didn't try to kiss him. "Look at you, finally listening to me." His tone was low and alluring, as he gradually stripped Jeongguk off his clothes.

"I told you I'll do anything you want." Although all he craved was to kiss every part of him and let his hands roam on Taehyung’s body, he strained to contain himself.

"For how long you'll be able to hold back?" Taehyung rolled his hips, grinding against his cock with gratifying pressure.

The muscles in his jaw bunched and his toes curled as he hissed at the teasing feeling. "I'll be good for you," he choked out as he felt his heavenly mouth suck kisses on his neck, and he tipped his head to the side, giving him more access.

Taehyung toyed with his nipples, rubbing and tugging them in a tantalizing manner that had the younger jolting with titillation and evoked a jumble of moans from him. "How much do you want to kiss me right now?" Taehyung whispered against his lips, his sultry gaze glued to his hazy one. "How much do you want to pin me down and fuck me, hyung?"

Jeongguk sank his teeth into his bottom lip, doing his utmost to suppress his unbearable longing to devour his mouth and grab his hips to help him grind against him faster and harder. "You really have no idea, pup."

Satisfied with the answer, Taehyung got off him so he could take his boxers off before slipping out of his too. "Condom."

"I need to prep you first."

"I don't want prep."

Jeongguk's brows creased in a frown. "It's gonna hurt a lot, pup. We haven't done anything in six days."

"Maybe, but my hole was filled with my fingers every night. These fingers could have been yours, but you forgot your pup completely."

"Fuck." A quiver surged down his spine at his words and ended up to his cock, making it twitch. "Hyung didn't forget you." He unconsciously moved his hand in need to pull him closer, but he stopped midway. "Hyung was thinking about you every day."

"Then why didn't you call?" Taehyung grabbed the younger's bag himself and searched for the lube and a condom, which he found soon enough.

"Can we not talk about this now?"

"You said you'll be good for me. Answer me then."

"I promise I'll explain after. It's not something we can talk about in one minute."

Taehyung met his gaze in a silent agreement and rolled the condom on his cock with careful and slow moves. He coated it with extra lube and cleaned his hand with a wet wipe. He climbed over him and positioned his length to his awaiting, unprepped hole.

"Are you really sure? It's gonna hurt, pup," Jeongguk voiced out with worry, but Taehyung only began sliding down his erection in response.

The lube was a great help, but the pain was extreme. He bit his lip harshly, screwing his eyes closed and whimpering uncontrollably even after he bottomed out.

Jeongguk had never experienced this before, and the tightness that engulfed his thumping cock was ecstatic, but a bit painful too.

Jeongguk spotted a few tears leaking out of his closed eyes and cupped his face on the spot, collecting them with his thumbs. "You're gorgeous, pup. You're so good for hyung, taking him without prep." He retracted his hands as he comprehended that he touched him without permission. Instead, he rubbed their noses together gently and cracked a tiny smile when Taehyung opened his eyes.

The palliative action sent waves of warmth nestling against his heart, which skyrocketed once again. His gaze fell to his rosy lips, and he seized his nape, pulling him into a desperate, needy kiss. Jeongguk moaned the moment their tongues brushed against each other and felt his hair be pulled with such ferocity it only flared his lust for him.

Taehyung moved his hips in tight circles as the pain was overrun by his vast need to fuck himself on his cock. He mewled into his mouth, still kissing him with fervor and avidity. They didn't part at all when he started bouncing on his length rhythmically, skin slapping ripping through the whole car.

At that ecstatic moment with pain and relish blended messily together, something was missing. And that was Jeongguk's hands all over his body. He wanted to punish him for disappearing for six days, but his yearning for his touch was overwhelming.

"H-hyung, touch me, please, I need—"

Jeongguk straightaway ran his hands from his neck to his chest, kneading his nipples for a short while before they continued their way to his leaking cock. He guzzled his lips once again as he laced a hand around his erection, keeping it steady, and as Taehyung rode him like his life depended on it, he pushed his length into his palm at the same time.

Jeongguk fondled his back and delivered a slap on his ass, groping it without stopping Taehyung from slamming down his cock even faster.

"So tired, h-hyung," he rasped, breathless, as he felt his legs lose any ounce of strength, leading his thrusts to slow down.

"You want to stop, pup?"

"No, no," he babbled, his grip around him only tightening.

"You want hyung to take care of you then? Make you feel good?"

"Yes, please."

That was all he needed to say for Jeongguk to lay him on the seat and get on top of him. He looped Taehyung's legs around his waist and eased into his heat, building up a stable, savory rhythm with mild rolls of his hips.

Jeongguk dipped down and captured his lips longingly, muffling his moans and whimpers as his hands caressed every inch of his body. "You're doing so well. Hyung's proud of his pup," he whispered between the kiss, and Taehyung could only whine in response.

He drew back, supporting himself on his one hand and looking deep into his hooded eyes as he picked up his pace. He took a hold of his cock with his other hand and pumped it at the same speed he rammed inside him.

"So c-close, hyung, s-so good, so close," Taehyung spluttered as he sensed his stomach clench with the sudden fire that stirred it.

"You were amazing pup, you did so well. Cum for me, angel." Jeongguk's shoves became erratic and hastier as he was close too. When a string of delicious and loud moans echoed in the car, he felt hot cum spew all over his hand, and that was all it took for him to spill his thick liquid deep inside him with multiple choked groans.

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Jeongguk dropped his body onto him and buried his face into the curve of his neck as he panted. "Are you okay?"

"Yeah, it was... Wow." He threw an arm around him absently that caught the younger by surprise, but he didn't dare to comment on it. "Are you okay?"

"Better than ever." Jeongguk couldn't help but smile against his neck when he heard his suave chuckle.

"That's good." He squeezed him in his embrace, and only then it dawned on him that he had his arms around him. He whisked them away, and even though he didn't want Jeongguk to perceive his small freakout, he failed miserable.

"What's wrong?"

"Nothing, we should clean up, you know?" Taehyung mumbled, nervous to the core, as heat spread on his cheeks, turning them into a light shade of red.

"Oh. Yeah." Jeongguk cleared his throat, uneasy. He then pulled back to grab the wet wipes from his bag, but halted midway and whipped his head to the older once a series of whimpers reached his ears. "Hurts a lot?" He watched with a frown of concern as Taehyung tried to sit straighter in his seat.

"Yeah, don't mind me." He winced some more until he successfully finished doing what he wanted.

"I told you, I can't not mind you," Jeongguk drawled as he passed him a wet wipe.

Taehyung stayed silent at that, cleaning himself up and looking anywhere but him. Similarly, Jeongguk didn't utter another word, and once he wore his clothes, he plopped back into his seat with a soft sigh.

He only hoped that Taehyung wouldn't be able to stay awake anymore because if he was, he had some things to explain, and he really didn't know what to say about them.

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