I don't get to call you a big ugly word like "narcissistic" or "sociopath".
Because although you hurt me deeply, you didn't hurt me in a way that quantifies you to those labels.
Because I have been hurt by a narcissistic.
Because I have been emotional and sexually abused-
And it was so apparent after.

I don't know if you did all this with the intent to manipulate me.
But like my previous abuser, you haven't realized how you hurt me.
And this makes you just as bad.