I made a playlist for you, it's called Please Stay Alive.
"I think you mean what you say...When you say you wanna die."
In my heart I hope you find it but there's really no way for you to unless I told you.
They're songs I've sent to you, songs you've sent me, songs of artists you love, songs that made me think of you.
I've nearly lost you so many times, and I'm so afraid I am going to again.
But I will not be around always and forever to prevent it.
I can't.
I need you to live for yourself,
"Too young to know it gets better."
for your friends,
"Don't fade away...you'll always have a place in me."
for your dog,
"I'm okay if you're okay."
for me.
"I'll give you the best years."

Song References:
Please Stay by Lucy Dacus
Forever Winter by Taylor swift
Place in Me by Luke Hemmings
This December by Ricky Montgomery
Best Years by 5SOS